(Faith Community Chapel) 10/30 Message — Keith Daniel

Thank you, and God bless you dear brother. God bless every one of you for coming. I am deeply grateful and privileged and honored to be here tonight. For those of you that fear God, let me hear out of you a love and fear for God.

My wife sends out a newsletter, and I have numbers of copies here, not too many to be honest with you. But what was over was given to me at some convention I've just come from, in the sermon index convention.

And if you'd like to take a copy, please do. It's just this tour that I'm on, in 17 towns, in 14 different states, over about a 10 week period. Preaching just about every day, apart from the days I can't get there in time, to the next state and all the airplanes.

But I'd be grateful of you to take a copy to pray for me. I would be deeply grateful. I'm going to just leave them on the floor. It's a terrible thing, but then I think the truly humble will come and get it then.

We'll have to be grateful for those who come. There's also a list here that Mr. Quivell, who coordinates all these tours when I come to America, they send out all the newsletters to many, many people, many homes all over this continent.

And I'm going to leave that here. I had a pen, but it's gone, so you'll have to use your own pens if you could put your name. If you'd like to receive it, and we'll pray faithfully. Oh, there you are.

That was very, very good of you. A terrible thing. You'll never see it again. I don't steal pens, but boy do other people. I have bought so many pens that I'm wondering whether they're missing, that I work because for every single cent I'm accountable to them.

I just buy things, give receipts. But so many pens in one year, it's unbelievable. And it's just people, they don't know it, they just take it. So one brother, when he heard me say this in year or two, I don't know how many years ago, he got me a pen that thou shalt not steal on the pens.

He said, they won't take it now. And I mentioned that. And that night both of those pens were gone. Now I don't know whenever it turned it to me, so it's amazing to me that people would even put their names down who steal.

Anyways, if you'd like to pray for this man's ministry and my family who I leave alone most of their lives, I would be deeply grateful because I believe probably 90 of the reason I survived and my children didn't become angry, bitter, and destroyed, were because so many were praying.

I do bless God for the many, many multitudes of people across the world that pray for me daily, through this newsletter that helps you to know soberly what to pray for. Can we bow for a moment of prayer, please, before the dear Lord?

Salvation by Grace Through Faith

Father, thank Thee that as the blood washed, born again, so saved from eternal hell, by grace through faith in the shed blood of Christ, washed in the blood by God, the blood of Jesus Christ, God's Son that cleanseth us from all sin.

We bless Thee that we as Thy children, bought to the great price, the property of Jesus, the responsibility of God in every aspect of life, protected by God, kept by the power of God, with the multitudes and multitudes of promises of God hovering over us, that we are kept by the power of God.

Through faith, there's always man's responsibility in every promise God gave. But we bless Thee that by Thy grace and through faith, we are kept by the power of God, and that He which has begun a good work in us shall finish it.

Come therefore now, Lord, to Thy people, speak and minister to their hearts, and if there be any who are going to hell and damnation and torment for eternity, please, waken them up to know it tonight and to become fearful.

In Jesus the Christ's name, Amen. In 2 Thessalonians, in 2 Thessalonians chapter 1 verse 9, we read that He will return. He will return. He will return in flaming fire, taking vengeance, taking vengeance on them that know not God, taking vengeance on them that know not God and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ.

He will return in flaming fire, taking vengeance on them that know not God and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ, who shall be punished with everlasting destruction. Who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of His power.

The Great White Throne and Final Judgment

In Revelation chapter 20, John records the revelation given to him by Jesus of mankind's destination. And we read in verse 11,. And I saw a great white throne, I saw a great white throne, and Him that sat on it, Him that sat on it, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away, and there was found no place for them, there was found no place for them, and I saw the dead, I saw the dead, I saw the dead, small and great, stand, stand before God.

I saw the dead, small children, children who died as children, small and great grown-ups who God gave a longer chance to seek Him and find Him while He may be found. I saw the dead, small and great, stand.

That must be one horrific thing to billions of people, because billions of people, for some reason, deadened their conscience that God gave them concerning eternal life. There's no man, even if he never heard the gospel, that doesn't have some point of conscience in life that he will be accountable, that he has a conscience.

Alone, he knows there's accountability. There's no such a thing as a man not knowing there's God. An atheist is a liar. He's nothing else. He's not intellectual, he's a liar. He is not an atheist. Sorry, sir, as you die, you will agree with me, sir.

