God Makes a Wrong Turn Right — Shane Idleman

I don't know why I thought of it, maybe because I'm giving my testimony, but I went to a church a little bit now and then when I was not living for God, and you go to church because that's what good people do.

And I remember the pastor, it was kind of a Pentecostal pastor, and he was like, you know, jumping up and down like, what a silly guy, what a, what a wimp. And now here I am, worship, I can't get enough of God, because see, when he sets you free, when those lyrics make sense, and the chains have been broken, and the bondages have been undone, and though I was blind, but now I see, though I was lost, but now I'm found, you get a little excited, and you want to shout to God, and you want to glorify him and lift up his name, and I would have done a lot more if my voice wasn't already going out for last night.

There's an excitement, I was dying in that back room, yet I was judging the man up front. So I'm going to talk to you this morning, it's not really about my life story, or the history of the church. You can actually find the 10-year history of the church on YouTube, if you just Google the 10-year history of Westside Christian Fellowship.

We did about a 25, I think Luke did the video back then, it was a good job, 30 minutes of how the church came about, and my wife and I in the future are going to do a marriage type of thing on a Wednesday night, talk about our marriage.

So it's not about the marriage, although I'd love to camp out there, it's not about my life story, it's not about the church. It's about how God takes a wrong turn and makes it right. So those of you out there who have prodigal sons or daughters who are not walking with the Lord, be encouraged, because I was on a highway to hell.

God was the last thing on my mind, and God began to wreck my life because of the prayers of my mom, I believe. I've shared with some of you, but it's always a new group every six months. It's a treadmill church, everybody's moving out of California, some are coming in.

But I remember clear as day, she would go and put a Bible on my ACDC albums, Metallica, Judas Priest, Ozzy Osbourne, Iron Man, Ronnie James Dio, this dark, demonic music. And she would put a Bible on and begin praying.

I'd say, don't pray for me, I want to have fun tonight, and I would slam that door. Left with a conviction of the Holy Spirit every night. And the night, I didn't talk about this last night, the night I rolled my truck, totaled it, and was arrested, she said, God woke her.

Don't give up on the prayers for your children, grandchildren, and your own self. God woke her up right before the accident, she prayed. When you fly a truck and roll it with no seatbelt on, that's usually not going to turn out well.

And I walked away, until the policemen pulled up. God makes a wrong turn right, this is not going to just be, oh, my testimony, it's going to be pointing you to redemption, pointing you to hope. It's very difficult, this is probably one of the hardest sermons in regard to not wanting to preach something that I just don't want to.

I wish I could tell you the opposite. But after last night, it was encouraging, I've never heard from more people with tears in their eyes of how there's hope and there's encouragement. And God will often use our brokenness to help others.

And He will make a wrong turn right, no matter where you're at this morning, no matter where you're at even listening to this later. This now, we just picked up stations in San Francisco, up by Sacramento, San Jose, and San Diego, and other about 18 different states that are airing these sermons.

And it's amazing what people are, how they're being transformed by the power of God's Word and making a wrong turn right. See, the key is when you're on the wrong turn, you got to get off. God can make it right, but you got to get off the wrong way.

You got to, uh-oh, the word repent, do you know what that means? Turn, I'm going a wrong way, I need to go a right way. I believe it's metaneo in the Greek, it's a turning back to the right path. And God can turn the wrong way into the right way very quickly.

And so, I'll just begin at the beginning and work through it, and then I want to really close with some takeaways, things that you need to know. I would give this CD to those who don't want to hear it, possibly just leave it out, right, on the coffee table.

Are we doing CDs anymore, I guess I should even ask that. Now everything is sent out there on email and Facebook and YouTube and Twitter and Instagram and TikTok and all these different things, but get it out there to them.

But the short version of me being where I was born was actually, any guesses? Yeah, I haven't went very far. I haven't went very far, right there, Antelope Valley Hospital. And to me, it's so funny, because people say, oh, how did you stand it there?

I mean, I hate Lanca, I hate Palmdale, but if when you're in the center of God's will, I love it. I love it. I traveled, you're not going to believe this, we went to the clear streams and open fields and meadows, everything of Idaho for a week, five years ago, and I was ready to come home.

After six days, I was ready to come home. Because I'm miserable outside of God's will. I can run for my calling and I'll be miserable. You have to find out, Lord, where do you want me? Where do you want me?

And it's funny, I was talking to Pastor Abram, I don't know if he's in the service, he might be in the second one, but would you ever, if God ever opened the door, would you ever want to plant a church again in LA, Compton, Inglewood?

