Today We Fight! — Shane Idleman

The Call to Fight for Faith, Family, and Purpose

The message this morning is today we fight. Today we fight. You have to get this in your mindset as a believer. Today we fight for our health, for our family, for our marriages, for our business, finances, for purpose.

The enemy will try to go and rob purpose from you and peace and fulfillment, mental health, emotional health, physical health. We have to get to a point sometimes where we say okay enough is enough. Today we fight.

Are you tired of feeling defeated all the time and getting beat up and and really just life is is throwing you some curveballs and and you just want to feel like giving up. And I often tell people that the difference between an 18 year old who is bored at church and a 38 year old who is worshiping and broken by church is something called life.

Battle. They've went through the battles of life. They've been hurt deeply. They've they've had a lot of disappointments and setbacks. But let me encourage you that those can actually draw you closer to God not further away.

The enemy wants to use those to push you further away from God but God wants to use those opportunities as times that you draw close to him. And I can look back in my own life and and the difficult seasons that you don't want are actually the seasons that I cherish the most because they drew me closer to Christ.

Spiritual Warfare Is a Daily Battle

Now something we have to remember though is fighting on Sunday is not enough. Do you ever see that the Navy Seals take off a day or anybody on the battlefield? Hey let's just take this weekend off. We know the enemy is right there and let's just let's just kind of take some time off.

Fighting Sunday fighting is not enough. We can come here we can get recharged we can get encouraged we can get built up but then here comes Monday and here comes Tuesday so you're gonna have to learn how to fight.

And sometimes you do have to you have to pull yourself up and say okay today we fight. Today we get back on track. Today I'm gonna contend for my marriage I'm gonna contend for my families and my family I'm gonna contend for the things that the enemy is trying to take from me.

Knowing the Enemy and the True Nature of the Battle

So the first thing we need to do is this know the enemy. Your enemy is not your friend. The devil is not in red dressed in red holding a pitchfork. He's not easy to spot. He comes to kill to steal and to destroy.

Shane why are you telling us this? So you're prepared because so many people go into life unprepared undisciplined untrained and we become easy targets. So we find our enemy in Ephesians 6 or at least how to fight the enemy Ephesians 6 12 for we do not wrestle against flesh and blood.

So your fight the fight for your spirituality the fight to for your relationship with God is not going to be fought with this. That's why I often say your AR -15 isn't gonna get you very far but your prayer closet will.

And see our gun safes are full but our prayer closets are empty. And that's where the real power comes from that song we sang. Praying that when we pray when we sing hallelujah our prayers and our worship are pulling heaven down.

And the enemy can't do much in a praying worshipping heart who's seeking God. That's where the warfare really is. So he says it's not against flesh and blood. It's not really against people. And you might say come on people are the problem.

Have you ever noticed that? I mean I have no real problem with God. You know we can just worship God all year long and there's really no it's really enjoying and there's enjoyment. But when it comes to people that's where the problem comes in.

So we don't wrestle against people even though that that is manifested that's revealed through others often. But we fight against what principalities against the angelic realm and against powers against the rulers of darkness of this age meaning the world rulers.

And you know this right that the majority of those governing our nation or other countries are not godly. There's a battle going on. The rulers of this age pushing the darkness against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.

So Paul's saying listen know your enemy. It's not against flesh and blood. It's not against people. Yes there's they're revealing themselves or manifesting themselves in people. But there are demonic triggers behind it.

There are strongholds. There are principalities that are waging war against us. So the weapons much must whack much. I'm sorry it's a lot of W's and M's. The weapons must match our warfare. Many times we don't come at warfare with the right weapons.

What do we do? Well we get angry. I'll show them. Wrong warfare. God goes oh that's not gonna work. Let me handle it. No I'll handle it. Have you ever said that? Just me? Oh I'll handle this. Right your neighbor bothers you up the street somewhere and my neighbor up the street actually comes here so I better be careful on that one.

Your neighbor down the street bothers you. See I'll handle this. I'll handle this. And God says no let me handle this. Well how? Well we're getting there. But I love Zechariah on this 4 -6. God says not by might nor by power but by my spirit saith the Lord.

And I love context of scripture because you can make scripture say anything you want. And the context here is God is saying you're not going to accomplish, you're not going to defeat this enemy, accomplish my will, defeat this enemy by your power and by your strength.