What a fright to men who deadened their consciousness. Their conscience is sealed with a hot iron. They do it themselves. You only can do that. Because they would not receive the love of the truth, God gave them over to believe a lie.

He sealed your choice, even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, even as they did not like to retain. Don't you tell me you didn't know there's a God, you scientists. If you came to the conclusion there's no God, you weren't born that way, you were sealed.

God sealed your choice at some point of your rejecting what is common sense to a man who lives in the jungle, who doesn't even know how to read. He knows there's a God. There has to be. It couldn't have just happened.

You will be accountable to that God, and you know it. Before you hear the gospel, you know it. According to Romans 1, 2, and 3, the men in their millions who came to a place of their own choice and rejection of God out of their knowledge, who lived as they wanted to, and died, and land up in all they think that life is.

The whole concept of life is to do what they want. It doesn't matter. All that's going to be the end is they will die, land up six feet under the ground in a little wooden box. That's all there was to it.

There was no more thought of life. If it happened, it just happened. No one gave him life. No one gave him a conscience. It just happened. And he just can do what he wants. And when he dies, that's it.

There's no thought behind it. It was a mistake. There was no such a thing as a purpose behind him giving him life, other than to lie dying there. That's the end. In a wooden box, six feet under the ground.

Can you imagine the fear? Can you imagine the fear of the billions who died thinking that? That's the end of it. That's all there was. I saw the dead. Can you imagine the dead, small and great, suddenly stand, and people realizing, oh God, that wasn't the end.

I still live. So, you are eternal. You will never, ever, ever, ever, ever cease. You are eternal. Your soul will never, ever cease. For all eternity, you will never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever cease to exist.

I saw the dead, small and great, stand. Stand before God. And the books were opened. The books were opened. The books were opened. And another book was opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life.

And the dead, the dead were judged. Every man. Every man, according to his works. Every man. The dead were judged. Every man, according to his works. And the sea, the sea gave up the dead which were in it.

The sea gave up the dead which were in it. And death and hell, death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them. And they were judged. They were judged. Every man. Every man. Every man, according to his works.

And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. Death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death. What is this? You mean that death leaving my body behind is not the only death God speaks of in this holy book that man must face?

This is the second death. And whosoever was not found written, whosoever was not found written in the book of life, whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast, cast into the lake of fire.

There's a terrible, terrible fear in my heart when I read the words cast. That's finished. God is finished with your soul, with ever trying to reach you. There is no such a thing as for all eternity God ever showing you one iota of love or compassion or mercy.

There is never again anything from God that will ever be able to be influenced by whatever you scream or say for all eternity. Cast! This holy book says it is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of a living God.

It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of a living God if you have not prepared to meet with God before you die. Those hands, for all eternity the Bible tells us, will have marks. Those marks will never leave the Saviour's hands for all eternity as witness that He tasted death for every man.

That God so loved the world He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever will, whosoever will let Him come, whosoever will live in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. The wages of sin, the just reward of an unrepentant life of sin is death, not physical death.

What God terms eternal death, the state of torment for eternity where the smoke of their torment ascended up forever and ever. They have no peace, they have no peace day or night. The smoke of their torment ascended up forever and ever.

Now God says, oh God lies, if that's not the truth of this God of love, oh God did love, God is love. But it's a fearful thing to fall into the hands that will witness that He loved you, that He died for you.

Such a death you would weep on your face sobbing and sobbing if Christ showed you one glimpse of what He went through for you as a soul. It's a fearful thing that those hands that died will have witnessed that He died for you.

If you fall into those hands not having prepared to meet with God, not having accepted and sought His salvation with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your might, till you found it and knew you were saved.

It's a fearful thing to fall into the hands of a God who has mocked for eternity that He loved you and wanted to save you. If you have not prepared to meet with God when you die. Hebrews 9 verse 27, it is appointed, it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this, after this, the judgment God says.

No utter seeking, no meeting, no listening from heaven, no cry from God, no compassion, no mercy. It is appointed unto men once to die, but after this, one thing God says, if you die without Christ, judgment, judgment, judgment.

You don't wait for the great white throne to face torment. The moment you die without Christ, you are plunged into hell, the Bible tells us. You just swiftly just fall within seconds into the torments of hell, God tells us.

You are judged totally, completely. There's no further judgment. Don't talk about the great white throne where you suddenly have a gap to wait before judgment. No, you die without Christ, you're plunged.

