I didn't even know, that's only half the verse but I didn't remember the whole verse, I only remembered that part of the verse. You never noticed David did not need a gravel truck to bring down Goliath, he just needed one pebble in his pocket, I didn't even have a whole verse, I had a half a verse but I believed it, that's the key, I believed the word of God, I believed that if God be for us, who can be against us and I remember that night, I went down into my living room and now there's no more pills, I said, I'm not taking pills anymore, I'm either free in Christ or I'm not, I've always been a bit of an extremist that way, I said, God, this is either true or it's not, I'm either free or I'm not free, the truth will either set me free or it won't, there's no middle ground in this thing, I'm not gonna walk halfway in this thing, if this is real, then I want it and if it's not, I don't want any part of it, I went down into my living room, whiskey was gone out of my life, there's no more alcohol in my life, no more pills in my life, so I'm not resorting to those old things anymore, I went into my living room and all I knew to do was pray and I had a half a verse as a promise of God before us, who can be against us, so I went in my living room and I felt like this panic attack was gonna be a bad one and I stood in my living room, around little after midnight, all by myself and I said it out loud, I said, Satan, you can only kill me if God allows you to and if he does, tonight I'm going home to heaven, so either way I win, I'm gonna win either way, I said, so you throw everything you've got at me but I now throw back at you what I have in the name of Jesus Christ, the son of God, I resist you, that was my prayer, I resist you and I stood in that room and as God lives and as God is my witness, I felt a heat, not a fuzzy feeling, an actual heat hit my feet, go through my calves, go through my legs, go through my torso, through my chest, through my head and out the top of my head, I was completely set free that night from nine years of hell by the power of God for God has not given us a spirit of fear but a power and of love and of a sound mind, praise be to God, that was the beginning of the gift of God being stirred up in my life because I never could have fulfilled it until I got through the fear, until I was able to get through that, as I've often spoken here, that paper wall that you gotta go through before you get into the football game, you come down the tunnel, you're all ready to fight but there's a paper wall you gotta break through and fear is that paper wall and the devil writes everything he can on that wall, he draws fake bricks, calls you a loser, tells you you're not gonna make it, tells you God's not true, God's not faithful and you break through that wall and when you break through, you're now in the game, praise be to God and that night I broke through that wall, I've been all over the world, I've preached to crowds in the hundreds of thousands, I've seen people come to Christ in the most unusual of places, I've been locked in maximum security prison, you understand, with 60 lifers telling them I'm an ex -cop which is in fact a very dangerous thing to do, completely unafraid of being there, you see he's not giving us a spirit of fear but power and love and the Bible says that perfect love casts out fear, if I love you, I'm not afraid of you, I've preached to Muslims in Kosovo, I've preached to Hindu Muslims in prison, I've been all over in the most unusual places that I never could have gone in my own strength but by the power of God, by the spirit of God, God stirred up the gift which he had given me in my heart from the beginnings of life and actually before the world was even founded, he called me with a holy calling and according to his own purpose and grace which was given me in Christ Jesus before the world began and I think tonight of all the people who are robbed, not of heaven, it's not about salvation, heaven will still be their home but robbed of what your life could be, robbed because you stand behind that paper wall and somehow can't rouse the faith to believe even a half a verse of scripture, I wanna challenge you tonight, I challenge you, stand up, stand up in the grace of God, stand up, the cross is big enough for your victory, the blood of Jesus, one drop can make you into a different man, a different woman, can change your home, change your family, change your destiny and change the lives of thousands of people around the world, one drop of blood, just like David took down Goliath with one pebble in his bag, one drop of blood was enough to give you a new life and to make you a new creation.