God's Dwelling Place - 1st Floor, a Clean Heart — Zac Poonen

God's Perfect Love as the Foundation

We were looking at God's dwelling place and seeing that the foundation for this house that we're building to be God's dwelling place is His perfect love for us. The Bible begins with the words, In the beginning, God.

Those are the first four words in the Bible. And if we make that the rule of our life in everything, we will live the Christian life the way God wants us to. In the beginning, God. When we seek to do God's work, in the beginning, God.

Not the need. A lot of people start with the need. That's the problem. They get into a lot of problems when they try to serve the Lord on the basis of need. Because need is everywhere. I don't seek to serve the Lord like that.

I live in a country where there's tremendous need. And if I go on the basis of need, I would have become a nervous wreck ages ago. But I'm a very happy Christian because for me, in the beginning, it's not need.

It's God. That means I try to understand what God wants me to do. And what God wants me to do may be to meet only a small fraction of the need. And that's all I do. I leave the rest to God because He's the master of the vineyard.

It applies in many areas. In our daily life, how do you begin your day? What's the first thing you think of when you get up in the morning? I hope it's God. It should be, if you're a Christian, in the beginning, God.

I'm not talking about a religious ritual of reading your Bible. A lot of the Pharisees read their Bible in the morning, but it didn't make them any better. I'm talking about God, and there's a lot of difference between God and the Bible.

A lot of people who read the Bible can be religious. People who read the Bible killed others who read the Bible. And even today, people who read the Bible say a lot of evil things about other people who read the Bible.

But when you begin the day with God, that means when you wake up, before you got out of bed, you open your heart to God. God is your first thought when you wake up. That's the way God meant us to live.

Building God's Dwelling Place According to His Pattern

In the beginning of everything in my life, it must be God. When I seek to build a dwelling place for God, when Moses began to build a dwelling place for God, we saw that expression in our last study. About 18 times it comes in chapter 39 and 40, just as the Lord commanded Moses.

Now, I don't know whether you've seen a picture of the tabernacle, but it's one of the most unimpressive buildings you can ever think of. It doesn't even look like a proper tent. And Moses, who was trained in the academies of Egypt, where they used to build pyramids, which are the wonders of the world in those days.

Even today, people wonder how they managed to put all those stones together that you can hardly slip a blade through them. How do they get them so smooth? You know, if Moses was the unbroken man that he was at the age of 40, and God had given him this pattern of the tabernacle, he'd have said, just leave it to me, God, I'll do a much better job than what you've described here.

I have studied construction in the academies of Egypt, just leave it to me, I'll make a grand thing for you. And he would have. The only thing that would be missing would be the glory of God. It wouldn't have come down upon it, because it would have been built according to the wisdom of Egypt.

See, this is the trouble with a lot of churches today. They are built according to the wisdom of Egypt, where man follows the principle of the business world, tries to spread the gospel just like Coca-Cola salesmen spread Coca-Cola, and the end result is the glory of God is missing.

You have grand impressive structures and statistics and annual reports and everything else, the only thing missing is the glory of God. Whereas, by the time he was 80, God had done such a work in Moses of breaking him thoroughly, that he didn't even think of suggesting to God any modifications or changes to that very simple tabernacle.

He did it exactly like the Lord told him. I remember reading a poem many years ago, more than 30 years ago, as a young man that challenged me, where the Lord says, how he's looking all over the earth for someone who will listen to him.

He says, I'm looking for one who will wait and watch for my beckoning hand and my eye, who will work in my manner the work I give and the work I give not pass by. And oh, the joy that is brought to me, says the Lord, when one such as this I can find, a man who will do all my will, who is set to study his master's mind.

That's what God's looking for. He's not looking for clever people. That's why he chose fishermen, who would not modify his plan. And when he did choose Moses, he had to take him for 40 years in the wilderness to thrash out all that wisdom of Egypt from his system.

And he found the best way to thrash it out was make him look after sheep, make him live with his father-in-law for 40 years. Boy, that can teach you a lot of things. And the end result was, he was thoroughly broken.

He would not modify anything that God told him. It's amazing what God can do to a broken man. The trouble in Christendom today is we have unbroken people trying to do the work of God. People who have a lot of knowledge, who have gone to the equivalent of the Egyptian academies that Moses went to, Bible schools, seminaries, all types of things, but they are not broken.