As you die, you will sink into what God tells us is hell, the flames of hell. Hell will eventually be cast and joined into those who face the great white throne. And who are plunged into this terrifying lake that burneth with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.

All in hell, but there is no such a thing as a waiting space. You will be plunged into hell the moment you die. If you die without Christ, your judgment is final. Jesus, the God of love, the God of love, said these words.

Jesus' Teaching on Hell and the Rich Man and Lazarus

The man wakes up after death, first death. And Christ, the God of love, who you tell me, preachers of this modern age, we mustn't put fear in children's hearts. We mustn't offend people with something from another era, talking of hell and judgment.

Oh, my word, you're from the pit yourselves. If you say that, preacher, you don't deserve to be able to get into another pulpit not once in your life. When I think of what God's going to say to you for denying what his book says.

Oh, be careful, Jesus Christ, the God of love, said from his lips. The God you say is the God of love that won't judge anybody, he said from his lips. So you're saying he's a liar. He lies. You point your finger at Jesus Christ, preachers.

If you say that Jesus Christ didn't warn men and give the gruesome, fearful details. To such a degree, he went on and on. Listen, listen carefully, beloved. Christ speaks of a man who wakes up after death in hell.

He had left his physical body behind, but he could still feel. Christ said he feels. He could talk. He could still think like a brain functioning. He could remember. He could scream. He could see. He could see what he's missed.

Can you imagine the torment of that? He could recognize. He could recognize people who made it, who were saved for eternity. Jesus said that. He screams. I am tormented. I am tormented in this flame. Does Christ, the God of love, lie?

Send Lazarus that he may dip the tip of his finger in water and touch my tongue. I am tormented. Does Christ sensationalize? Does Christ stand there trying to tickle your ears with little stories that aren't going to happen?

Is God a liar? Telling us such things? This God of love? A man who does not warn you of hell, who stands in any pulpit on this earth that says it's Christian. Does not care for you. He hates you. He loves your tithing.

He does not care whether you go to hell because he knows. Don't tell me he hasn't read it. But he will not say anything to offend you. He will not tell you the truth. He will lie to you to keep your tithing, to keep your seat.

He does not love you. A man who loves you will not fear offending you. But he will warn you with every faculty of his being of the judgments of God. Don't ever doubt that when you hear a preacher. Don't ever doubt that when you hear a preacher.

The Watchman's Responsibility to Warn

Ezekiel 33 verse 7. God says to this prophet, So thou, O son of man, I have set thee, I have set thee a watchman unto the house of Israel. Therefore thou shalt hear the word at my mouth. Thou shalt hear the words at my mouth and warn them from me when I say unto the wicked.

When I say unto the wicked, O wicked man, thou shalt surely die. If thou does not speak to warn the wicked from his way. If thou does not speak to warn the wicked from his way. If thou does not speak to warn the wicked from his way.

That wicked man shall die in his iniquity. But his blood will I require at thine hand. If thou does not speak to warn the wicked from his way. That wicked man shall die in his iniquity. But his blood will I require at thine hand.

Nevertheless, if thou warn the wicked of his way, to turn from it. If he do not turn from his way, he shall die in his iniquity. But thou hast delivered thy soul. Tell me something. Answer God, do you think that this is the only man that ever lived?

That God would be so grieved at if he failed to take what God intended him to take? Do you think that God imparted to him of what God's judgments are concerning those who will not turn? Do you think this is the only man that ever lived that God would be so grieved at?

If he failed to take that which God committed into his trust. Of the heart of God. Of the contents of God's book. If he failed to warn those God intended him to warn. This is the only man. You have no responsibility now that you know what's in this book.

You're saved from hell. You know this is truth. You have this in your hands, in your heart, in your knowledge. Imparted by God through revelation and grace. And you have no responsibility. So it was only Ezekiel.

How utterly obnoxious. How utterly obnoxious. To suggest that you don't have responsibility to your own conscience. Let alone common sense. In handling this book. Truthfully. Concerning. Concerning God's warnings.

Concerning God's warnings of judgment and hell that are strewn across the pages of this book. Concerning God's warnings of judgment and hell that are strewn across the pages of this book. I would like to ask two fearful questions here tonight.

Concerning God's warnings of judgment and hell that are strewn across the pages of this book. I would like to ask two fearful questions here tonight. To the saved. To the saved. I ask. Do you warn men?

