These are his exact words, before I went to sleep off, I prayed, I said Lord if I'm mistaken please show me, because he was a man that was rarely ever mistaken, he was a man of principle, and the Lord said to me if you don't leave I'll kill you, he left, listen you dear saints, I don't know what it is that we're about in full but this much I know, that we're about something of such significance in God's sight that he did not think it elaborate to take a man's life if he refused to allow to come into death, it had to come into a complete death, the marriage had to come into a complete death, Inger is not just threatening divorce, she's threatening suicide, my kids are gone, the ministry is gone, the community is gone, and I'm looking for employment as a 60 year old man with a couple of university degrees and author and can't even get a job as a dishwasher, you know what it feels like to come back every day unemployed and no visible income, it's not just the issue of income, it's the issue of dignity, it's the issue of self esteem, and you're absolutely worthless, you're obsolete cats, there's no place in the world that you have anything that the world desires that you can perform, day after day you eat that death, and that disappointment and heartache without explanation, and when you got to come back onto the property in the winter time, and the roads are not plowed out, and something had to be found, and I came in with my car, and I went as far as I could, stopped, opened the door, the dog went out of the car, and came back with his tail between his legs, the death was so rampant, so manifest, and you know what it is to come to a community that has 55 souls, children, talk, sound, and come to a place of complete silence, and the doors are creaking, and you taste the death, you eat the death, until the Lord himself will bring the restoration in his own time, and it came first with myself, and a couple, a Mexican -American couple, we lived in my house, and we were up every morning 5am, bellowing and prevailing before God for the restoration of Ben Israel, Inger said she would never come back, and then little by little, in a year and a half of prevail, the Lord began to bring this one back, that one, or someone new, and began again the formation of a renewed Ben Israel, restored for a greater glory than we had ever known previously, and some of you have heard the testimony of how the death was so desolate, that when I was by myself back in that house, I had a brother paint it, spray it yellow, we bought the paint that came out, it was returned, or mixed a false color, it was the most garish yellow you have ever seen, and I prayed, I had the guy spray the house, because I couldn't stand the grayness of death, and you know what, it multiplied the death, that attempt humanly to take the edge off, and to compensate with a little color, made it yet more haunting, made it yet more grotesque, yet more deathly, until the Lord sent me to a seminary, which was a death, Lutheran seminary, began to open the mystery of Israel, out of a season of death, and then to give an invitation, after 14 months of no speaking, I was on a silence, a sabbatical of silence, without explanation, if I visited a fellowship, I could do no more than give name, rank, and serial number, a greeting, no I can't hear a word, why, well the Lord is forbidding me to speak, I can't explain, I'm not allowed to speak, and then the invitation from California, Art you don't know me, I'm a pastor so and so, we're praying here in Sacramento, that God wants you to speak to us in a seminar on Israel the church in the last days, when I heard that, I knew that the silence was over, and that's how it began, so are you willing dear saints, to enter that ground, at the time when you're tasting success, and you're within reach of an established ministry perhaps, or a successful this or that, or something that God had given, is now really beginning to flower, and at that moment God requires it, to relinquish, to yield it up, as Israel was required to do, in order that the hills should flow with wine, the mountains shall drip sweet wine, and all the hills shall flow with it, and I will restore the fortunes of my people Israel, when God restores the fortunes, it's not just a restoration of Ben Israel back on the land now, and it's ministry has been restored, when I restore the fortunes, it's in new dimensions of depth, of significance, and of use, that you have hardly ever touched in the previous time, however much you were allowed to flower, when I will restore Israel's fortunes, it will be a transfigured nation, and they shall rebuild the ruined cities and inhabit them, and that's what we're in the process of doing here, one trailer at least was removed completely, because three years of influx of weather, and moisture had just about destroyed it, many things were stolen from us in those days, by vandals, because the property was just left out in the open, for both nature and for men, they shall plant vineyards and drink their wine, and they shall make gardens and eat their fruit, you will not understand the significance of that, unless you go back to Deuteronomy 28 and 32, or Leviticus 26, and see that the Deuteronomic curse is exactly the reverse of this, you'll plant vineyards, but you'll not drink wine from it, you'll grow gardens, but you'll not eat its fruit, you'll raise sons and daughters, but others will take them, you'll not see your grandchildren, your daughters will be taken by other men, curse is the reverse of blessing, and here now blessing is the reverse of curse, so unless you understand the Deuteronomic context of this restoration, you've missed the significance, this is exactly the opposite of curse, you shall plant vineyards, and this time now, you'll drink its wine, and it will not be for others, you'll not plant and others will receive the benefit, you'll make gardens and you'll eat the fruit, not your conqueror, who leaves you to suffer famine and expulsion, I will plant them upon the land, and they shall never again be plucked up, out of land that I have given them, says the Lord your God, so here's a final capstone statement, when you examine the other scriptures that I've given, that relate to this text and also speak of restoration, there'll be other statements like, you'll not again fear, you'll not again know terror, it's not mentioned here, but it's mentioned in other places, so if this is the evidence of something yet future, this is a restoration that Israel has never known, because they have never again been subject to such a last days dealing of expulsion, by which it says in Jeremiah 16, you'll not again speak of me or remember me, as the God who has brought you out of Egypt, what are you saying, what, that's our distinctive experience, that's how Israel was born, out of removal and exile, we won't speak of you in a way, no, henceforth you'll remember me, as the God who has brought you forth, out of every land wherein I have cast you, so this is an exodus, not just from Egypt, but all the nations into which Israel shall be cast in the last days and returned through a process of sifting through the nations, by which as the surviving remnant is exposed to the mercies of God, that come to them through the believers of those nations, even simple primitive believers and the Sierra Madre mountains, Indians anticipate the coming of these Jews and will provide for them, Africans in Kenya and Nairobi have anticipated, they have received the word, they will be prepared and not at all be astonished when the bottom falls out and South African Jews are compelled to flee with their back to the sea, through Zambia, Zimbabwe and up to this spine of Africa, through Kenya, through Uganda and all those nations and find it upon the poorest of the poor and the lowest of the low, a mercy, that if people are willing to share the very sustenance of their life, to aid and to implement in the restoration of the lost sheep of the house of Israel, that they might return to Zion with everlasting joy upon their heads and mourning and sorry and fleeing away, you got to catch the grandeur of God's design by which you will be glorified forever and that Israel need not fear that they will again be plucked up and removed.