They feel they can modify God's plan for bringing up their children, for building the church. They read what the psychologists of the 20th century have to say, rather than what the book of Proverbs has to say about bringing up children.

They read what church growth movement scholars have to say, rather than what the Bible says about how churches are to be built. And no wonder there is confusion. I am not surprised. That's God's judgment on people who are unbroken.

There will be confusion. There will be chaos. Because a man has to reap what he has sown. You can't expect to sow rotten seed and get a good harvest. So, we need to see the way God has shown it in Scripture.

And I believe one of the most important things, when we come to build God's dwelling place, is to recognize that we have to do it God's way. And to do it God's way, I have to give up my own way. And the first thing I need to take care of is the foundation.

The Foundation Before Christian Service

Before I get busy all doing God's work, I say, don't do God's work, just hang on. A lot of people today are being urged to build a third story. Well, I am all for building the third story. But I have seen enough people running around trying to build a third story, and the whole thing collapses.

After so many years, because they don't have a foundation, they don't have a first story, and they don't have a second story. How in the world can you build a third story? How in the world can you do God's work and build a church, when you don't have a foundation, and you don't have the foundation, and you are not absolutely sure of God's perfect love for you?

You haven't got a walk with God, you don't have a home, and you are trying to build a church. I say, brother, forget it. Go and do something else. If you want to do God's work, do it like Moses did, exactly according to God's way.

Let God thrash out the wisdom of Egypt out of your brain. The apostles never had any of that, because they came straight from secular work into full-time Christian work. They didn't, fortunately, they didn't go through some Bible school or something like that, and get some empty degree, before they started serving the Lord.

That was their salvation. The only man you read of in the Bible, who went through a Bible school, was Paul. He had spent three years with Gamaliel, before his conversion. Got a degree from there, and therefore, if you read in Galatians 1, that God sent him to Arabia for three years, to thrash out all that chaff from his head, and said, okay, you got rid of all that chaff, now come, I'll serve you.

You can serve me. Peter didn't need that, three years in Arabia, because he had not been to Gamaliel's school. Do you see God's way? God places no value on all this human education. He's got another system of education, which is primarily to break us, and to teach us obedience.

To do things exactly as He says. To say, not my will, but thine be done. To recognize His love for us. To put Him in the beginning in everything. To seek His will about a move. To seek His glory in all things.

To seek His purposes, and not our own gain. And when God finds a man like that, who's willing to do that all through his life, God can do amazing things, through one man. And if you look back over church history, you'll find that God has very often been able to do a lot more through one man, like Paul, than through hundreds of other believers.

What is the secret? Just think if all those hundreds became like Paul. What a fantastic work God could have done, even in the first century. But, you read in the first century, of backslidden people, of elders, for example in Sardis, who haven't named that they're alive, but they're dead.

Laodicean elders who are wretched and miserable and poor and blind and naked and still think they're very spiritual. Why was that? They were not broken. We find Christendom in exactly the same state today.

We find Christian leaders who are running after money, who are immoral, impure, and producing a bunch of people who know how to say the right things and sway to the right music and clap their hands and raise their hands, but who are not spiritual.

And who can't build a dwelling place for God. That's the tragedy today. And people are moved by all that they see of crowds. God is not. God looks for a pure dwelling place. He doesn't want a big bush, but He wants a bush that is completely on fire.

Controlled by the Holy Spirit in every single part of it. You know when that bush was on fire, no germ or bacteria could ever live in that bush. It was on fire. And that's how it is when God sets a man on fire, or a house on fire, a home I mean, a Christian home, or a church.

The fundamental thing there is purity. Fire is used to purify. And that's the picture we see in God's first dwelling place. So we saw something about the foundation. God's perfect love for us. Now we want to go on from there and think of the first story that we're building on that foundation.

A Clean Heart as the Channel of Ministry

Before we can build our home, before we can build God's house, we have to allow God to do a work in our own heart. That's very important. Because the heart is the channel through which the river from heaven is going to flow to a needy world.

See God's method of ministry is not to stuff my head with a whole lot of knowledge and then I stand before people and vomit it out. A lot of preaching is like that. Some person, he's got to preach on Sunday morning so he sits down on Saturday and got all his books and tapes and everything and stuffs his head with knowledge and prepares a very impressive intellectual sermon and stands up on Sunday morning and vomits it out before people.

