And you're filling this load, and so the enemy wants you to cave in and fall down and crumble and be done, whether it's committing suicide, whether it's giving up on God, whether it's throwing in the towel, whatever it is, this weight, this load, is bearing down, it's holding down on you, but the Bible says, get up and endure, endure this, endure the cross, endure the load, endure the onslaught of attacks that's coming against you, having done all, stand, stand therefore with your loins girt about with truth, enduring the weight of the pressure, but remember, you can always endure the weight of the pressure when the strength in the inside is greater than the pressure on the outside, so when the grace of God and the strength of God and the Holy Spirit of God is strengthening and strengthening, that's what pushes up, that's how you endure, this is a physical endurance, those who endure physically to the end shall be saved, so your body, your body will be ravaged from the warfare, there's a struggle, there's a load, and I'm not talking about the load of sin, that is lifted, it's actually funny, I just thought of this, I was on a conference call this week, a Zoom call, and Roger Stone popped on, the guy who Trump acquitted or whatever, they call that technical term that escaped my mind, he came on and Jesus has changed his life, now I don't think this is a jailhouse conversion, where they say, I don't know, time will tell, but it was a genuine Jesus, and what he said is, it's like a load has been lifted, this huge, this weight, this backpack has been lifted from me, and I now feel free, and that's what you can experience if you're carrying the weight of sin and depression, let Christ take it off of your back and experience the freedom that comes with him, and then now as a believer, fill with the spirit of God, I'm fighting against the world, so there's an endurance that takes place, I'm enduring this, I'm holding it up, and what you need for a physical battle, for those who can, you need a healthy body, this is one reason why I'm a big fan of fasting, and eating the right things, eating God -given food, and these foods and these chemicals affect us, and so many people are gaining weight during this pandemic, and feeling depression, they're loading up on sugar, and alcohol, and caffeine, and all these things that really hurt you physically, and if you're not in shape physically, it's harder to carry that load, you keep crumbling under the pressure, so I'm a big fan of fasting, we're actually starting a corporate fast here at the church again on Monday, if you'd like to join us, even if you hear this late, start starving the flesh and saying, I need to hear from God, that's what the church needs to say again, I need to hear from God, I'm starving all other voices, I'm starving all other influences, I'm starving the flesh, because Almighty God, we need to hear from you, and need I remind you that in times of desperation, they always called a fast, Nehemiah called a fast, Ezra said, how are we gonna go forward without fasting for God's protection, Esther said, call a fast, for I don't know if I've been called for such a time as this, and David fasted, and Joel said, sound the alarm, consecrate a fast, call the sacred assembly, call the leaders into the house of God, and cry out to him, fasting says, I want it so bad, God, that you are the priority, I'm gonna starve these fleshly appetites for a season.