As the Bible compels us. Do you warn men? As the Bible compels us to flee from the wrath to come. To prepare to meet with God. How many men have you passed since you've been saved? That you could have warned.

That you should have warned. But you didn't. You didn't. And you didn't lose one blink of sleep. You didn't even say a prayer for him. He cared so little. You care so little for the death of Christ for him.

As far as you and your responsibility are concerned. Christ died for nothing. And you don't care. For that soul. If you pass him. Because you might be the only one. That ever passes that soul that knows he's going to hell.

That God gave you opportunity, sir. I'm not talking about just people in a million passing you. And you could have. You should have. But you didn't. Because you didn't care about anybody's soul but your own.

But what reason do you want to give God? They may as well have been dirt. That's how much worth they were. Though you knew Christ died like that for them. They was good at dirt. You didn't blink an eye.

To the unsaved. To the lost. I ask. Is it an offense to you, Joel? Is it an offense to you. If someone warns you concerning God's coming judgments. And hell. If you. If you. Reject his salvation from hell through Christ.

Is it an offense to you. If someone warns you. Someone in a pulpit. Anyone. Warns you in truth. Earnestly pleading with you. Confronting you. What God confronts you about. And is the responsibility of every saved soul.

To take to the next soul. Is it an offense to you, Joel? If someone warns you. Concerning God's judgments. His coming judgment in hell. That you. You. You. Tragically. But most certainly will face. If you reject Christ's salvation.

From hell. Is it an offense to you. My. Mother. Had nine brothers and sisters. Nine brothers and sisters. Her elder brother. His name is Peter. My uncle Peter. Peter when he was a little boy of seven years old.

Seven year old boy. Peter befriended my father. They were both seven years of age. On the age of seven they started kicking a little ball. A football. Soccer on the fields. After schooling. And through the years.

This was my uncle Peter's closest friend. It was like his brother. Like a brother to him. They did everything together. He loved him as a brother. I'm a seven year old boy. My mother eventually. Marries Peter's closest friend.

He was always there. Always in our home. There's Peter. Come to sit with my father. He was one of the single. His closest friend in this world. Be with him. He loved my father. As a brother. They were kind of inseparable.

But. At 51 years of age. At 51 years of age. My father. An alcoholic. Destroyed life. Knelt before God. And gave his life to him. My father's life was so transformed. We as a whole went into. Soft stunned silence.

For weeks. We could hardly speak at the. Amazing transformation. In one moment. That God brought in this man. Not one year. God had saved him. In the most wonderful way. But what shook us far more. Than the way God saved him.

What shook us far more. Was the desperate compassion he had. For every single soul he knew. On earth. On the day he was saved sir. That next day. My father saw every soul. As his personal responsibility.

To such a degree. He undid people. He wept. Have you ever seen a man. Weeping. Weeping. Pleading. For a man to turn from hell. And be saved from hell. And how to be saved. My father took one day. To start that.

People were undone. People were stunned. People were shocked. People were angered. Offended. But my father wept. He wept. As he pled with soul upon soul. Begin with his loved ones. My uncle Peter heard of this.

And suddenly he was in our home. And my father wept aloud. As he stood with an open bible. And pointed to verses. Reading. Showing him. Pleading with him. Concerning the judgment of God. That was coming upon uncle Peter's soul.

Pleading with him. Weeping. To turn from his life of sin. That he does not face this hell. This judgment of God. To come to Christ. To show him the way. With his testimony intertwined with weeping. Oh pleading with his friend.

To seek God. To be saved. From hell. Eternal damnation. Suffering. We sat. And we were shocked. As my father stood there. Speaking to his closest friend on this earth. Weeping. It was the first time I ever saw a man quake.

In fear. As uncle Peter looked at his closest friend. His whole body shook. He shook. He was quaking in fear. His eyes. Tears welling up. His mouth quivering. He went white in shock. Shock. Because of who it was coming from.

The man he loved. As a brother. Oh. At some point. As we sat there looking. Wondering what would become of this. As I looked at Peter shaking. In fear. He pointed his finger at my father. And he shouted at the top of his voice.

While tears came down his face. And he said. Stop. Now. Stop. Don't you ever. Ever speak to me of this again. In your life. Don't you ever. Speak to me of this again. Because if you do. I will hate you.

