First Epistle of John - Part 2 — Keith Daniel

Interpreting Scripture Without Twisting It

Why would you stand here lying about what God says by quoting Greek as an authority and then this man just Swept along Greek like it was his own language. New Testament Greek. Giving the equivalent word purpose going.

I suppose he has his quiet time in Greek. I don't know Why would you lie? I think he added. And why are the new translators lying? From what the originals say no matter what text you use you will give account to God if you lie and twist this book.

And I want to know why. Why you change God's original statements to suit your doctrinal preferences? You liberal theologians. He said well Amazingly the man who originally stood up and said he knows Greek.

I Don't know how he disappeared, but he was gone. He just disappeared. That's about all you can do when you prove yourself a liar and an authority when you know nothing. But now I sat there, and I thought to myself you know.

Reading 1 John in Its Full Context

This is interesting. It's even thrilling at moments but They missed the whole point. I Mean there's no confusion. John doesn't just give us chapter 3 full stop, then we're in troubles. John Gives us chapter 1 2 3 and he's already told us in chapter 2 that it's possible for a Christian to sin.

It's not the end. God isn't going to give you up He he's going to make sure you get through because his blood cleanses and cleanse. He ever live it to make him. God tells you it's possible in a repented state to fail to fail.

And you need the blood you need the blood. You need the blood brother. You're always going to need the blood with all the powers of hell against you. But that doesn't mean you aren't going to live in wonderful consistent victory in between those moments.

That come when all hell turns against you and you're just numb of mind. And you might fail in some word or reaction that isn't utterly Christ like Who you need the blood? So now John obviously doesn't think we're going to think he's saying you cannot sin.

You're of the devil of any sin. If it happens he knows. He's cleared that already. Don't become like a job over witness now. Please who just gives us a little few verses, but you dare not start in the first chapter.

You don't even dare look at the verse before they start. Well, they want to run screaming curses at you because you challenged them and made fools of them by the way. Don't be like that. Don't start reading Romans 9 unless you've read 1 2 3 4 5 etc.

Don't just isolate. Don't just do it. That's what Jehovah witnesses are guilty of doing. Week. Don't talk don't even consider chapter 3. Unless you've looked and realized it's obvious. It's not saying you're of the devil of a failure comes.

So that's behind us. So what does John actually mean then? Why would he say such things stating such statements in the Greek as? It is in the new king in the King James Bible. Well. In my limited understanding let me try and explain what I believe.

A Godly Father’s Love for a Wicked Man

I Have a friend an advocate. In Pretoria the capital of South Africa. His name is Mike van de Beek a Good man, and he shares much of me in our fellowship. He was sharing how as a boy his godly father.

His godly father. He said Keith. My father was so godly that I haven't recovered from his life to this day of what I saw in him as a boy. He was so godly he was probably The most godly person I've in you in my life my own daddy.

But my father did something that shocked me. He befriended a godless man a terribly godless man a foul-mouthed blasphemous profanity wicked thoughts wicked evil man that people were scared of coming here with children even.

The way the profanity just flew out. This man was really defiling in his godlessness. And he says my father my godly father Would always stop at the gate look up and go up the steps and sit with a man have a cup of tea and sit for an hour or so.

He would always stop in the street when he found him and they'd stand there talking. He became a friend of my father's and it stunned me. I stood there looking at this man looking at my father. Why does my father make this man his friend this man's wicked and then he said one day suddenly my father died Prematurely cut off from us.

I was too young and there at the funeral this godless man came and He walked past me and as a boy. I touched his arm and I said sir. I have something to ask you my father Was godly my father was godly.

And I know that you're ungodly. I know that you blaspheme you swear you use profanity. And I know the wickedness of your language people are scared you're so defining. And I have stumbled over this. Why is it my father who was so godly could befriend you could seek out your company could sit with you.

Why how is that possible? It's been something that stumbles me, sir. This man looked at this boy in tears well up in his eyes and they started pouring down his face and he said in shame My boy I Couldn't sin in front of your father.