Absolutely. That's the last thing most people would want to do. Get me out of here. But God says, I'm going to put you in there to make a difference. Now I'm all for protecting our kids and I'm all for, I want to live somewhere my flesh does that is not here necessarily, but it's not, you know, where God has us at this particular junction.

And I'm careful because he always, every time I make plans, he changes them. But I was born here in Lancaster, not going to tell you the year so I don't date myself. And as irony or sovereignty would have it, I've been talking to the person in the home that I was born at, and me and my wife are actually going to go look at it again after the second service.

It's been about 40 some years. And to see where I was born and just revisiting some of this. My mom was from Southern California. Picture the beaches of Santa Monica, Burbank, the LA scene. And my dad was from the farms of Oklahoma.

And so that was a very, it was a very interesting dynamic there. And so, but from that, then we were obviously were raised in Quartz Hill, California, right over the hill in Quartz Hill. My grandpa built the Little League field on M4.

We had our construction yard on M2. I was born on M12. We eventually moved to M14. So almond orchards, it was almond orchards. I just stayed there. I know that area pretty well. We actually were able to dove hunt in Rancho Vista, where the Vons is in Rancho Vista.

That all just used to be desert. And we used to watch the blackbird fly over, leaving, I think it was Lockheed. And that was quite a sight to see. I thought it was a witch on a broomstick when I was little.

And so the early years, with my mom's side, my dad's side, that's where, fortunately, I learned what hard work is. He was in construction. And when you're from a farm and you're in construction, you learn how to work hard.

There was a lot of babying and pampering. And my dad said, grab a shovel, dig a hole, find that gas line. It's about four feet, two and a half feet deep, and I'll be back at lunch. And you would just used to that type of hard work back when you wouldn't back talk or you would get a switch off the tree.

And it's sad because I think we've so dumbed down the need for discipline because of a few bad apples. And we so cater to our children and sheltered them that it's going to be an interesting generation ahead of us.

Comparing the World War II generation and those who fought in Normandy at 18 years old to now that they need special houses, special places to go and cry when Trump was elected. I mean, this is just ridiculous.

We've created a generation of, well, I'm going to leave it there. So growing up in that environment, school was very, very challenging. So I know some of you parents, if school is really challenging for your kids, always remember you don't have to force them in a certain system.

You train a child in the way they should go. That verse is actually talking about the way they are bent. And so I'm not going to cram math down a child's throat if they're gifted for something else necessarily.

But we have such standards and I'm all for education. Please educate yourself. The more the better. But I felt in the school system, looking back now, it was because of dyslexia and having a hard time reading.

Even the lyrics now, thank God I'm not leading worship, because I say the wrong word, the wrong thought, the wrong sentence. And even reading, I hate to read in public. Math is a nightmare. And other things that go along with that, I didn't know what it was.

My mom said it's a learning disability at a young age. I had a speech teacher teaching me Silly Sally Sucked Seven Suckers, you know, and the S's and the speech. And Shane, you got to... And I remember working with her in Lancaster.

And what happens is, and I was a little overweight, so my dad would call me chubby or lead britches. And my grandparents would make fun of me and, you know, so just this, wow, I felt stupid, basically.

Because I can't excel in these things. I can't excel in those things. You know, basically, I wasn't doing that well in anything, except I really started to excel in baseball. At Quartz Hill Little League, we had All-Stars, and I was pitching very fast in the 60s in Little League.

You know, that's pretty... That ball's moving. And I remember my dad would just put me in All-Star games, playoff games, and everything was going good until this happened. I had to have surgery at 12 years old in Los Angeles.

I still can't straighten this arm. And he told me I'm going to have arthritis probably in my 30s, and they removed bone chips, and that was it. So everything I was looking forward to kind of fell apart.

And I did get, you know, I tried baseball again, but after you miss a year, I mean, your friends are well above you. I remember trying out for baseball in high school and missing it the first two years, getting cut in baseball.

So here you go, this top athlete around town, and then now can't even make the school baseball team. So it was just a series of defeat and discouragement. I remember that. And then around 12 years of age is when I was introduced to something called alcohol.

Anyone know what that is? Come on, let's not play church. So anyway, my dad, he thought, I'm sure this would be reverse psychology, you know, how you have your kid try a beer, like, oh, I'm never having that again.

Well, it didn't work on me. I still remember we were on M4. It was a contractor, a concrete contractor, and they gave me a Coors banquet. And I liked it. At 12 years old, I liked how I felt. I liked it.

