Kiel looks better, there is something about Israel, there is something about Jewish people, I don't know about you, go to the synagogues, go to the yeshivas and all of the rabbinical schools, I walked down those alleys, we walked inside, sat in their libraries, I saw their uniform, I saw their clothing, I saw their shoes, I am embarrassed, we pastors have got better shoes than these rabbis, they care nothing about their attire, I mean they grow their beards and they put on their yamakuko, their kippah and all of it, you can't even tell whether they are handsome or not handsome, they have all beards dangling on both sides of their faces and you can't tell, they care nothing about themselves, they don't even dress up the way the modern world would call dress up and even in their state, listen to me, even in their back slit and slate, even in their state of a non -messianic reality and yet these Jews knew exactly, even in themselves, there is something about their psyche, they just know that everything that they are is not men now, they are not men for now, they are men for the future, I am talking about Judaistic men and women, men that have not even had a messianic reality, that have not even Jesus Christ revealed to them and yet look at the way they live their life and you wonder why in the last days when they do come into a messianic reality, what will become of them, all of these Jews and right there, there is a table there and how Christian, our present Christian, even in Malaysia have to write, even we look at that book there, God is anti -immodesty, we still have to write books like that to remind Christian how to dress, we have books to tell Christian how to behave, how to act, how to do this, how to be loving, how to be kind, how to give, we still tie down in our present, this vision is the ground for ethics, eschatological ethics holds out the promise of life and joy flowing from Yahweh's presence to all who prepare themselves for the full establishment of his kingdom on earth, how about that, what a statement, I am going to re -read this again, eschatological ethics holds out the promise of life and joy flowing from Yahweh's presence to all who prepare themselves for the full establishment of his kingdom on earth, saints, any reason why everything that we have is not permanent, our joy is not permanent, our victory is not permanent, how can your joy and your victory and your celebration be permanent, if it is not that your joy and your victory derive from the fact that you are already anticipating something that is far greater than what you have now, no wonder so much of our joy is so temporal, so scared, so transcend, has got no lastingness, there is no timelessness about it, and this was the thing that bothered me in the early years of my life, why is it that everything that we have, that we talk so much about on Sunday morning, why is it that they don't last, I was so disillusioned even as a growing up youth, I saw these same youth who shout and jump and speak in tongues and laugh and whatever you call that, falling down, rolling on the floor, being slain in the spirit so to speak and prophesying on Sunday morning, and these are the same guys, saints, they were fornicating like rabbits in the night, the same hand that raised up to the heavens on Sunday morning with the most sublime of sway and worship and demonstration are the same hands that are masturbating in the bathroom, I used to be disillusioned, has it not been the grace of God I thought that I would have become a Buddhist or a Hindu in less than two years, I was disillusioned and though his kingdom is here, God's people expect a dramatic transformation, can you imagine that, they are expecting a dramatic transformation, you know saints listen, I know that, listen, it's so important, every time when someone, there's something about the whole reality of an eschatological faith, something of the reality of the future or the reality of the future that is being translated into the present, you know saints, it has got such transforming character, let me say this here to you, that's what in the end transform you, it is that vision of the future, it is that whole communation and the consummation of all things, it is when you know that that city of God, that Zion has a future implication in Israel and even to the nations of the world, even for this nation and all of the nations of the earth that begins to give to you such an anticipation, such a joy, such an adoration, such a faith, such a power within you, now that transform you, listen here to me, that will transform you and listen, and if that don't transform you, what right do you have to ever hope that there will be transformation in the future, you know I don't understand today, so many Christians are talking about hoping in the future something will change, why should anything change in the future when you haven't even changed yet, you got the principle here, until you change, what are you speaking, what do you say, what is your life exerting before powers and principality, before God, Saints, there is something about this transformation that is inherent in this whole eschatological element of Zion theology, it changed me, it changed the tone of my voice, my thought, my dreams, my sleep, my nights, I went to bed at 1 o 'clock reading on David Stern and whole night, woken up by a mosquito by 5 o 'clock, and by my wife early morning devotion light, less than 4 hours, I'm bright and shining today, I'm more alive than some of you who have slept probably 10 hours, there is something about this whole eschatological thing, it's inherent, God invests in this whole thing, it's Zion, it's the city of God, God dwells, it's out of the natural, the natural tells you, you need 8 hours, but once you are in that place with God, you need less than 8, what is it that you need, what is it that by human standard, everything above the world tells you, you should be like that, should you, but if you come into a life that is indeed the city of God, since you'd be surprised how that life transcend everything, it breaks away, the norm, the norm tells you, you need this, no you don't, I used to have men coming up and tell me, you traveling alone by yourself, 5 weeks, 4 weeks with no wife, I know what they are thinking, I know what these men are after when they ask questions like that, don't you know that you have physical needs, you have desire, you are such a young man, you are traveling all by yourself, what's going to happen, the normal thing is for me to bring a wife, but since you cannot do that when you are on an itinerary, when you live on people's homes and church finances, that some of them are less than 50 people, they can't pay to look after 2 or 3 from your family, it's not ethical, so I have to travel alone, so what do you do when you miss home, when you miss your wife, when you miss your kid, since it's the norm, the world wants you, the world requires from you, the world say to you, hey you should do otherwise, but since there is an eschatological reality, there is a faith that takes you beyond that desire, beyond that physical need, since if you don't have that, you don't have faith, you are God in real, you want to judge by human standard how your life is to be lived, go ahead, and fulfill all of the human standard, and by the time you fulfill human standard, you miss the mind of God, if I did what I did, saints, I would have missed the heart of God, it is difficult, I know what it's like, I've been there, walk through it, all the early years, watching these 2 boys growing up, even without my presence, saints, you have to understand that, this is the ultimate requirement, that is the radical reality of the gospel, you have it, saints, if you don't have it, it's only because God isn't dwelling there, it's not Zion, it's something else, God isn't living there, you say He's there, He's not there, you say what you want, you can sing what you want, you can do all of your dances, you can do all of your powwows, you can do all of your jambalaya, all your jambalayas, and your jamborees, do what you want, you can do all of your charismatic gymnastics, saints, if God isn't there, you don't have it, it's a supernatural life, why is it supernatural?