O, Magnify The Lord - [Luke 1:46-56]

Speaking of singing and responses. I don't know about you, but I love to sing. I Probably am a better singer in my mind than in real life. But I love to sing and one of the things that happened to me when I became a Christian Is that didn't mind singing in front of other people?

I knew I couldn't sing well, but I thought I just want to sing the praises of God. I Went to Calvary Chapel when I first was a Christian and they didn't have any screens and it was Maranatha songs. And there were no hymnals and so I secretly I don't know why it was secret.

Well I guess I do. It's my pride. But I secretly brought in a little microcassette to record all the songs. So that the next week I could learn them to be able to sing with the congregation the wonderful Maranatha songs.

About the Lord Jesus. I just love to sing and I recall Hearing Sinclair Ferguson tell me Mike you need to learn how to sing Hymns and here's a good way to do it because men especially sometimes are afraid to sing.

Pretend you're holding the hymnal with Jesus that will help you sing. Remember who gave you the voice your voice that will help you to sing. So I thought this morning. Since I love singing and singing is a good response to scripture.

I'd like to teach you to sing this morning. Now I know you think the crane should be up here instead of me. But I am going to teach you how to sing this morning now if I look at the internet how to sing a song.

It's pretty simple. Number one you warm up your body and vocal cords before you sing. There's all kinds of humming and exhaling and things like that. That's step one. Number two. Develop good posture.

It's hard to sing well if you're not standing up straight. Find your range so figure out your low point and your high point. Sing from your chest. Improve your lung capacity with breathing exercise. Says practice singing.

Sing with others. And one that I didn't know about until today. How do you sing? How do you learn to sing? Stay hydrated. Didn't know that. But if you take your Bibles today and turn to Luke chapter 1 I want you to teach you to sing not necessarily with inflection and your vocal cords.

But I want you to learn how to sing a song of joy. That's what I'm after today. Not the mechanism of singing but singing with a certain spirit a certain soul a certain attitude. And that is how to sing a song with joy.

Specifically songs about who God is as you turn your Bible to Luke some people call this the gospel of songs. Because there's so many songs in chapter 1 and chapter 2 more so than in Matthew or Mark Mark or John.

We're going to learn today a praise song a song of thanksgiving. To magnify the Lord for who he is and what he's done. And my goal is really simple. I want you to of course learn the passage and I want you to be able to sing with Mary songs of joy from the heart with your soul.

Before we get into the passage today verses 46 to 56 in Luke 1. Let's just catch us up to speed with a little review. It doesn't take you long to see in verse 5 of chapter 1 the title above verse 5 the birth of John the Baptist foretold.

Remember that we have a man Zechariah. He's a priest. He's chosen by lot. It's a wonderful privilege. He's in the temple. He knows the scriptures. He's been praying for a son. He's been praying for a deliverer for Israel and the future for Israel.

The people are outside praying and when God shows up, well, he doesn't technically show up. But his word shows up through Gabriel the messenger. Zechariah doesn't believe and so remember he's Chasen with.

I can't talk. I I can't speak. I'm now mute. Then you have a parallel with the birth of not John the Baptist foretold. But in verse 26 the birth of Jesus foretold. And I can pick it up in verse 30 of chapter 1 and the angel said to her do not be afraid Mary for you have found favor with God and Behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son.

She'll call his name Jesus her Savior. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. And the Lord will give to him the throne of his father David and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever.

And his kingdom shall have no end. Mary said of the angel how will this be since I'm a virgin and the angel answered her. Very delicate wonderful language. The Holy Spirit will come upon you and the power of the Most High will overshadow you.

Therefore the child to be born will be called. Holy the Son of God. And so we see in Luke chapter 1 not only this older man Zechariah who's going to have a child. Supernaturally and miraculously but a young lady 12 years old 13 15.

They could be very young back in those days she a virgin betrothed to Joseph has not been with him intimately and she is going to have a baby and. And we know this is going to happen. Because when the forerunner shows up when John the Baptist shows up, we know who's going to follow him and it's the Lord Jesus and while Mary was in a nowhere place Nazareth.