He never knew but you somehow know of me. He was so godly That I could never swear. I could never say profanity. I could never express anything evil. I Couldn't do it to him Because of his life his godliness He never knew.

Abiding in Christ and Walking in Victory

Now beloved if a godless man in the presence of a godly man cannot Sin how much more we in the presence of God Cannot do it and now this is this whole thing. This is the whole thing. We have to be in his presence whosoever abideth in him.

John says this is the point. Not that you're not of God if a failure comes the point is victory is the result of salvation, but The direct result once we say to abiding in him whosoever abideth in him sinneth not that's the answer He's giving us.

He's not giving us some Controversy here or contradiction to his own words before he wouldn't think we're capable of contradicting what he's already clearly stated. His whole concept is what he starts with we have fellowship With God the Father with his son these things right turn to you that your joy may be full listen one verse after the other if we say that we have fellowship with him and Walk in darkness.

We lie we lie. You can't he that saith he hath fellowship with him. If we say we have fellowship with him we ought to walk even as he walked. He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk even as he walked.

Little children abide in him. Abide in him that when he shall appear we may have confidence and not be ashamed. This is how we kept. From going back to the sins of the world the communion with God the walk of fellowship.

Walk in the spirit and fulfill not the lust of the flesh walk in communion with God and beloved. He's in you his seed. Remains in you when you were born of God the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit come into your whole being you the temple of the Holy Spirit.

He isn't miles up there crying out don't don't do this. He's in you and in you. The checks of the Holy Spirit as you commune by the way as you keep in touch with God by communing with God. Staying in an abidance with God this literal abiding.

The Quiet Time and the Presence of God

Oh, it's all begins with the quiet time if the quiet time not your most vitally real thing in life. You won't abide through the day if it's a lie you just sleep on your knees. You won't but get that give rather give God half an hour of vital reality than two hours of a lie sleeping in your knees.

And that vital reality in the quiet time of communing isn't to get up and say now I've done my duty. I can leave God behind. No you get up when God says now child you can get up. And go because now you'll be able to walk with me.

That's a quiet time anything less isn't a quiet time and This this abiding in him. In his presence we cannot his seeds in us the Holy Spirit saying Mattel of fear one of the great preachers of our country.

He said to me. You know what I see this as meaning brother Keith. Cannot sin because the seed remained with him in him. He cannot sin because he's born of God. He said if a man stands up on a building with a little baby and you.

Someone else stands down there and calls up and says throw the baby to me. What? No, I can catch the warrior. Don't doubt it come through. I can't. Of course you can. Are you mad you can you know you can?

Well I can but I can't. I mean a law of love. Makes you unable to do what you can do that could hurt. How much more hurting God. I can't. I can of course I can you can sin when the devil tempts you but you.

You can't if you're abiding in him if can't to walk together except they be agreed God says Like Enoch walked with God no wonder. He was so holy this communing with God and So he cries out. In the next verse verse 10 a Staggering staggering verse in this in this in this in this in this is manifested the children of the devil in This the children of God are manifested and the children of the devil in what?

Righteousness, Love, and the Evidence of Salvation

Now listen carefully because this is going to shock every one of you. That don't know God in truth, and you're never going to recover sir. Until you get to know him in this. The children of God are manifest Are shown to be God's children and the children of the devil are shown to be the devil's children.

Even if they're religious and in church every Sunday and give their tithing in This the children of God are manifest in the children of the devil. Whosoever doeth not righteousness. Whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, but stop now it isn't a full stop neither He that loveth not his brother in this the children of God are manifest and the children of the devil.

Whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God neither he that loveth not his brother. What? Can that be as important as to be righteous, I mean holiness without which no man shall see God. I strive to keep from sin and evil.

How can this be equally important? I mean he doesn't even say this is not so important even if Jesus said by this. Shall all men know That you are my disciples if ye have loved one for another. This commandment I give you this new commandment that he loved one another.

Now this verse 10 chapter 3 verse 10. It is the pivot upon which the whole books revolves. It's the axle of the wheel of the whole book every spoke coming out of the axle is different verses. But believe it there's not one single verse in the whole book from beginning to end.