It relaxed me. I could talk more. And that kind of set the stage for further use and abuse as I grew up, because that was the go. That was the relaxing. That was, you could be the talking and the clown, and now I came alive.

And that would be a crutch for many years. But also at this time, I repented and believed in Jesus Christ, age 12, up in the mountains, I think by Wrightwood. And it was a hard, 17 years after that, I was a prodigal son for 17 years.

And that scripture leaped out when I first read it, hard is the way of the transgressor. Hard is the way of the transgressor. It is hard to be distant from God and rejecting God. And then as I got older, in my teen years, I started to play baseball again.

And I went to the San Diego School of Baseball. And I also was put on a team here in California. They got some guys from different colleges just out of high school. We went and played baseball in Taiwan, and we got killed every game.

We were going to bed around one in the morning, because you could drink in Taiwan at 18, and it was a nightmare. We would just get killed. And I think I have a picture of when I was in Taiwan. There we go.

Looks like my son, huh? That is 18 years old with a hangover, and we got just annihilated. And then there's a two-day layover in Hawaii, which is not good. And then after that, because of this broken life, failure, feeling this way, and what I love is God takes the most broken, and when He rebuilds it, He gets all the glory.

He gets all the credit. He gets you to a low point. There is so much pride in the church. There is so much pride. It makes me sick. And if you would look at your brokenness and take it to the cross, God can rebuild it in such a mighty way.

Brokenness, you'll become unbreakable, because when God rebuilds, what can man do to you? But then I said, okay, well, I'm working out, and guys want to be big, right? So somebody came up to me and said, why don't you take these pills?

This blue pill and this white pill called Anivarin and Deca, I think it was Dianabol, and these are anabolic steroids. And I started to get bigger and stronger, 19, 20. Then I started giving myself my own injections.

I would go to a doctor, and they would actually give me Winstrel V, which is a veterinary inject for horses, Ecopoise, Sustanon 250, which is a combination of three different types of Sustanon, or Testosterone, Ethonate, Propionate, and Ciponate, and Growth Hormone, and just began to just be this, you know, I'll show you tough guy kind of thing.

And I think I have a picture of that, believe it or not. We've never showed this. So yeah, kind of dated clothing, right? So that's just funny looking. Josh, I might be bigger than you in that one. I hit was over 270 pounds, and that's enough of that one.

But I remember cocky as ever, prideful, and just fighting, angry. I didn't mention this last night, but me and my friend, Steve, who actually goes to Grace Chapel, we were heavy into steroids, and we took on the five bouncers at Black Angus when it was there, and we got kicked out for life because somebody got injured.

The bouncers end up one broke their nose and their arm, and it was just a mess. Police were called, and I was kicked out for life. Finally went back about 20 years ago. They forgot me, so that was good.

But that was a tough guy, right? That was a tough guy. And that's why I would learn how to read my own blood work, my LDL levels, and HDL, high-density lipoids, and low-density, and triglycerides, and make sure my white blood cell count, fighting infection and looking at these, and trying to read my own blood work so I could manage these steroids, and then get into something called growth hormone, which is just not good.

It's something I believe Arnold Schwarzenegger took, and a lot of these guys that you see out there that look like, wow, that's incredible, it's probably because it's performance-enhancing drugs. And it can be addictive.

It's probably the most idolatrous thing out there, is that self, if I don't have my abs just right, this calf's a little smaller. It's a very self-focused, self-absorbed type of industry. And because of that, then I was working out, and I met a girl at that time, 1991 I believe it was, and that's when I conceded to an abortion.

And I drove her to the abortion clinic down off Mission Drive, down by El Presidente restaurant off the 405. I still know where it's at, I looked it up online actually this week, I want to go down there and just pray.

And it wasn't a big deal then, but it's a big deal when I came back to the Lord. It's been 30 years. And those are seeds of brokenness that God began to plant. And then a year after that, I ended up in the hospital for four days.

And what steroids can do is they can, they produce a tremendous amount of testosterone. So you get very angry, it's called roid rage, and you'll hear a lot on the news, road rage. Road rage, which I think is due to high levels of caffeine, but I'm going to save that for my fitness talk.

But roid rage is real, because you just get so angry with all the extra testosterone. And the stress of that, the immune system is working overtime. I end up in the hospital with strep throat, and it went to my heart as a secondary viral infection they call myopericarditis, an inflammation of the heart muscle.