I will hate you. With a perfect hatred. With a perfect hatred. We looked as my father. Weeping. Kept quiet. And just looked at Peter for about. Two or three minutes. Unable to move. Unable to speak. Knowing what his friend was saying.

And my father answered these words. With tears pouring down his face. Peter. If I never speak to you again. Of this. If I cease to warn you. I would hate you. I would hate you. With a perfect hatred. To stop warning you.

I would hate you. With a perfect hatred. If I stopped warning you. Peter. Walked out of that house. Screaming. In offense. He never saw my father again. Till my father died. He would not see my father.

He would not come to any occasion. No matter what family was meeting. He would not speak my father's name. He would not acknowledge such a human existed. Whom he would have died for. He so loved. Before my father was saved.

At my father's funeral. There were so many people from across that nation. It was unbelievable. Such masses that daddy had won to Christ. That there was nowhere in that church. For people to sit as they stood around all the walls.

As I looked at souls upon souls upon souls upon souls. That had come to Christ through my father's life and witness. Peter would not come to his closest friend's funeral. He so hated him. He would not come to even acknowledge him at death.

He would not attend the funeral. When Peter died. He died in such shame and such sin. That the front pages of the newspapers across South Africa had his photograph. With his sin. His shame. We were so shamed as a family.

At the way he died. But this man died in that shame. Although the person who was his closest friend in life. That he would have died for. He so loved him. That man warned him. But that man's warning. Turned a man who loved him.

Loved him more than anyone on this earth. In one moment. He hated him with a perfect hatred to death. I want to ask you something. Does it offend you? Does it offend you soul? If someone. Is it an offense to you?

If someone warns you. Concerning God's judgments in hell. That you. You. Tragically. But most certainly will face. Is it an offense to you? If a preacher preaches. What I'm preaching now. Will you answer God.

Who will judge you. Soon. Is it an offense to you? I was preaching. I was preaching. A while back in a town. Along the eastern Cape of Southern Africa. And I was staying in. This godly man and woman's house.

Accommodating me. And this man said with me. What happened recently. Just before I came. When his brother died. Now they had grown up in that community. From childhood. They were everybody knew everybody.

And he said at the funeral. Everybody in the community. Filled that church. That big church. In the heart of that town. Was filled out. Everybody came. Someone they'd all grown up with. Had died. The preacher.

The minister. Stood up and said. God. Has released him from his long suffering. None of us would want him back. To the suffering God has. Set him free from. And he is now at peace. Released from the suffering.

That all of us. All of us. Were so. Moved. And hurt. Watching him suffer so long. And he gave scriptures. Death has lost its sting. The grave has lost its victory. He gave scriptures. As a preacher. Concerning where his soul goes.

He was trying to comfort those. That cared for the soul. The family. The friends. This man said. I stood up after him. And I have to. Gave the eulogy. To thank the people. Who came from near and far. Then I turned to this preacher.

Brother. Who sat behind me. And I said. Sir. You said. That my brother. Has been released. From his long suffering. You said. That he is released. From his suffering and pain. And is now in heaven. With God.

But you are wrong sir. You are wrong. My brother. Has never ever suffered. As any human. Will ever know suffering. My brother is tasting suffering. Now that no human. Has ever known such. Intense fearful suffering.

And he will suffer like that. For eternity. According to this book. You see sir. My brother. Died. In his sin. And every single person. In this building knows it. My brother. Never. Ever turned. From his sin.

My brother. Was religious. He carried a bible. He went to church. But my brother. Never turned from his life of sin. And he never ever showed remorse. As I begged him. And begged him. As he lay there.

Dying. So long a death. In a sickbed. I begged him. Showing him of the wrath of God. Pleading with him. He never showed remorse. He never showed anything. Of turning to God. In remorse. Begging for forgiveness.

Or wanting to change. So I pled with him through the years. Right through till his death sir. My brother died. And went straight to hell. According to this book. And you tell me. To believe what God tells me.

Is wrong. You tell me. Opposite to what this book tells me. Concerning my brother. My brother. Only now knows. What pain and suffering is sir. And if you could hear his tormented scream. You and I would not believe.

It is such agony. He said. Brother Keith. I was not cruel. As I stood there saying these words. I wept. It was my brother. That I was speaking about. This man. Began to groan. This preacher. In anger.

Shaking. No. No. No. No. No. You want to see. A preacher angry. Preach truth. That he won't preach. You'll be stunned. At what anger. Can come from a man. To look at a preacher. Who rejects what God says.