That hasn't got this attached to it. Attached to it and bringing out this one thing these two things. Righteousness and love. In this the children of God are manifest in the children of the devil whosoever doeth not righteousness.

That's the first part of the book mainly. Neither he that loveth not his brother. Here comes the second bar a barrage of God's Word proving you're of the devil. If you do not love the brethren. Now listen in case you think I'm exaggerating.

Just listen just listen and Remember this. He already touched in it quite a few times, but now he's gonna hit at home. He said already in chapter 2 verse 10. He said already He that saith he is in the light and hated his brother is in darkness even until now.

He that loveth his brother abided in the light and there's none occasion of stumbling in him. But he that hated his brother is in darkness and walketh in darkness and knoweth not with it. He goeth because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.

It's still in darkness if you have hatred don't lie you're a liar. God says He that saith he is in the light and hated his brother is a liar. Don't doubt it. He's a liar. In this the children of God are manifest.

Watch all those spokes is turning around. Teaching this one thing and the children of the devil whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God neither He that loveth not his brother, but this is the message that we heard from the beginning.

This is the message that we heard from the beginning that we should love one another. That we should love one another. That we should love one another not as Cain who was of that wicked one and Slew his brother and wherefore slew he him.

Because his own works were evil his own works were evil and his brothers righteous. Wherefore slew him. Because his own works were evil and his brothers righteous. Marvel not my brethren at the world hate you even if it's the world in the church.

Marvel not my brethren of the world hate you. We know that we have passed from death unto life. Because we love the brethren. We know that we've passed from death unto life because we love the brethren.

He that loveth not his brother abideth and death. Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer. Is a murderer and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him. Hereby perceive we the love of God because he laid down his life for us and we ought to lay down our lives to the brethren.

We ought to lay down our lives to the brethren, but who so hath this world's good. Who so hath this world's good and seeth his brother have need and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him. How dwelleth the love of God in him?

My little children let us not love and word neither in tongue but in deed and in truth. Who so hath this world's good in this room today and Seeth his brother have need and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him.

How dwelleth the love of God in him. My little children let us not love and word neither in tongue. James said the same chapter 2 verse 14. What does it profit my brethren? Though a man say he has faith and have not works.

Can faith save him if a brother or sister be naked and destitute of daily food and one of you saying to them depart in peace be warmed and filled. Notwithstanding you give them not those things which are needful to the body.

What are the profit even so faith if it hath not works is dead. It's worthless in God's sight being alone. So John says exactly the same thing. My little children let us not love and word. Neither in tongue, but indeed and in truth and hereby we know that we are of the truth.

Hereby, we know that we are of the truth and shall assure our heart before him. For if our heart condemn us God is greater than our heart and knoweth all things. If you sit here today and your heart's condemning you God's saying God is greater than your heart sir, and knoweth all things.

All things. Beloved if our heart condemn us not in this building today. If our heart condemn us not then then then have we confidence toward God and. Whatsoever we ask we receive of him whatsoever. We ask we receive of him because we keep his commandments.

Because we keep his commandments and do those things that are pleasing in his sight and this is his commandment. This is his commandment that we should believe on the name of his son Jesus Christ and love one another as he gave us Commandment and he that keepeth his commandments dwelleth in him and he in him.

Hereby and hereby we know That he abideth in us because he has given us of his spirit. Capital s. He has given us of his spirit and the fruit of the spirit. You know is love always starts with love by the way because nothing else is there if it isn't there first in your life.

Hereby we know that he abideth in us because he has given us of the spirit his spirit. Beloved believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God. Do you do you? Do you accept anything from God?

Testing Spirits and Recognizing False Prophets

Beloved believe not every spirit. But try the spirits whether they're of God because many false prophets have gone out into this world. Jesus said that in Matthew 7 beware of false prophets. Beware you think Christ said that and it isn't going to happen.

You be so careful. Beware of false prophets which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. You shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit?

But a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit. Neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down and cast into the fire.

Not everyone that saith unto me Lord Lord Shall enter into the kingdom of heaven. But he that doeth the will of my father which is in heaven many will say to me in that day. Lord Lord have we not Prophesied in thy name.