And so I was sitting in the emergency room having a hard time breathing, and as you know, they're not real fast over there. Nothing's changed in the emergency room. And so about an hour into it, they finally hooked up an EKG, and I remember all things.

She goes, I need a cardiologist here, stat, sir, we got to get, and they got me on a gurney and they started to wheel me away. They thought I was having a mild heart attack at 20, I think it was about 23, 1991-ish or so, 1992.

And spent four days in the hospital. That didn't wake me up. Still got back out and causing trouble and all kinds of things. And I remember when that went to the heart, they said I'm very susceptible now to upper respiratory viral infections.

So when people say I'm not concerned about COVID, trust me. If I get something like that, and every time I get strep throat, I have to jump right on it. Usually I don't take amoxicillin or antibiotics.

I try to take clodial silver and supplement natural remedies that work really well. If you jump on it, vitamin, high vitamin C, high vitamins, and you really just kill the disease. Because antibiotics, I'm not against it, but the word means anti, against life.

It kills all, even the good bacteria. Sometimes you need to do that. They need to give me that in the hospital. But sometimes you need to allow the body, because too much of that is going to create a lot of problems too as you get older.

So that was just a side note. So at that age, got out of the hospital. They told me I'm susceptible. If I ever get strep throat again, I got to jump right on it. You don't want any type of upper respiratory things because you're now susceptible to that area.

And that's exactly what COVID is. So now in this downtime, my dad had to let me go. Construction was plummeting, and I was running heavy equipment. By now, my dad put me on a backhoe. You know what that is?

John Deere backhoe for controls and running. He just set, he put me out in the desert. Right now, right now there's a storage there, Quartz Hill mini storage. I don't know if you've seen it. Right behind the laundry mat on 50th Street West.

That just used to be all desert. And he would put me on that and say, okay, dig some holes and I'll be back later. And I'm like, what is this? So figuring it out, hands on, and then crossing gas lines, water lines, water mains, and you get, you just get, after you break some things, you get a little bit better.

I've broken gas lines and water lines, smaller ones. But anyway, so that, he had to let me go because there wasn't enough work. I remember that was a very difficult time for them. And I started working at a place called Family Fitness Centers.

Anybody remember that name? How about, how about 24 hour fitness? What happened is Family Fitness Centers, I was a managing partner. We merged with 24 hour Nautilus in the Bay Area and became 24 hour fitness.

I have a clip from there too. Do you want to see that one? I'll make this real quick. First off, I want to thank Wayne for being a great district manager, our coordinator, Christine for not letting anything slip by, and the whole staff out there in Lancaster.

I appreciate everything. Just keep everything positive. I want to also thank Ray Wilson for making this possible. Thanks. It is kind of funny looking back now, but so at 24 hour fitness, I did what I know to do best and that's work out and people want to look like you.

And so you sell memberships. But I truly believed in the product, you know, $100 down, 15 a month, give me a break. Look at this place. And so I was very good salesman. I worked my way up to manager of the facility in Lancaster, the old location in Lancaster.

And then they put me over multiple locations. At one time I had Santa Clarita off of Via Princesa Road and Victorville. I opened up East Palmdale when it was formerly a different gym, and then the one by the mall.

And I remember we signed 20 year leases, so I guess the 20 year leases are up now. And so I was managing, district manager of these 24 hour fitness centers. And I had a lot of employees now, and here's this guy, barely graduated high school by the way with a 1 .8.

Anybody here? It's good? Okay. But it's funny, once I came back to God, now I can't stop reading. Now I can't stop learning and growing because now it's the things I want to do. It really, really opened up my eyes to a lot of things.

But so you got, now you've got this 25 year old, 24 year old kid, and I'm over 150 employees. So you have to learn very quickly how to relate to people. I had to learn profit loss statements. You know what those are?

If you're in business, I had board allocated budgets where a board of directors would give me, let's say a $300 ,000 goal every month that I had to hit. I had to answer to them. I had EEO, equal opportunity, things I had to deal with, sexual harassment.

We had 300 kids in our child care services over the course of a month. And so God, now I see I use a lot of that now to help lead a church. In one sense, it's 10 times easier than leading a business, because you're not focused on financials and beating yourself every month.

And all these things, you're just focused on serving God, and God brings in all the other things. So working seven days a week, I was a workaholic, right? If you've been there, you know that it's hard to break that.

You want to work, you work, you work, you work, you work. That's how you measure success. But God doesn't measure success by work. He measures it by faithfulness. So on one hand, you have lazy people.