Who lies. Lies. For fear of offense. Against what God says. He was angry. Angry with a man. Who dared to preach. What God says. He said. Brother. I looked out of that congregation. It wasn't only the preacher.

Turning and shaking. And groaning. No. Right across. I just saw men. No. No. No. This is unacceptable. To do such a thing. On such an occasion. Unacceptable. In this enlightened society. You see. And then he said.

These words. I don't know. What the consequences. Are. Of what I've done. Yet today. How you may. Ostracize me. Or persecute me. Or what you will do to me. I don't know. What the consequences are. But I told the truth.

Yet today. I don't want. The last time. We meet in my brother's name. To be a lie. So I told the truth. Because. If there's one soul. Here. Sitting in this meeting. One soul. Just one. That isn't angry.

And offended. And groaning. And anger at me. For being truthful. If there's one. That will just seek. God's salvation. Acknowledge. They're going to this hell. They're not saved. They've never turned from sin.

Acknowledge. There's such a judgment. According to this book. And he says. Brother Keith. I quoted verses. As I spoke. It wasn't just my opinion. Leaving out what God says. I quoted what God says. If there's just one.

That finds eternal life. It's worth it. Whatever I have to pay. For this. Stand today. Knowing therefore. The terror of the Lord. We persuade men. Paul says. 2 Corinthians 5 verse 11. Knowing. Don't tell me.

You don't know it. Tell me. Is Paul a fanatic sir? Overboard? Undesirable? Unacceptable? Tell me. Knowing. Paul says. Therefore the terror. The terror of the Lord. We persuade men. Do you? Do you? You know?

When did you persuade a man last? That God was with you. God was standing beside you. God was taking your lips. Your eyes. Looking through you. As he died. As he sees men. When? When? When you were in such touch with God.

That you persuade men. As God himself. The Bible says. Speaking through you. Everything God cared for. And died for. Knowing therefore. The terror of the Lord. We persuade men. Show God right now. As you sit there young man.

Save what's in the blood of Christ. Save for eternity. The last time you persuaded someone. Knowing the terror of the Lord. In the light of the terror of the Lord. You've persuaded a man, showing him the terror of the Lord.

Tell God, when was that occasion, sir? Tell God, for what are you doing here if you're not here for God? Have dealings with God for God's sake? Oh, does God not matter in your religion? You're just here for men's sake, just for their eyes.

Tell me if you're here for God, every one of you that has one iota of respect in truth, with one iota. Tell God, when was the last soul he died for you, knowing the terror of the Lord? Persuade him from his book to be saved.

Have you told God? Oh, doesn't he matter, young man? If you haven't told him after all this plea, you don't care about God. Bible and all, young man. And no one ever in your life again will tell you this, so don't be too scared to sit through to the end of this meeting.

You will never hear this again in your life. You haven't long to endure a preacher that says the truth like this. I know that. That doesn't make me something, it makes me the blood on people's hands. Don't preach this.

Witnessing to a Mother in Fear of Offending Her

My father's mother was aged when daddy came to know Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior. My father's mother was aged and sick. She was deeply sick. Her heart, she had these attacks, she was hanging on to life.

We thought we lost her daddy comes to know Christ. Now my father goes, my father goes to his mother and he weeps and he begs. My granny calls me, my granny calls me and says, listen Keith, you have to go to your father and you have to confront him to stop before he offends me like he's offended others.

He has offended many, Keith. You have to tell him his mother is next to be deeply offended with his son, her son. Listen Keith, I thank God what happened to your father when I see how he's changed, knowing what he put your mommy through and what he put you boys through.

I thank God for his change. I thank God for your change. I thank God for what happened, the way he's changed your lives. Don't get me wrong, but what torments me is that you people, now that you've changed from evil, turn and look at me and call me a sinner.

Now I'm going to hell because you've given up all your wickedness and that is unacceptable, my boy. Oh listen carefully, my boy. Your father implies that I am a godless person, facing judgment from God.

He just goes on and on, pleading with me. When I was a young woman with three children, my husband walked away forever, walked away from responsibility, from care. I had three children when there was a world recession, the depression, economic depression across the world.

People threw themselves off buildings. All you heard was people doing it. It was daily. Men couldn't face life, just thousands committing suicide who couldn't keep a roof over their head. There was no work, there was no money, there was no food, and men couldn't face not being able to survive or be responsible.