And by the way that word prophesied isn't some high-pitched tone voice with some message from God adding to the Bible. Because the Bible is not good enough. The bird prophecy in the context of the New Testament in the light of what Christ was saying according to John Wesley and even your Jonathan Edwards in case you need a little bit of authority behind it.

In its context is speaking about preaching full stop. And that's the gift to be sort of in its context in this Dispensation is not some little utterance of some message that somebody's sitting in the meeting here with a blue dress.

That doesn't love their husband. Prophecy according to the greatest leaders of our faith all unitedly is this anointed unction eyes preaching. Anointed unction eyes preaching and teaching of the oracles of God in the light of eternity.

Those are the words of the greatest theologian that ever lived. And Agreed by everyone else that made a mock for God that ever made some commentary on it. Many will say to me in that day. How many I don't know how many in your churches across this land?

Or are there none that Christ's can find. How many do you think will say in this land's pulpits? Many who prophesy will say to me in that lay. Lord Lord have we not prophesied have we not preached. In thy name and in thy name of cast out devils.

Oh my in thy name by the way people can cast out devils. In the name of Jesus listen to what he says to them. We've done that. And the many wonderful works many wonderful works miracles in thy name, then will I profess unto them I?

Never knew you. I wonder how many preachers God would say this to I. Never knew you. Depart from me ye that work iniquity you that are still in your sin you will never turn from a life of sin you never repented.

Holiness without which no man shall see God you never turned. Everything you preach cried out back to you like Nathan. You're a man. But you're still preached. You're still at Liberty. Double vengeance on such Hypocrisy his anger.

I never knew you that work anybody. Oh, so John now is Godly age of John. He cries out in his letter with love and compassion. Throbbing in his heart to keep the church pure. Beloved believe not every spirit.

Believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they're of God. Because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God hereby know ye the Spirit of God.

Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God and every spirit that confesses. Not that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is not of God. And this is that spirit of Antichrist where have you heard that it should come and even now readies in the world?

The Spirit of Antichrist and the Love of God

This is that spirit of Antichrist. Where have you heard that it would come and even now readies in the world? Year of God little children. Year of God little children and have overcome them because greater is he that is a new.

Greater is he that is a new than he that is in the world. Hallelujah. They are of the world. Therefore speak they of the world in the world. Here is them. We are of God. He that knoweth God hearth us.

He that is not of God here is not us. Hereby know we the spirit of truth and the spirit of error. Beloved let us love one another. Let us love one another for lovers of God and everyone that loveth is born of God and knoweth God.

He that loveth not knoweth not God for God is love and. This was manifested the love of God toward us because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world that we might live through Him. Herein is love.

Not that we love God, but he loved us and sent his son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved of God so loved us. We are taught to love one another. No man has seen God at any time if we love one another.

God dwelleth in us and His love is perfected in us. You know what he's saying? Yeah. Men can't see God. But if we love one another they see him through us. That's being conformed in the image of Jesus Christ his son.

You become like Christ. You become so Christ like if you let God have his way. But men see the reality of God to see what the nature of God the goodness the holiness of God through your life. Do you see why it's so important?

Hereby know we that we dwell in him and he in us. Because he has given us of his spirit. And we have seen and to testify that the father sent the son to be the Savior of the world. Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God.

God dwelleth in him and he in God and. We have known we have known we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. We have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God and God in him.

Hearing is our love made perfect. That we may have boldness in the day of judgment. And we may have boldness in the day of judgment because as he is so are we in this world. There is no fear in love. There is no fear in love, but perfect love.

Perfect love perfect love casteth out all fear. Because fear hath torment and he that feareth is not made perfect in love. There's no fear in the love God wants you to have toward him here suddenly. There's no fear in this love.

Perfect Love, Assurance, and Perseverance

God has not given us a spirit of fear. You've not received the spirit of fear but of power and of love and of a sound mind. God says. If you received his spirit, you haven't received this fear child. That you can have boldness in the day of judgment.