And those poor people have to eat that vomit. It is that. It's not God's word. It's just man's opinion, very cleverly presented. And how much do you think children are going to grow if they got to eat vomit every day?

That's the reason why many Christians don't grow. They're not getting solid food because the channel is impure. Jesus said, when you're filled with the Holy Spirit, rivers of living water will flow out from your innermost being.

When you go to Revelation chapter 22, you'll find that that river starts in the throne of God. John says, I saw a river flowing from the throne of God in the land. That's the Holy Spirit flowing from the Father and the Son.

But it's looking for a channel through which to flow. For 2000 years, the Holy Spirit's been on earth looking for channels wherever possible. You know how rivers are? You see how rivers have cut through rocks and made a channel in different parts of the world?

The Holy Spirit's like that. Always wherever He can find someone who will open up to Him. He doesn't force. He seeks to find a way so that He can flow to other needy people in the world. But that channel has to be clean.

Otherwise what flows out is something of God and a lot of myself. That's why the Bible says, even when a man prophesies, you have to judge it. Whether it's from God or not. And I believe one of the biggest mistakes in the charismatic movement is that people blindly swallow prophecies without judging whether it's from God or not.

And lot of people get led astray. And if they make a mess of their lives, they deserve to become a mess because they did not listen to God's word. They listened to a man. And if you listen to a man rather than to God, you deserve to have a mess in your life.

Sure. Who told you, a creature of God, to listen to a man when God has given you His word? If you were some ignorant barbarian who did not have the Bible in your language, I can understand. You can be forgiven.

But you had a Bible in your own language and you ignored that and listened to what some arrogant man got up and said, thus said the Lord. You deserve it, brother, sister. I'm sorry to say it. You deserve it for dishonoring God and exalting a man to that position which God should have in your life.

The best you can do now is repent and God can sort out that problem. But you have to put God in the beginning in your life if you want everything sorted out. What flows through men, through the best of men, is polluted to some extent by that man's personality.

And that's why if we want to do God's work, we have to first cleanse our own heart. Very, very important. But coming back to prophecy, I believe prophecy is like when a man gives a prophecy, it's like somebody giving me a banana to eat.

What do you do when you get a banana? Monkeys eat it as it is, but we peel it because we know there is a skin there. And when a man prophesies, I've seen sometimes the skin is so thick that I have to peel off most of it, 99 of it.

There's about 1 of God in it. And that's all I take. I don't eat the skin. I'm not a monkey. I throw the skin away. The more mature and the more godly that man is, the thinner the skin. And I've seen bananas with very thin skin, plenty of matter inside.

And I've heard prophecies like that. But there's very little of the man. It's almost entirely of God. But you must judge that. Even when the Apostle Paul got up in Berea to speak. You know what it says about the Bereans?

Have you noticed this verse in Acts chapter 17? Acts of the Apostles chapter 17, it says in verse 10, The brethren sent Paul and Silas by night to Berea. And the people in Berea were more noble-minded than those in Thessalonica, verse 11, because, why does the Holy Spirit call them noble-minded?

Because they received the word with great eagerness. They paid attention in the meeting. They were listening to what Paul was saying. Very carefully paying attention to every word he was saying. And then, they didn't accept it.

Even though it was the great Apostle Paul speaking. They went home, examined the Scriptures daily, compared what Paul was saying with the Scriptures, to see whether these things were so. And therefore, verse 12, they believed.

Why did they believe? After comparing what this great Apostle Paul said with the Scriptures. And if you have that habit, you'll be saved from deception. You'll be saved from all deception. They listened to Paul,.

And they said, well praise the Lord, Brother Paul, it was good to hear you, but we'd like to check up on the Scriptures to see whether what you say is right. I know you're a great Apostle and all that, but we'd still like to check with the Scriptures.

And Paul didn't get offended with that. He was delighted. Hey, these are the type of people I want.

These are the type of people with whom we can really do something solid. Because they don't even accept what I say. They check with the Scriptures. That means they won't accept what any preacher to this place preaches before comparing it with Scripture, and that'll be their salvation.

And have you noticed? There is no letter to the Buryans in the Scriptures. Why is there letters to the Corinthians correcting the wrong teachings there? Letters to the Galatians correcting the wrong teachings there?