She certainly knew the scriptures. We'll find that out later today and next week. We have these great parallel tracks. John the Baptist birth Jesus's birth when we come now to Luke chapter 1 verse 46 and what we call the Magnificat and so I'm going to read the first Two verses and this is where we get the title of the song.

Songs have titles. This is the title of the song Magnificat and where do we get that from verse 46 and and Mary said my soul Magnifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior. Now Magnificat is a Latin word and it just means magnification and so I don't know much Latin.

But if you want the full my soul magnifies the Lord Magnificat Anima Mea Dominum. And it's from the first word of what she says in English as my soul, but really the first word in the original is Magnify and and the Greek is to make great and I automatically begin to think about Magnifiers, I now know why grandma and grandpa had so many magnifiers around the house.

Because I have magnifiers around the house everywhere. I mean when I was a kid Magnifiers only had one purpose and that was to try to get the Sun's focal point. Perfectly on some bug that we wanted to roast in Nebraska.

Although that's probably better than iPhones these days. We'd rather have your kids on iPhones or roasting grasshoppers. Hey John the Baptist like I mean the other day I had to try to change a watch battery and I I couldn't see it.

I mean now I have an app on my phone the Apple has an Apple phone has an app a Magnifier and I can just open that up a little bit and I go. Oh, I need a battery. I need a 364 not a 377. I Never forget the day When Luke and I watched the Celtics and the Lakers play on TV on a big TV Luke was used to watching a little tiny screen.

I had a TV about this big we didn't have cable because of course we're Christians and and Actually when the kids were growing up we didn't have cable that was a wise decision for our family. And so I look at how we're watching.

I'm gonna forget. He said Ted every player has tattoos. Because you can't see the tattoos on this big of a screen basketball players. Yes, in fact have a lot of tattoos. And so what Mary starts off with she says my soul wants to magnify God.

To enlarge him. I mean, can you make God bigger? Of course, she's not talking about that. Even if you think about glory when we say we want to give God glory. Are we making him more glorious? No, we're recognizing his glory, right?

He has intrinsic glory. He has weight. He's he's heavy. He's he's awesome. And when we give God glory, we ascribe God glory. We're not making him heavier or more fantastic or more wonderful. We're just recognizing that in our heart.

In fact, he is that. And so the magnification really isn't in God's essence our nature. I mean, how could he be greater? He's already great. But in her soul in her heart. She see it again verse 46 my soul magnifies the Lord.

She wanted to magnify God. She wanted to make him bigger in her mind and in the minds of everybody else who would listen. We don't make God bigger. We don't make him larger but in our minds and other people's hearts.

We want to express the fact that God is great. And of course the context is She's a virgin and she's going to have a child and it's not any child. It's the Savior the Redeemer the Lord Jesus. Now if you look at your Bibles most Bibles will show some extra margins in verses 46 to 55.

If you look at verses 39 to 45, for instance, you'll see just kind of block quotes and that's because it's a narrative. It's a story and when you see a lot of indentations if you were to go to the Psalms, you'd see the same thing.

It tells us it's a different kind of genre and it's a poem. It's a song. It's a hymn. And so one of the things we do with hymns as we realize if you look at verse 46 My soul magnifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior.

It's just a parallel thought she's not trying to say we're made up of body soul and spirit tripartite. No, we're made of Material and immaterial and so she's just exchanging soul and spirit and she's just saying everything that's in me.

I want to magnify God and make him great. This is the same song that David sings in Psalm 34. Listen, I Will bless the Lord at all times his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the Lord.

Let the humble hear and be glad. Oh Magnify the Lord with me and let us exalt his name together. David is saying join me come with me. God is so great. Let's stand together and Respond to the revelation of God in his word and nature and sing and worship and tell people how great the Lord is.

So today we're going to look at how to sing with joy, I know what you're thinking. Life is hard. I have difficult struggles. That's why we're going to learn how to sing with joy not based on circumstances or happenstances.