Not by not by might, physical strength, not by power but by my spirit saith the Lord. That's why even the Bible says cursed is the nation who trusts in their chariots and their horses, basically in their armies.

We're putting our trust in armies and not in the living God. So God says it's going to be by my power, by my authority, by my wisdom. So that's the setting there. So what are we really battling? Well Barnes, he's a commentator, he breaks it down into four areas for us.

Our own sinful propensities which are part of the kingdom of darkness. Are you aware of that? There's something in you that has a propensity to do evil, an inclination to do evil. So let's say this is evil.

There's a magnet there that's pulling me. There's an inclination, there's a propensity to sin. So that's part of this pulling down strongholds and wrestling with the demonic realm. There's already something in me that's pulling me towards it.

Also the evil passions of others, their pride, their ambition and the spirit of revenge that is working in the world is also part of the kingdom of darkness. And it pulls on us as well. Have you ever met those people?

They're prideful and they're ambitious and they just want to take you out? And you think they're the problem. The evil customs, the laws, the opinions, the employments, the pleasure of this world, they are also part of the dark kingdom.

What about air and superstition and false doctrine? They're also part of this kingdom of darkness. So we have this heavenly host of wickedness. We have this worldly system of wickedness and all these things are coming against us.

And sometimes people say, Shane, that is too much. I can't grasp that. That's kind of negative. Actually, it's not when you understand that none of that can do anything against God. The breath of his nostrils blows back entire armies.

He sets one king up and he pulls another kingdom down. Nothing can happen outside of God's sovereignty. You've got, Leonard Ravenhill used to say, you've got the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, and two-thirds of the angels on our side.

Spiritual Weapons and the Power of Prayer

You can't go home and cry about it. So how do you tap into that heavenly warfare? And that's what Paul is teaching us. So then we look at how to fight. We have to know how to fight because spiritual warfare requires spiritual weapons.

God, I'm getting tongue-tied today. I think I spoke too much yesterday at the health seminar. Two and a half hours straight. I'm speaking. My voice is wearing on me. Oh, you didn't have to clap. I was just telling you.

So maybe that's a good plug. Make sure to watch that or get the CD on your way out because a lot of you junk food junkies should have been there. I'm going to get off that rabbit trail. Let me get right back on here.

Spiritual warfare requires spiritual weapons. And that doesn't make sense to a lot of people because in this inclination to sin is also my inclination to pull out the wrong weapon of anger and bitterness and unforgiveness.

Isn't that how we handle problems a lot of times? A problem comes and we react instead of respond. We get upset and we react in the flesh. And I don't know if that's ever produced anything good in my life.

When you react, usually you cause more problems instead of waiting on God and using his arsenal. Well, what is it? We're getting there. Hold tight. But first, let's look at Ephesians 6, 10, where this all started.

Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might. His might. So he's telling the church in Ephesus. He's actually ending Ephesians. The book of Ephesians is coming to an end here shortly.

And he's saying, finally, when all said and done. When Paul says finally, brethren, he's bringing everything to an end and you need to take note on this. He told the church in Philippi, same thing. Finally, brethren.

What did he say in Philippi? Finally, brethren, whatever things are pure, whatever things are noble, whatever things are upright, whatever things are good, whatever things are wholesome, meditate on those things.

And then here he says, okay, church, finally, be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might. Basically, we kind of hear that and we think, okay, that sounds great. What does it mean? Well, it means this.

Be strong in his authority. Be strong in the way that he does things. Be strong in his principles, his guidelines, his will. And much of the problem we're seeing in here in our nation today is a spiritual problem.

Spiritual problem. It's drifting away from God. So people are not doing things in his power, in his authority, in his might. Listen, you've got to get back to the creator to find out how the creation should act.

You have to get back to the blueprints called the Bible to find out what and how people should act. I'm about ready to take another rabbit trail. So, I mean, you look at how our government officials are acting and it's appalling.

It's sad. Too much pride, too much arrogance on both sides. So verse 11, put on the whole armor of God. Put on the whole armor of God. Now, this armor you don't take off. Remember that. This isn't, let me put on this armor and take it off.

Who I am on Sunday is not who I am on Monday. Oh, you better change that today. Because who a person is on Sunday is who they need to be all week. This isn't partial armor. This isn't coming to church, like, let me check that off.

