He said, to forsake all, and follow me, she said, then why are you keeping 600 pounds in the bank? The last 600 English pounds he took, sent it to William Booth of Salvation Army in London, then later got married, went off to the mission field, to die in a young age, Charles Studd, I ask you, when was the last time, when you saw 100 ,000 people died in Rwanda overnight, 200 ,000 in Bangladesh in the typhoon, 17 million people in Afghanistan without one church, one Christian, 22 million Northern Bihar without one missionary, over 100 ,000 die every day and plunge into hell every day, when was the last time you wept, you prayed, you fasted, you rather go for diet systems and exercise machines rather than fast and pray for the lost world, you realize half of the world go to bed with empty stomach every day, you realize that 100 ,000 children walk on Bombay streets not knowing who their parents are, you realize nearly 3 billion people live on planet earth that never heard the name Jesus, and I say, Jesus I love you, and I don't want you to break my heart because I want to be taking care of myself, is it a strange gospel, no sir, I lived like that too, one time, long, long time ago, I had a library, I was building up with Evangelical Sound, wonderful library, thousands of books, books I may never read but look nice, Newsweek, Time Magazine, I mean people walked into a house in Dallas, they saw in this nice wonderful living room with nice furniture, this sports magazine, I hate sports, fishing magazine, I don't know what that stuff is, but it looked nice, people thought this guy is smart, when they saw this expensive leather bound book sitting on my shelf, I mean books, Shakespeare, I hate that stuff, but it looked nice being American, but you know what, with all my preaching, all my teaching, a seminary student, while in the ministry, I can't cry anymore, I was just like you, they talked about hell, it didn't touch me, it didn't bother me at all, I was buying the best clothes I can buy for Neiman Marcus and other places, it didn't bother me, until one day the Lord began to speak to me and said, son, you don't know me, this is not what I said, oh no, I didn't hear any voice through my ceiling, but I was reading the New Testament, the book you read, where he said, unless you love me more than father, mother, son, daughter, even your own very life, you cannot be my disciple, oh, if I were to make up those words, you know what some people say to me in America, this guy, where is he, he is off the wall, he is here to put us on a condemnation trip, guilt trip, beat us up, get our money, get him out of this place, or crucify him, they crucified him, because he said those words.