Letters to the Thessalonians correcting the wrong teachings there? But no letter to the Buryans. Because there was no wrong teaching. There cannot be a wrong teaching where people refuse to accept any preacher without comparing what he says with the Scriptures.

I wish we had more Buryans today. Real Buryans. Not just to give that name to that church. But real Buryans who follow the Scriptures. Exactly. So that's the way we can be protected from a lot of false prophecy these days.

And that's why I say if you want to serve the Lord it's important that your heart is clean. We have to cleanse ourselves. There are two types of cleansing the Bible speaks of in the New Testament. One is the cleansing that God does for us.

And the other is the cleansing that we have to do. There are two sides of the same coin. And if you got only one side a coin printed only on one side or a currency note printed on only one side you got a counterfeit.

Throw it away. If you got a real currency note it will be printed on both sides. And the cleansing the Bible speaks of is God cleansing us and you cleansing yourself. Now most Christians have got a currency note, a gospel where only God does the cleansing.

The other side is blank. I say it's a counterfeit. However right the other side may be it's still a counterfeit because one side is blank. How many of you would accept a currency note printed only on one side?

Why have you accepted a gospel printed only on one side? Because you have not carefully studied the scriptures. Let me show you. 1 John 1 verse 7 and 9. It's very simple. Even a child can explain this and understand it.

Who does the cleansing here? That's my question. It's very simple. Very simple answer. 1 John 1 7 If you walk in the light as he is in the light we have fellowship with one another and the blood of Jesus his son cleanses us from all sin.

My question is who does the cleansing? God or me? Who? There is no catch in the question. Very simple. God. Who cleanses you from all sin? The blood of Jesus his son cleanses you from all sin. That's God doing it.

You only walk in the light. That's all. Verse 9 Who does the cleansing? If we confess our sins he is faithful and righteous forgive us our sins cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Who does the cleansing?

God. What was my part? I confess my sin. There is no way I can cleanse my past guilt. A thousand good works won't do it. I have to let God do it. My part is only to confess my sin and say Lord I am sorry this is what I did I repent, I turn from it.

He cleanses me. Thoroughly. Perfectly. There is no guilt concerning my past life. I need to know this cleansing. I need to know not only that I am cleansed I also need to know that he does not remember my sin anymore.

You know a lot of us still remember the thing we did last year or that thing we did two years ago and it's there. You know who is reminding you? That's the devil. Without a doubt. If you have confessed it.

If you have not confessed it then it's probably the Holy Spirit reminding you. But if you have confessed it even once you don't need to confess it a second time because it's cleansed. But you say oh but it was a terrible sin.

Is there a different method of confessing terrible sins and less terrible sins? I don't see it in scripture. It just says if we confess our sins. Just by the way all sin is terrible. Let me mention that to you.

In God's eyes. It may not be terrible in your eyes but all sin is terrible. And if you confess your sins you have repented of it to the best of your knowledge you have said it right with God and man it's cleansed.

Not only cleansed it says in Hebrews 8 .12 the Lord says I will not remember their sins anymore. Now we need to understand this verse. The sins I did 40 years ago. Don't you? Don't you remember what? Sins you did last year or 10 years ago?

And is it possible that God does not remember what I can remember? It's not that God says to me well I don't know what you did 20 years ago. He doesn't say that. That would be a lie. Because God knows very well what I did 20 years ago.

He does not say I will forget. It's very important to understand this. God does not say I will forget. He says I will not remember. Which means I choose not to remember. It's a choice. God says I have chosen not to remember what you did in the past.

Because it's under the blood of my son it's gone. And therefore when God looks at me today He does not remember a single thing against me that I did in all my life. Because the blood of Jesus cleansed me.

That's the meaning of being justified. To be justified means just as if I never sinned. Simple meaning of justified. Just as if I never sinned. Because God does not remember my past. It's very very important to have this assurance if we want to serve the Lord.

Not only concerning sins I did 10 years ago but sins I did this morning. How long does it take for the blood to cleanse us? Is there a time gap? No. God's word acts immediately. When God said let there be light what happened?

What do you think happened? Did about 10 hours pass before something happened? I don't think so. When God said let the trees come up out of the earth what do you think happened? Immediately. Boy I would like to see that how it happens.

The trees came up. It wasn't a slow... No there was nothing slow. When God says something it was like that. And when God cleanses us from sin it's exactly like that. It's not a 10 hour process. It's immediate.