Church, let me check off gas. I've got to wash my car. Where else? I've got to go grocery shopping. I've got to go to the nail salon. I've got to go get my hair done. Church, and put it on. No, this is serious.

And I think a lot of us need to wake up to the fact that the enemy is coming after us. You have to be prepared. He wants nothing more than to destroy your marriage, to destroy your families, to knock you off track with God.

He hates, especially if you're a spirit-filled believer on fire for God, worshiping God on your face before him and praying. You've got a big target because you're doing the most damage in his kingdom.

And don't let that discourage you from being a spirit-filled believer. You should seek that. Because if you're not, then you're a driftwood in the streams of life, going wherever the enemy wants to push you.

Standing Firm in the Whole Armor of God

Partial armor allows too many cracks. We have to be fully engaged. So once you know the enemy, then you realize, okay, here's how I have to fight. I have to fight in God's might, in God's strength, with the whole armor of God.

How do we do that? Now we have to overpower the enemy this way. Verse 13, therefore, take up the whole armor of God, the whole armor, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day and having done all to stand.

Stand, therefore, having gird your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness and having shod your feet. Basically, that means covering your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace.

Now you might say, wow, that sounds interesting. What is that all about? How do I do that? Well, first, let's look at the first thing. That you may be able to withstand and having done all to stand. And verse 14, stand, therefore.

There's a lot of standing. Well, what he's talking about here is not necessarily physically standing. Okay, I'm standing here, I'm ready. No, the standing is right here. This is a strong stance of an attitude.

Have you ever heard that person, boy, they sure are, you see a little two-year-old, they sure are self-willed. They're strong willed. They've got a, boy, you're not taking that cracker from them. Same thing with the believer, a strong stance.

Strong willed, I am standing here. Not necessarily about, you can be, you can be sitting and be standing. You can be laying in your bed, praying and still be standing. Because it's a strong stance that says, come hell or high water, I'm following God.

I'm taking a stance for my family. I'm going to pray even when I don't see results. I'm gonna worship even when I don't feel like it. I'm going to stand. And actually, if you, if we did a survey through the Old Testament, there are times where God would say, like to Moses, for example, and having done all, stand.

Just hold the ground. Just stand. Moses, I'll deliver the people. You stand. You hold the ground. Joshua, you stand. Samuel, you stand. David, just stand your ground. And it's the same call to Christians today.

When the culture comes in with a flood of corruption, he just says, you stand on the moral authority that I have given you. Here and no further. You can, the pulpits can say, no, that is not good. We shouldn't allow that.

We stand on the authority of God's word. And in that standing, there is strength. It's moral fortitude. Fortitude, it's making up your mind and saying, this is a priority. This is important. I am not wavering.

And it's ironic because how we stand mentally is how we stand physically. How I stand to you and how I preach this message has everything to do with what's going on up here. Taking that stand, and some of you maybe need to take a stance in this area.

You need to say, okay, enough is enough. I'm not wavering anymore because a double-minded man is unstable in all his ways. We know that the prophet Elisha rebuked the children of Israel. He said, how long will you waver?

How long will you falter? How long will you go between two opinions? If God is God, follow him. I'd love to go on Christian television and just preach that right into the camera. How long will you waver between two opinions?

If Baal be God, follow him. If you love this world, follow him. But if God be God, follow him. How long will you waver between two opinions? You cannot serve two masters. You'll love the one and hate the other, or you'll despise one and be loyal to the other.

Stop wavering. How long? How long, America, will you waver? How long will you be politically correct? How long will you not care about what's going on? How long will you waver? Wake up and take a stand and say, let God be God, and every other system of thought and theology come to nothing.

How long will you waver? Boy, that could be a whole new sermon on that because that's what's happening. We look, well, how did this happen in our nation? Well, it goes back decades ago from not standing, from caving in.

Political correctness, that's where that word comes from. The word political correctness, you have to say what is politically correct and doesn't offend too many people. Well, the Bible offends. That's what we're standing on.

We're standing on the truth. I don't know, a couple hundred thousand churches? Last I checked, I don't know, 300 ,000 churches? How many are actually standing on the truth? But that's where it starts.

That's how you're going to get the stance for spiritual warfare. So the imagery here is the stance is a fighting position. Okay, it's not necessarily physical, but it comes out physically, but it's happening here.