On the other hand, you have workaholics, and I was on this side. And so all of that paid off financially. I think I was making around $15 ,000 to $20 ,000 a month as a district manager and built a custom house in Quartz Hill, California at 25 years old.

Everything was going great, but you take a broken child from a broken home, and it leads to a broken marriage. So, I was married in 1994 for a few years, and anger, addiction, and arrogance took its toll.

And I want to be careful at this part because people from my past watch these sermons, and they let me know it, and so I want to portray a correct picture here that I often, and I always have, take responsibility, I believe, as the man.

I was concerned about myself, my focus. I loved to get drunk on the weekends and work Monday through Friday. That was my life. Nobody would interrupt it. Nobody would tell me what to do. And pride is deadly because you don't think you have it, when in reality, you do.

And just being that type of strong-willed, it ended in the deterioration of a marriage. And then something happened while we were still married where she actually met someone else, and it turned into a pattern of different men.

And here I am doing my own thing, drinking, and just not chasing God, chasing everything but God, the world, and it ended in divorce. So looking back, I had a biblical, what they would call a biblical reason for divorce.

Because sometimes when you divorce, we take divorce pretty seriously at this church. If it's unbiblical, the Bible's clear, you've got to stay separated. You can't remarry. But if there are biblical areas where you're released, biblically speaking, then I believe God opens that door for future relationships.

But what people don't understand is that 1998, that was a year of decadence. It ended in divorce, but it also ended on me going just crazy, trying to run even further from God. I remember, as I shared last night, I was at kind of a wake-up call, I was at the old Schooners location.

If you don't know where that's at, that's good. If you do, I hope you, you know, well, we'll leave it there. One of the bouncers from Schooners is now one of our ushers, so it's kind of funny. Anyway, I was leaving there, I took my friend's Mustang keys, he didn't know it, and I was heading down Avenue J at about 90 miles an hour and decided to hit the nitrous oxide switch.

And when I hit that switch, I'll never forget, and that thing took off. It was at least 120, and I was still going, and it started shaking. And I thought, if this goes off the road, those poles are coming by very quick, I'm done here.

And I made it home, I remember I began to think that night, man, Lord, this, and begin to, because you would pray now and then, you know, oh, Lord, just help me, and you know, God on my terms, and God on your terms will never work.

It's his way or no way. He doesn't say, let's make a deal, he says, this is the deal. And we line up with that. And so this year, 1998, God finally, after just, you know, you get sick of being sick and tired, have you ever been there?

You're sick of addiction taking over, you're sick of being sick and tired, and in 1999, I remember it was January, I was hungover, I turned on the TV, and there's this preacher on there. And I don't know how I knew it, but I knew that's what I want to do.

He was speaking at a large men's conference, he was talking about, are you on a detour to your destiny? And he was talking about Samson, how the enemy took out his eyes, and he started to talk about, is your vision gone?

Your vision for your life, your calling, is it gone? And I began to weep. I mean, have you ever wept? I mean, like, where there's snot coming out, not to be too graphic, and I'm just on the floor and I'm weeping, and I'm crying, oh God, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, just weeping, and weeping, and weeping.

And that was a changed moment. That was a changed moment. Something happened where now I just want more of the Bible, I would read the Bible, just read the Bible. I would turn off Faith Hill and Tim McGraw, and I would put on—is that, are they still around?

Okay, how about Luke Bryan? I would turn that off, and I would put on Hillsong, the old stuff with Darlene Check, and all these Hillsong, and all these old hymns, and I would just begin to worship. I'm like, the word of God is coming alive, and I love this worship, and you see this big change is taking place in my life.

Bye-bye George Strait, bye-bye Coors Banquet, now I'm getting focused on God and His word, and things are changing, and now I'm feeling this desire to maybe teach, or maybe write, and everything just shifted, and just gave it up, gave it up.

But I remember, here's where you gotta be careful, not beat yourself up, and never forget, I'm about—when does a fair normally start? August? So I'm six, seven months into this, I'm just loving the Lord, and here's when I knock on my door, my old friend Jim with the Mustang, he's got two 40-ounce Mickey's Big Mouths, and we're going to the fair, and instead of me being the shot caller, he was.

And I fell again. And anybody who's been there, you know it's a struggle. Sometimes God doesn't just set you free, praise God when He does. But sometimes it's a battle, it's a struggle, addiction, things don't always just leave, because the enemy has that root there, that anchor to you sometimes, and if you open that door again, I've been just talking to people, I don't know why, but God has given me a heart for those struggling in this area, in different areas of addiction, and it's amazing how they don't understand if you open that door again, it's going to come back in harder, it's going to be harder.