If you have confessed your sin He's cleansed you. If you haven't confessed He's not cleansed you. That's all there is to it. And sin must be confessed in the circle in which it is committed. If I sinned only against God I confess only to God.

Like thoughts, attitudes I confess only to God. If I've sinned against you as well like shouted at you or hurt you or cheated you I confess to God and I said it right with you also. Blood cleanses me.

It's gone. Why do I need to set it right with you? Because that is the proof of my repentance. How do I know I've repented if I don't come and apologize to you? There's no proof that I've repented. How do you know Zacchaeus repented?

Because he said I'll go back and give all that I've stolen wrongfully. And Jesus said Ah! Salvation has then come. Salvation didn't come till Zacchaeus decided to do that. But once he did that it came immediately even though it may have taken 5 years for him to go and return all that money.

The moment you take a decision Jesus says Salvation has come. You need to believe God is true. The blood has cleansed me. The mighty power of the blood of Jesus is such that my entire life has been put under the blood and I stand before God.

Imagine how how you'd feel if you had never sinned in your whole life. Can you picture that? Just imagine that from the day you were born till today you never committed one single sin in thought or word or deed or attitude or motive.

Boy! You'd have such tremendous confidence to come before God. For that is the confidence I have. Because that's what the blood did with my past life. Now, if you don't believe that the blood of Jesus Christ has done that with your past life you're actually dishonoring God.

You think that your sin is greater than the power of His blood. That's the greatest insult you can give to God. To think that your sin is so much greater. Yeah, the little temper you lost and all the blood can cleanse but that terrible thing you did last year Oh, that I don't know whether the blood can cleanse me.

Well, according to your faith be it unto you the blood will not cleanse you. Because you don't believe it. You live with the torment of that day after day, year after year just because you don't believe.

But if you believe the blood of Jesus cleanses you from all sin. And He does not remember your iniquities anymore. You know, I have a little theory. I think, you know haven't you met believers who are always so eager to rake up somebody else's sin.

Who are always glad to expose other people's weaknesses and failures and tell you stories about the evil things that other people did. I mean, they rarely talk about the good things other people did. But they have a tremendous memory for all the evil things that other people have done.

And they want to go around from house to house telling people this person did this and that person said this and this person did this. I have a theory. They rake up the past in other people because they are not completely sure that God has blotted out their own past.

But when a person think how will you feel how do you think about this? Think of the evil maybe immoral things that you did in your life that God has covered up so beautifully that not even your best friends know about it.

Isn't that good of God? Isn't it so good of God that all the stupid things you did in your life He's covered up? Can't you be good to other people like God's been good to you? That's how we should be.

Love covers a multitude of sin. When a man is justified by the blood of Jesus Christ he's so grateful that God has covered his entire past that he's not interested in exposing anybody else's sin. If you are interested in exposing somebody else's sin I would say there's something wrong in your relationship with God.

You probably haven't got your past covered up. You need to come before God and repent and believe the blood of Jesus. God says I will not remember your sins anymore. It's a wonderful position to be in.

Justification, Cleansing, and Authority Over Satan

It gives me such authority over Satan that when I confront Satan in a demon possessed person or in a situation where Satan has entrenched himself I have authority over him. I have authority over him because I'm standing there as a sinless man.

Sinless man? That's right. A sinless man confronting Satan. If there was sin in my life I wouldn't have that authority. How did I become sinless? Because of the blood of Jesus Christ. You know what the Bible says in Revelation 12, 11?

They overcame Satan by the blood of the Lamb. Not by their shouting and yelling. By the blood of the Lamb. That's what gives us authority. A heart that is clean. Very important. We are building the first story here of God's dwelling place.

A heart that's totally cleansed justified declared righteous and therefore I can lift up my head with boldness. You know the difference between being forgiven and being justified? A lot of believers don't know.

And one of the best illustrations I could use is this. Supposing I'm taken to court on 101 charges of all types of crimes I've committed and the judge carefully examines all of them and the prosecution has proved every last one of them I'm guilty but the judge in great mercy says you're forgiven.

You can go free. I'm happy. And as I walk out of the courtroom and all the town has gathered to see what punishment they gave for me I say I've been forgiven but I'm a criminal. Forgiven. I walk with my head hanging down deeply grateful for being forgiven but deeply aware that I'm a crook and a cheat and a criminal who's been forgiven.