Okay, I'm standing. And you have this, the culture's pushing and pushing, and that's why I believe we're also where we're at because we eventually just say enough is enough. Alright, caving in. Could you imagine 50 years ago if they tried to push on America that people who think they're women can use bathrooms and share them with girls?

You try that 50 years ago. They would have been laughed out of the courts. And redefining marriage? They would have said, have you lost your mind? And now some stage gender-neutral on their birth certificate?

Are you kidding me? See, this is appalling. Male, female, but politically correct. I don't want to offend. I don't want to upset. But see, what you're doing is you're not helping people. You help them by telling them the truth.

Hey, you struggle with gender identity? It's okay. God loves you. Let me tell you what's going on. I struggle with whatever. You help them. What we're doing is we're allowing people to continue in their sin, whether it's this issue or gay marriage or whatever it is.

And we're not getting stronger and better as a nation. We're getting a nation now that that's addicted to opiates for our anxiety and our depression. Well, where's all this peace? The church has been suppressing people for hundreds of years and not letting them be free.

And so now that you're free, where's the peace? Where's the enjoyment? Where's the empowerment? No, people are still miserable because they're rejecting God. And you take a stance. You don't have to be mean-spirited, but in your mind you have to say, okay, Lord, I'm taking a stance for you and for your Word.

The Belt of Truth and the Breastplate of Righteousness

And then obviously that leads right into number two. Here's how you fight the battle. You gird your life with the belt of truth. You support your life with the belt of truth. Want me to take mine off?

What will happen? No, they're not gonna fall away, right? But what is this doing? This is very important. It's a belt of truth. It's holding every... If not, I'm gonna be like this the whole time and not getting...

How do they wear their pants down here now? With no belt. That would be so hard. It doesn't even make sense. But what's missing? The support. The truth. That holds everything together. So as you take a stand, what's holding your life together right now?

Facebook? I don't know if Facebook is a curse or a blessing. Because I've watched shows that are so pathetic. I'm like, you have to be kidding me. People wake up. Their first thought is, how many likes did I have on my post?

Their whole life is revolved around how many likes they had on their post. And nobody liked it and they're depressed. Or negative comments. And their whole life is built on falsehood. And we look at the news.

Have you ever scanned through the news? You just want to put a gun to your head. To hell in a handbasket. Look what is going on. We are falling apart. No, there is still a God on the throne. That's why you have to hold everything together with truth.

Go to the truth of God's word. God says, I will not be mocked. Whatever a man sows in his heart, he will reap. So what is holding your life together? How many of you spend a significant amount of time each day securing the belt of truth?

Does it hold you up every day? So when the enemy comes in like a flood, the spirit of the Lord is going to raise up a standard against it. How? With the truth. You're not going to succeed. You're going to fail.

No, here's what God's truth is. God doesn't love you. He doesn't care about you. Look what you're going through. No, here's what the truth says. And we reinforce the truth. And I'm just concerned that many Christians are not into the word.

They're not into the truth. What are they into then, Shane? Netflix? Voodoo? This? YouTube? That's where they're getting their truth. And that's why if you're getting your truth from the media nowadays, you don't even know what to believe.

And that's what's creating this culture of fear in our nation. The disrespecting authorities. There's no truth. Truth is vague. Can we really know truth? And so that holds everything together. If your life is falling apart, what are you doing with truth?

Because the Bible says even when life is falling apart, God's not. That's the truth. Even when everything's falling apart, I'm surrounded by you. Even though I'm surrounded by the enemy, I'm surrounded by you.

And you reinforce the truth of God's Word. What about a breastplate of righteousness? The breastplate of righteousness. It guards your heart. Here's what it says right here. Having put on the breastplate of righteousness.

So if we had time, we could talk about the, you know, they do the present tense and the active tense and all these tenses of the verb and what does it mean. But he's saying having put on the breastplate.

So he's assuming that you're putting on the breastplate of righteousness. Now most of you know this, but some don't. What he's also referring to is the breastplate of righteousness is putting on the imputed righteousness of Christ.

That's a big theological term. All that means is because of what Christ has done on the cross and I've repented, I believe I can put on the righteousness of Christ. So you stand before God someday, not because of what I have done, but because of what the cross has done, because of what Christ has done.

And we don't go to God in our own righteousness and we don't want to make the mistake of saying, okay, I'm going to fight the enemy in my righteousness. Oh Lord. That's called pride. And pride cometh before a...