You can know I know whom I believed and I'm persuaded that he's able to keep that which I committed against in that day. Do you know I'm persuaded I have no doubt God's gonna keep me. Hallelujah, but you live in fear now, you're not gonna make it you're gonna fear.

God's gonna forsake you. You have the fear all the time. Oh brother. There's a fear a Reventual reverential fear, but there's another fear the devil uses. Fear hath torment. Perfect love that God wants you to have an imperfect trust in his promises that I will never leave you nor forsake you.

I'm with you to the end. He that has begun a good work in you shall Perform it what so separated who shall separate us from the love of Christ so tribulation distress persecution famine nakedness peril sword as it is written.

I oh I'm not making a statement here of some faith. I'm attaching I'm just quoting the Bible if your beliefs your doctrines brother can't can't quote with the other side quote all the time. Well, then you're in trouble.

I'll quote anything. I believe in the keeping power of God not because of John Calvin and don't you dare call me a Kelvin. It's just so that you can say I belong to the side. No. All I'm guilty of is believing more than John Calvin ever believed.

I think the power of God the love of God. That God asked me to believe not to live in fear. But he is able to keep me to keep that which I've delivered unto him. Against that day We may have boldness.

In the day of judgment God requires a perfect love in him a perfect trust. He that fears is not made perfect in love if you're going to live in doubt and fear all the time is the devil accuse You all the time.

You can never be made perfect. You never. I'll never perfect in you what I'm wanting to do. Hallelujah. Oh. We love him. Because he first loved us we love him because he first loved us if a man say I Love God and hated his brother.

If a man say I love God and hated his brother. He's a liar. He's a liar for he that loveth not his brother whom he has seen how can he love God whom he has not seen? And this commandment have we from him?

That he who loveth God loveth brother. Also he who loveth God loveth brother also. Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God. And every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him.

Loving God by Obeying His Commandments

This is DL Moody's great text. He shook the church, didn't he? Everyone that loveth him that begat that gave birth to the spiritual birth to the children of God Loveth him also that is begotten. You know, you love God.

He said if you love God's children. You know, you're right with God if you find love cover of the multitude of sins and doesn't want evidence and Admonition to destroy him that puts you right into the hands in the camp of the devil.

God says to John be careful. Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God. Everyone that loveth him that begat Loveth him also that is begotten of him by this. We know that we love the children of God.

When we love God and Keep his commandments, but this is the love of God that we keep his commandments. This is what it means to love God that we obey him. You hate God. If you say you love him and you don't obey him you deny him.

You undermine him you write books against what he said to try and explain away an excuse and apologize for what Christ said. Watch it preachers. You say you love God this is what it means to love God according to John this is the love of God that we keep his commandments and His commandments are not grievous.

Faith as Victory Over the World

But whatsoever is born of God over cometh the world hallelujah. Whatsoever is born of God overcome of the world and this is the victory that overcometh the world. Even our faith who is he that overcometh the world, but he the believer that Jesus is the Son of God.

Who is he that overcometh the world, but he the believer that Jesus is the Son of God. This is he that came by water and blood. Even Jesus Christ not by water only but by water and blood and it is a spirit.

It is a spirit that beareth witness because the Spirit is truth. But there are three that bear record in heaven the Father the Word and the Holy Ghost and these three are one. Hallelujah problems to the Jehovah Witnesses.

Right from old areas how he got past that I don't know. These three are one. There are three that bear record in heaven the Father the Word capital W and the Holy Ghost capital H and. These three are one.

Don't deny it. Don't become a radical and question it. God didn't ask you to understand the Trinity. He asked you to believe it. And once you get faith saving faith you believe it you don't have problems over it.

So you're not saved if you don't believe it you can't be. You can't be. The Spirit bears witness to this. There are three that bear record in heaven the Father the Word and the Holy Ghost and these three are one.

And. There are three that bear witness in earth the Spirit and the water and the blood and these three agree in one if we receive. The witness of men the witness of God is greater for this is the witness of God which he has testified of his son.

He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself. He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself the same as Romans 8 verse 16 the spirit. Itself also beareth witness with our spirits that we are the children of God.

