They would not destroy her, but protect her, and lead her higher, with God. Oh, I prayed for you, I groaned, and agonized, for you. Well, this man, Mr. Seesby, who prayed for me, in such a wonderful way, I had done, some terrible wickedness, while he was preaching, believe me, that the entire church, came to a complete stance, when my friend and I, were so wicked, the last time I'd seen him, but, I found the town now, I'm a young preacher, and I'm going into this town, but I could just pass, and I knew he was, the Baptist minister now, in his old age, in this particular town, so I stopped, at the man's church, next to the church, knocked on the door, his wife stood there, and I explained, and I said, I want to see him, and I'm in a hurry, but I'm desperate, not to pass this town, and not to see him, but look him in the eyes, and thank him, please, won't you call him, no, you can't see him sir, I know about you, Keith Daniel, but I'm afraid, you cannot see my husband, you see he's busy, with his quiet time, if you are willing, to wait, and she said at the time, that I do not want, to mention here, for fear of bringing, some people into bondage, but, that it would take, before he would even, then I, you can see my husband, I've been married, for over 50 years, to this man, and it is my duty, from the day I married him, to this day, that I will never, let anyone disturb him, when he's alone with God, I will never, allow anyone, to come near, my husband's door, I protect his quiet time, with my life my boy, and even for you, I will never, allow one day, to come in my husband's life, that he was disturbed, in his quiet time, I drove away, but over the years, I remembered that, because every time, was called, to go, and sit with, when they were exposed, in sin, and shame, and disgrace, and excommunicated, and these robed, said these words to me, when I spoke to them, that is why, I fell into sin, I neglected the quiet time, I neglected God, for God's work, and God's work, was sin, you see I said, your sin, wasn't that woman, that made you fall, into that woman, you had a greater sin, a sin, that you committed, that was, the result of, that sin, was these other sins, including that woman, that's brought you to shame, that woman, would never have happened, if you hadn't a greater sin, your greater sin, was you neglected God, for God's work, man after man, some of the most, well -known preachers, in our nation, that I sat with, and was flown, across the country, to sit with, that something God, gave me a ministry, I didn't want, but God forced it, on me, and I said those words, and they looked at me, and one after the other, said brother, that is it, from the time, that I started, neglecting God's word, and God himself, for God's work, that's when my sin started, so I think that woman, was right, I think that woman, was right, my children, we have three children, Jenny and I, and we adore them, and we thank God for them, when they were small, my two eldest boys, that is Noel and Roy, I left them alone a lot, and when I would come home, I would say to them, give daddy, one day to recover, I mean I really need that day, but if you do, I will make up, with undivided attention, that you will never find, another daddy, that gives so much, undivided attention, to their children, as this daddy, will give to you, while I'm home, you're not my second mission, you're my first mission, I'm not neglecting you, and if you don't get angry, with daddy, fulfilling the call of God, upon his life, I will give you, more undivided attention, than daddies, that come home every night, but are too tired, to give them one minute, that's really worthwhile, so we used to do things, you know, we used to go up, on the mountains, we had the most beautiful, city in the world, they say in the mountains, just outside there, so we would go up the mountains, in the woods, and I used to teach them, to throw stones, you see, when I was a child boy, I was the best stone thrower, in the world, I hope you don't take that, literally in the context, of some of the scriptures, but, all the boys envied me, I don't know how, with a sling, you know David, marvelous, well I didn't try, and emulate David, but I could take a sling, and I could hit anything, and I could take, just in my hand, and throw it, that size rock, okay, I said to the boys, you see that tree, now watch, now you're going to do, daddy's going to teach you, that all the boys envy you, well boys don't envy, other boys anymore, we throw stones, the world's changed, it's all computers, and rubbish now, but anyway, we used to go up, on the mountains, and have wonderful times, and make little fires, and put potatoes, and Jenny, and go by the streams, and make little dams, we did wonderful things, oh, but the boys, of course, wanted to get out, the next day, and they would come to my door, but one day, they came, daddy, we've got to go, you said, no, daddy's not finished with God, daddy, please, come, come, we've been waiting, you can't keep us waiting, and so I looked at them, when they were small, and I said these words, and I found it hard, to say to them, but I had to, listen carefully, because I'm never going, to say this to you again, don't you ever, come to this door, again, in my life, till daddy dies, don't you dare, ever, I don't care, unless it's a matter, of life and death, don't you ever, come and try, and interrupt, my time with God, do you understand me, let me tell you why, my boys, if I miss this time, you will begin, weeping, through your daddy, mother will begin, weeping, the only reason, I can be what God, wants me to be, to your mother and you, if I miss it once, if I shorten it once, it gives me the right, to think I can do it again, I've never done that, don't make me, you will begin weeping, and your mother will, because outside of this time, I will never be able to be, once of me, do you understand, never ever, knocked at my door again, I preached a message, once in Chicago, was it Chicago, Indianapolis, in some conference, where Mr. Bill Gothard, was there too, I preached in that same building, where Wesley Jewell, and many of the great preachers, of America, who are loved across the world, were on the program, but on that particular occasion, I preached on the word of God, and I gave my heart, concerning the vital necessity, of the meditating of the scriptures, and I brought a lot of God's word in it, from Psalm 1 to Psalm 119, the longest, single chapter in the Bible, which every verse, virtually cries out, why you have to never, neglect God's word, and put it as the most, disciplined part of your life, and what the repercussions, will be if you don't, yes, so I preached it, the word of God, Mr. Gothard, was leading the meeting, and he said, these words, I started as a young man, serving God, with fire in my heart, and I'm now, in my seventies, and there has been much, I've written about, books that have circulated, across the world, on much that's in the Bible, and about Christianity, but I want to tell you, I know this beyond any doubt, everything was the result, of the meditating of the word of God, everything God ever did in my life, or gave me the grace to accomplish, and then he said these words, which I had said, but he didn't know I had said, but it was lovely, it was word perfect, nothing is more vital, to a Christian, every day of his life, than the meditating of the word of God, and then he added these words, if anything is more vital, to any Christian, in any day of their lives, than the word of God, the meditating of the word of God, that Christian, will bring disgrace, you will remember this, I guarantee you, you will remember this, my father was 50 when he was saved, he lived for 9 years, he read through the Bible 68 times, from cover to cover, in 9 years, he devoured the word of God, he read every single Andrew Murray classic, and every classic you could name, that is truly, something that God ordained, of the books that were written, by the godliest of men, every page, is summarized, every page of every book, he didn't neglect the godly books, but this book, was the greatest love, and discipline of his life daily, 68 times from cover to cover, and that is lovely, he took this world, his world, our country has never recovered, from one man who lived for 9 years, and this world, countless thousands of people, have lost since he died, he being dead, why?