You're going to go into deeper bondage, and they say, I'm fine now, I'm okay now, that was a while ago. No, it's not. I don't know how much to share, I mean there's so much, but I remember another time, I think it's okay to share, I guess it will.

My wife, and I hadn't had a drink in 2000, I met her until 2008, seven years, eight years, six years, seven years, 2002 to, 2001 to 2008, and a friend of mine wanted to go fishing, and he said, hey, you can probably have a beer now, right, I'm like, oh, absolutely.

Seven years, oh, bad mistake, because once you take the one, you lose control, and that one turned into 12, and see, once he has you, you can't go back out of bondage he delivered you from, seven, eight years later, 10 years later.

Maybe some of you can, good for you, but most people can't. What the enemy used to take you down once, he will use again to take you down again, and again, some people struggle for their whole life, but be encouraged, God will hold you up, get back on track, keep fighting, keep moving forward, and so this year of 1999, I began to turn back to God, I began to love the things of God, I began to go to church, I actually began to contend for my marriage, I contended for my marriage all throughout the rest of 98, 1999, 2000, praying, contending, that's what we do, correct?

So for three years, I remained single, I was willing to forgive all that, and she was gonna hopefully forgive me of all my past sins, and that never happened, God never allowed that door to open. Looking back, I thank God for unanswered prayers, remember that country song?

Thank God for unanswered prayers. God bless the broken road that led me straight to you. And so three years of being single, and then I met Morgan. At this time, by now, I was just now leaving the gym, and God was making a wrong turn right, and I left the gym industry, met Morgan, I actually saw her at the gym, 24-hour fitness by the mall, and you're dating one of my employees, and I would go around going, how did he get her?

How did this guy get her? That just blows my mind, unbelievable. You know, I'm a new believer back, right? I'm just coming back home, don't judge me too hard. But long story short, eventually about a year later or so, saw her at church, and we went out, and then as I say, the rest is history, the five kids, and a lot of different things that God has done in our lives, and again, we're going to talk about that, hopefully at some point, because it's an interesting story that I think a lot of people will benefit from with highs and lows and ups and downs, and maintaining that commitment.

But I left the gym industry, and my first book, What Works When Diets Don't, came out, and I wanted to challenge the weight loss industry, and show people, this is what really works. You can't take a pill and lose 30 pounds in 30 days.

You can't wear a belt, and hopefully it works. You can't do a thousand sit-ups and all these things, and here's what really works. One thing is, eat really good, and move more and eat less. Just a key out there.

But people say, oh, that's a form of dieting. Well, kind of, but you got to watch the intake. You start to put too much gas in your vehicle, it's going to come out. So anyway, I wrote that first book, and you might be saying, how did you write books with a one-point grade average?

You couldn't write very well, and I still can't spell certain words very well. Grammar is not in my wheelhouse, but I'll tell you how, a mom who was very persistent on editing, and I would give her the first manuscript, and it would just look like a bomb hit it.

I'm like, what is all of this? Have you heard of redlining in paper if you're in college? They would just, she would just cross out the whole page. At the top she'd say, Shane, people don't want to hear about this, get right to the point.

And so just this humiliating, and humiliating, and humiliating, and you get it down, you get it down, and she goes right like a newspaper columnist, clean, crisp, right to the point. And she would just edit it, clean it up, add her thought, and just, oh, it was a painful process.

But I could tell it was getting better. I'm like, oh, that's a good point. That sounds better. And so the first book came out, and then the rest she would help me edit, and I wouldn't edit as much, I wouldn't need her as much as I got a little bit better at editing my own books and would need her now and then.

And she got busier. She was a marriage and family therapist. And so that opened up speaking engagements, and from those speaking engagements we eventually decided to plant this church in September of 2010 in Lancaster, California.

And again, all that's on the 30-minute video about the 10-year history of that. I don't want to talk a lot about that, but I do want to just leave you with some key takeaways from this. Number one, be encouraged in this area.

God looks at your heart. God looks at your heart, not where you're at, not your circumstances, not your appearance. So many people think, oh, God must love me because of my appearance. No, he's no respecter of persons.

He's a respecter of principles. And God will look at your heart. First Corinthians 126, but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise. So basically, he's saying God chooses the foolish things.

So you don't think you're qualified. You don't think you're gifted. Oh, I could never do that. I don't look the part. I could never be a pastor. If anybody should not be up here, it's me. And God takes the least likely.