We know hallelujah. He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself. He that believeth not God hath made him a liar. Because he believeth not the record that God gave of his son. And this is the record that God has given to us eternal life.

And this life is in his son. He that hath the Son hath life. And he that hath not the Son of God hath not life. These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God that you may know that you have eternal life and that you may believe in the name of the Son of God and.

This this this is the confidence that we have in him. This is the confidence that we have in him that we are if we ask anything. If we ask anything according to his will he hearth us and If we know that he hear us whatsoever we ask we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him.

He's speaking about what he said in chapter 2 verse 20. If our heart condemn us not then have we confidence toward God whatsoever we ask. We receive of him because we keep his commandments and do those things that are pleasing in his sight.

Interceding for Believers Who Sin

The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much the eyes of the Lord over the righteous. His ears are open unto their prayers, but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil. Oh. This is the confidence that we have in him that whatsoever we ask we receive of him.

Oh Praise the Lord. This is the confidence that we have in him that if we know that he hear us. Whoa that if we ask anything according to his will he hearth us. According to his will he hearth us and if we know that he hear us whatsoever we ask.

We know that we have the petitions that we desire of him and then suddenly he does something shocking. He gives an example the only example he gives of asking and Receiving if you're right with God if any man see.

If any man see his brother sin if any man see oh the devil. Got you just in the right spot didn't he. I saw him the Hypocrite if any man see his brother sin a sin. What do you do? You run the telephone.

I saw him the preacher. He failed he said. Hey, I saw her Walking in her piousness with the Bible just like that. This is better than me. I saw I saw a sin. What do you do if any man woman see a brother sister sin you go and make sure that's the end of their testimony.

How are you got ammunition the devil knew just let him get in the right place and I'll wipe him out because he you'll make. Sure if he sees someone else fairly brother, don't forget all the mercy God showed in you since you've been saved because if you do and You expose someone else's sin I guarantee you God will do of things that he would have kept under the blood and Safeguarded you in front of your children in front of your wife in front of your church in front of your pastor.

He'll bring it up. I've seen it again and again when men try and expose others and think they have the right to rebuke before all those. Isn't Paul said that but beloved be careful. That's a rare thing when a man really has to be challenged.

It really has to be time. Until then you put yourself in such danger with what you do when you see someone sin, you know what this man says. Concerning asking interceding crying out with faith to God the confidence we have knowing that it is well so he gives us illustration if any man see his brother sin a Sin, which is not under this which is not under death.

He shall ask that means a compassionate cry and he shall give him life. For them that sin nothing to do your cry to God your compassion. Oh God protect him protect her that no one else finds out. God let me see God, but I'm never gonna pass this on it will destroy her.

It'll undermine his right to ever preach again. I've sinned I failed God. I cannot go and destroy them. I needed mercy. But I want thee pleased to protect as you protected me From being exposed and given no right in front of my children even If that thought if that look if that word was ever thrown out all the way through my life that God's blood was needed to friends.

He cries out compassionately. Please God deal with him deal with her deal with the somehow speak to their heart. Before it all goes worse and things get out and it's the end of them. Please God help. Oh, and if you're right with God at that time and you have confidence with God.

You have the right to pray for someone else's failures that you see He shall ask. And he shall give him life. For them that sin not on the death. There is a sin unto death. I do not say that he should pray for it.

The Sin Unto Death and Assurance of Forgiveness

That's a difficult verse. So don't challenge me too much. Okay I'll do the best I can though. There is a sin unto death. I Do not say that he should pray for it. There's one sin that God cannot forgive the sin against the Holy Ghost the blaspheme against the Holy Ghost and Many many Christians things they've committed it if they cursed if they in Stress if they sickness.

I even preach to the man who confessed one day to me and said, you know Keith I've never recovered from when I was a boy. I had 11 sicknesses. I was delirious. My mind was gone and I started cursing God.

I cursed him and I swore every filthy word a little boy could think in anger and hatred and since then I Got saved but Keith I I always get this accusation that I committed that I really am never going to be forgiven.