And every time I walk through the town I walk with my head down because everybody around me knows this is the forgiven criminal. That's forgiveness. I'm happy. I'm not in jail. I've been forgiven. Now let me describe being justified.

Justified. Back to the courtroom again and now here I'm being charged with all those crimes and the judge examines everything any substance in any of these charges. This man's not guilty of any of these things.

He is a righteous man. Again I walk out of the courtroom. Again happy but this time my head is lifted up. I'm not walking with my head hanging down. I've got nothing to be ashamed of. I was accused of 101 things none of which were true.

I walked through that town for the rest of my life with my head lifted up. In both cases I'm free but in one case I have a confidence and a boldness which I didn't have in the previous case. That's the difference between justified and forgiven.

I've met multitudes of believers. Most of them are forgiven. They don't believe they are justified. They are so unsure when they come to God they don't know whether God will listen to them. They are so scared of the devil.

They are so scared that somebody will do black magic on them. I met a Pentecostal pastor once. A Pentecostal pastor. A man who is supposed to believe in the baptism of the Holy Spirit. He said, Brother Zach, I was paralyzed for 8 -9 months.

I said, what happened? He said, Oh, the neighbors did some witchcraft on me and I was down there in bed and I was struggling. I said, where was Jesus all those 8 -9 months? What is he doing? I'm amazed that the devil could touch a person who is supposed to be a child of God.

The devil has got no right to touch us. Absolutely not. You know, there are people who spin all types of theories which are not in scripture. They say, you've got to shout and yell at the demons otherwise they won't go.

It's a lot of rubbish. I never see Jesus shouting or yelling at a demon any time. He just spoke quietly, a word of authority. I remember once whispering and 30 feet away the demon left a person.

The person in the front row didn't hear me. Yeah. And the other thing they say is, Oh, be careful. When you cast out demons from people that there are no children around, don't do it in your home. I've cast out demons in my home with the children all around.

Nothing happens. How in the world can the devil do that?

I find believers are so scared of the devil. You know why? They are forgiven. They don't believe they are justified. They don't believe they stand as sinless people before sin. Why? Because they don't believe in the blood of Jesus Christ.

They don't believe what the Bible says. They believe what the devil says about the blood rather than what the Bible says about the blood. What can God do? God can't do anything for somebody who will not believe his plain word.

It's so important if you want to build this first story strong that you recognize what the blood of Jesus Christ has done for you. The confidence it gives you before God and the boldness it gives you before Satan.

The Fatherhood of God in the New Covenant

Both are equally important. That when I go to God I go to Him as my Father. I'm going to my Dad. You know in the Old Testament they couldn't go to God like that. You look at the Old Testament and nobody calls God Father.

It's Oh Lord God, Great and Terrible God, Almighty God and all those words. That's all they called Him. But Jesus said when you pray say Father. Our Father, Lord in Heaven. And you notice that difference between the Old Testament and the New Testament.

In the Old Testament nobody could call God Father because nobody was born again. They could not be born again. They could not become children of God. They were God's people but not God's children. To illustrate that it would be like some managing director of a huge factory.

You know there are some people who work in a factory for 40 years and never see the managing director even once. They don't even know what he looks like. There's some great figure up there who lives in his air-conditioned office who runs this whole show.

Well I'm a small little person working in this factory. That's how a lot of Christians live before God. He can say I'm an employee of this factory but I don't know who the managing director is. He's there.

He provides. He gives me my salary. He takes care of my needs but I don't know who he is. He's a kind man. But this man can never dream of going into the managing director's office or even if he does go for an interview he has to go through the proper channel and get permission from so many people before he ever gets in.

But what about the child of that managing director? He doesn't go through any secretary or anything. He just walks into his dad's office and goes and sits in his father's lap. That's our position in the New Covenant.

Do you recognize that? Do you recognize that? You can go and sit in God's lap and say, Dad, I'd like to tell you something. You can tell him everything that you told your earthly father as a little boy or girl.

That's the relationship God wants you to have with him. You can tell him your little problems. You can tell him your little sorrows. Yeah. It's exactly like a child with his father. See, if you don't have that type of relationship with God, it's because you're being plagued by the devil, by the memory of your past sin.