So putting on the breastplate of righteousness, which does beg the question, because a lot of people listen to this later, I don't know everyone, have you put on that breastplate? Have you believed in Jesus Christ, that he is the only way...

Salvation Through Christ Alone

I'm going to get controversial. I'm going to offend people with this statement. He is the only way, the only truth, the only life. No man comes to the Father except through Christ and Christ alone. That is not correct.

That is not correct. That's pretty easy to say in here, but go try to do that at the college like I did, debating an atheist. And ooh, you just... Why? Have you ever... Why? Why does that name... Everybody can talk about God is this and God's here and God's this and Jesus Christ.

Oh. Oh. What happened? Because they know that at that name, every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Christ is Lord. At that name, even demons have to tremble. At that name, when you say, oh Jesus, you're in a better spot, even though you're in the pit of hell, earthly speaking, even though you're going through hell and you don't know what's going on, Lord, this sickness, this debilitating disease, my family's against me.

But oh Christ, if you call on that name, there is no other name under heaven and earth by which all men will be saved. Every knee will bow and every tongue will confess. That's why people are getting killed right now in the Middle East, because they profess the name of Jesus Christ.

Not Allah, not God as some force out there, but Jesus Christ. That name. There's power in that name. Healing in that name. Deliverance in that name. Every chain is broken by the name of Jesus Christ, whom the Son sets free, is free indeed.

I might start preaching here in a minute and get off track, because that name is so powerful. If they would just grab that name and hold on to that name. But chain, I'm not delivered, I'm not set free.

Hold on. Hold on. Hold on to the anchor, because there's still a storm. Jesus said, he who hears my sayings and does them, I will liken him to a man who built his house upon the rock. And when the rain descended, the wind beat upon that house, the flood came.

It did not fall, because it was founded upon the rock of Jesus Christ. If you build your life on Christ, if you build your marriage on Christ, although everything around you may fall apart, you will stand there as a beacon of light, pointing others to Christ.

None of that was in the first service. Darn it. I'll probably get an email, I shouldn't say darn it. So that is just so important. Put on the breastplate of righteousness. Isn't it interesting that that guards your heart?

I don't think there's an accident of language there. I don't think, well, that's a good coincidence. No, it guards your heart. And the heart is mentioned, I have it here a thousand times in the Bible, as the center for moral activity.

It regulates emotions and actions. It's our conscience. So Proverbs says, above all, guard your heart. Why? Because it affects everything you do. Do you know that? Your heart affects everything you do.

It affects everything I do. It affected this sermon. What you just heard was what God has been planting in my heart over the weeks, over the months. So it affects my heart, and then I affect your heart.

Above all else, guard your heart. How do feelings mess us up? Well, where do you want to start? Here's what you need to really guard against in this type of battle is anger. Guard your heart against this, because what do we do in anger?

We lash out. Anybody say things they wish they could take back recently? I haven't recently, but I could go back a little while and, oh, where did that come from? Reel it back in like a fishing lure. But it goes out, it does its damage.

And part of spiritual warfare is the enemy wants you to lash out in anger, because that's where you hurt people. Have you ever heard the phrase, fly off the handle? You know where that comes from? With an axe, you're hitting that wood.

Uh-oh. It flew off the handle. It's an old English from the 1800s, I think, but it's relevant to us. Fly off the handle. Anger, that's what it does. Flies off course. Get off course. An angry person, it's a very dangerous person.

And many of you know, you've came from angry homes, maybe angry parents, maybe you've struggled with it. It's a destroyer. Many men incarcerated right now are there because of angry fathers or absentee fathers.

Anger. The Bible says, anger worketh not the righteousness of man. I'm sorry, anger worketh not the righteousness of God. You can't get anything done through anger. So as we're going into spiritual battle, spiritual fighting, the enemy's going to try to get you to fly off the handle.

Isn't that the first step before divorce? You see loving, humble, broken couples heading to divorce court? Angry. Also, what about frustration? The enemy wants to get us frustrated. I'm frustrated in this battle.

Listen, I'm sympathetic with you because I'm frustrated in battle sometimes. You want a lot of spiritual battle, plan a church from all sides. Sometimes some of it's self-created, other times it's just leading a lot of people.

