A Bridal Relationship - Part 1 — Zac Poonen

Jesus’ First Question: What Do You Seek?

I want to turn to John's gospel and chapter 1. This was just after Jesus' baptism when he began his ministry. John the Baptist had just said about him verse 36 John 1 36 behold the Lamb of God. And two of John's disciples heard John speak and they followed Jesus and Jesus turned and saw them following and said to them what do you seek now.

I don't know when this took place. It's probably if Jesus went into the wilderness immediately after his water baptism. This probably took place after that one day when John said this says the next day John this is after his baptism and the first question one of the first questions that Jesus asked anybody at the beginning of his ministry was this question.

It's a very good question for us to think about in John chapter 1 and verse 38 what do you seek. He asked this not of every Tom Dick and Harry that was around there. He asked this of two disciples who wanted to follow him and I trust most of us sitting here are like those disciples wanting to follow him.

But Jesus knows that people can follow him for various reasons and so whenever he sees people following him he says what do you seek when he sees you come to this meeting what do you seek. And when he sees that you choose a particular church over the many other churches that you have an option to choose he asks you what do you seek by coming to this church and you have to give an answer to him.

God’s Seeking and Our Response

It's the Lord who comes seeking after us. You know Jesus taught that in the story of the lost sheep that all we like sheep have gone astray and the Lord as a good shepherd comes seeking for that lost sheep.

But there has to be a seeking on our part. There is a verse in Psalm 42 which says deep calls unto deep. And I understand that to mean that something deep within God's heart calls to something deep within my heart.

And if there's something deep within my heart that cries out to God then we have a connection. But if God from the depths of his heart calls out to us and we don't have a response from the depth of our heart and there is no connection.

The Need for a Deep Connection with God

The thing I have observed with many Christians is their connection with God is very superficial. It's like a very thin string holding up something very heavy and you don't know when it'll break. That's how many people's connection is because it's so thin it's breaking all the time and they're going to tie it up again and breaks again and breaks again.

And some people are satisfied with that type of a Christian life where the string breaks your connection with God is gone. You tie it up again that breaks again and you tie it up again. But God's will is that we should have a very strong connection with him and his deep calls unto our deep and we must respond.

So the question he asks is what do you seek. And we must have an answer for that at the end of John's gospel. This is the beginning when you come to the end of John's gospel and you see after his resurrection this is the beginning of his ministry.

Jesus’ Resurrection Question to Mary Magdalene

And after his resurrection is another new beginning because it's a new creation. There he had just come out of the waters and the temptation here he's come out of the grave. In John chapter 20 and this time he finds Mary Magdalene waiting around in that garden near the tomb when all the other disciples had come and looked and gone away says in verse 10.

John 20 10 the disciples went away again to their own home because it is pretty early in the morning and their sleep was disturbed. I don't know where they got up at 4 o 'clock in the morning or something and they said we better go back to sleep.

We can't find Jesus. I don't know what's happened. But Mary also had got up early and she was not going to go home to sleep because if Jesus was laid in that tomb and somebody had taken him away that's what she thought.

She didn't know. He was raised from the dead even though he said that many times they didn't believe it. She thought somebody had taken his body away and she was determined to find it. And there was something in her heart even though she had been a demon-possessed woman with seven demons inside her and probably because of those demons lived an immoral life.

Forgiveness and Love for Christ

I don't know but there was when she was converted and she saw how much the Lord had forgiven her her sinful life. I often think that if the from the cross had been taken down from the cross and you know he had been released at the last minute and he had lived I think he would have lived a very wholehearted life because he was forgiven so much.

And Jesus says the one who's forgiven much loves much. The one who realizes he's been forgiven much. We've all been forgiven much. Is anybody here who's been forgiven. Little. Nobody. But the realization of how much we've been forgiven varies between all.

Within all of us varies tremendously. And that's why there is a different degree of love for Christ. There's a different degree of something coming out of the depths of our heart to the Lord because we are not so sure how much we've been forgiven.

And so there's nothing crying out from our depths. Mary Magdalene had been forgiven a tremendous lot. She was something like that thief on the cross a sinner would be forgiven and so she couldn't just go away and sleep like the other disciples.

Maybe they were not. You know I don't think Peter James and John were such criminals or lived an immoral life. They probably lived an upright life they were forgiven but they didn't have that awareness of being forgiven so much like Mary Magdalene.

Seeking Jesus Above Everything Else

And so she stayed there. And Jesus comes to her with the same question in verse 15 with a slight change. Not what are you seeking. But John 20 verse 15. Whom are you seeking. See that's how the gospel of John begins and ends.

What are you seeking. Who are you seeking. How soon as he's resurrected from the dead. Soon as he begins his ministry he says to ask people what do you seek. As soon as he's raised from the dead he again asks that one person who is looking for him.

Whom are you seeking. God seeks for us but he cannot have a close connection with us unless there's something in us from the depth of our heart that reaches out to him and says Lord your face I will seek.

You said to me to seek you and your face I will seek. So we see here and that is what Mary was seeking. You seeking. Jesus she wasn't seeing anything else.