There's a lot of issues and a lot of frustrations. And many times people want to say, forget it, I'm beginning to doubt God. Do you know that's the end result of frustration? The enemy, the reason frustration comes in is because when a person's motivated, they're walking in a very good, very healthy direction.

They're doing things for God. They're leading people to God. They're doing God's will. But when they get frustrated, they say, I'm beginning to doubt God. I don't know if this is God's will. I'm not doing what I thought I'd be doing.

And we usually rate success by numbers or by money. That's how we rate success. Have you ever quit something and said, this isn't working? What are you rating it on? Because God never looks at numbers.

He's concerned. I mean, not concerned, but I'm sure they're relevant from time to time. But he's looking at faithfulness. Faithfulness. And that's why I see so many people in the ministry, they're so down.

They're so frustrated. They're so down. Shane says, it's not working. I'm frustrated. Well, how are you measuring success? How are you measuring success? You have to be careful. A lot of us struggle with this.

It's so funny, I'll tell you something. People listen to this on the radio or different places. Nine times out of 10, it's like, I thought there'd be like 10 ,000 people at your church. You know, they come in like, well, why don't more people want this?

Yeah, but a lot don't. A lot don't want to be hit with the truth. And I know, I know, I can name about six of the largest, some of the largest churches in our nation. I know people that actually know the pastors.

And they are very politically correct. And they know they need to be to have a large audience. It is the truth. There are others. There's people out there that this doesn't always happen. But the majority of the opinion in our nation right now, and if I named them, you would know who they are.

I even have people who go to their churches who actually know them personally, that they have made statements that, you know, they can't, they have to be careful what they talk about because they'll lose a certain majority of people.

And they need to be seeker sensitive. They need to be careful. They need to be, for example, saying, I can't, people say, I can't talk about abortion. I've had many who experienced abortion in my congregation.

I can't, that would not go over well. I can't talk about gay marriage. A lot of people struggle with homosexuality. Boy, if I talked about hell, I think I'd lose half the deacon board. And if I do calls to repentance and all this stuff, it's just too hard for people.

You got to put the cookies down low where they can grab them. You know what that's called? That's called a puppet. That person is not mightily filled with God's spirit because a person mightily filled with God's spirit will come in and they'll wreck the house.

They don't, they don't, they don't care about opinions. They're like, God, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? Something I'll share with you too. It's kind of hard for me, but it's, it's not because it comes with the territory, but it's not always the case.

It's kind of funny me and my wife laugh, but many times when I'm asked to speak somewhere, I'm not coming back at certain churches or conferences because what's the goal? Crowd. We're trying to build, we're trying, what are you doing?

You're wrecking the crowd. Yeah. Wreck it Ralph. You, you gotta go, you gotta go in and the church needs to be wrecked again. The church needs to be broken again. That's where the power comes from. That's where the anointing comes from.

Isn't that true, huh? So it's, it's, it's sad because my, it hurts my feelings sometimes, but in big conference centers, I can mention in big churches, I don't know if I'm going back because it's like, man, what was that?

I thought you were just going to kind of come be a cheerleader, you know? I remember one time I spoke at the American Baptist Assembly in Wisconsin, the American Baptist. I don't know if you've heard of that denomination.

Well, they forgot to tell me that they were voting that at that conference about ordaining great gay clergy. So, but I should, I should say this just because people are listening live and maybe don't know this.

We, I have a heart for people who struggle with any sin. I don't, I don't pick, pick on anybody. I have, I have friends who struggle with same sex attraction. There's some at this church who struggle with alcohol, who struggle with Xanax, who struggle with pornography.

We struggle. It's, it's not, but the day we start to say that sin is no longer sin, we, we can't help people anymore. And we, when we cower back because people aren't going to like that, but that's what helps people.

Do you know, we get for the negative emails, we actually get a lot more positive emails. People, I came across your YouTube video. I struggled with same sex attraction and thought it was okay and embrace this lifestyle.

I came to understand that I need God and I need repentance. Thank you so much. I'm crying right now as I'm writing this. They've been set free. But see, you have to tell people the truth. That God loves us however we are, wherever we are, but it doesn't mean we're to continue in sin.

Walking in the Gospel of Peace

What God clearly calls sin. And also depression. Depression will come in. Have you ever dealt with depression? It's debilitating. Depression says, forget it. I'm going back to my sin. And then the gospel of peace.