But if you can get this passage down in your mind by the Spirit's illumination. You will see that the key to joy is not circumstances, but who the Lord is. I Need this for my own soul because I tend to do things Wrongly like you do when it my focus is in the wrong place.

I Want to with David sing songs like this Psalm 103 bless the Lord. Oh my what? Soul and all that is it within me. Bless his holy name. Bless the Lord. Oh my soul. It's from the heart who forgives all your iniquities.

Who heals all your diseases. Who you redeems your life from the pit who crowns you. A steadfast love and mercy who satisfies you with good since you're new so that your youth is renewed like the Eagles.

Listen if we don't do what Mary's doing. Here's the problem. We magnify our problems. We take the magnifying glass and we put them on our problems. They're real problems. The world is fallen. Cancer is real.

Death is real. Getting laid off from work is real bad. Relationships are real. I don't want to ever say trials and things are not real. But if you're like me, have you ever made a mountain out of a molehill?

And you get the magnifying glass and instead of magnifying the Lord for who he is. It's just like a spotlight. It's the magnifying glass and you just begin to look and look and look at these problems.

And they keep getting bigger the larger the longer you look at them. He made me pastor. Steve said it last week. I mean we were in Los Angeles. Gracie's graduating from University Friday. We have the huge party.

It's wonderful. I get to see all for my grandchildren. I get to see my. I'm sorry all for my children. I'm Assuming they're going to be more. I get to see my children and my grandson. By the way, the wildest thing that we did while we were gone is we went to swimming lessons.

Kim and I paid for swimming lessons for little Amos. He's seven months old and I thought it was gonna be sprinkle some water like a Presbyterian thing, you know just. They didn't even immerse him like Baptizo.

She the teacher was really good and she just took him. Put his head under about a foot waited for a second and then pushed him like a submarine over to Haley three or four feet away. And everything was wonderful and graduation and seeing old friends and I wake up to the text.

From Gracie dad my catalytic converter has been cut out. Luke wakes up. He checks his car that was parked next door to Gracie the next door to Gracie's in a very expensive part of town and Luke's catalytic converter was cut out to For Gracie's car because it's a Honda Accord.

It was $4 ,600. It's starting to magnify. The magnifying glass is out. Luke, you know typical Luke I'll get a California non-compliant for 500 and figure out how to insult myself or whatever. Then they're like well you've got to get the shield underneath it and the shields gonna cost five hundred dollars because they're gonna keep stealing it over and over.

And the problems kept magnifying and magnifying. I thought I went from the joys of graduation to Welcome to California. Do you ever do that? Do you ever have trials that are so big it just consumes you you wake up in the middle line you're thinking about them.

There's a solution a God-ordained solution to this very issue. Mary could have said I'm gonna magnify my problems. I'm gonna start showing and people are gonna go. Yeah, you got pregnant by the Holy Spirit right she could foresee all these things but instead of course.

Inspired by the Spirit of God. She begins not to magnify problems, but magnify the Lord. To my shame when I got prostate cancer in 2015 for two years at least. Every day that I woke up every day. The first thing I thought of was not God is good.

Good morning, Lord. I didn't even think good Lord. It's morning. I Thought I have cancer. Every single day. I have cancer. I have cancer and again health issues are real problems are real. This is a fallen world.

I don't want to say that these things aren't real. But magnifying problems is not good for you. It's not good for me, and it's not healthy. I know there are problems. I know there are problem people. I know we live in a post-christian society and it gets it worse and worse and worse.

One political party essentially runs on the platform of sin abortion trans Homosexuality, this is a bad place. Acts 22 makes me realize how the world hates Christ and therefore we've been skating under the radar for years.

But it is coming persecution is around the corner and they said of Paul in Acts 22 22 He should not be allowed to live. That's what we think about Christianity and your Messiah you need to die for your hateful thinking.

So what do we do? There's a book by Ed Welch called when people are big and God is small. Subtitle is overcoming peer pressure codependency and the fear of man and guess what's on the cover a magnifying glass.

Today, I want to help you sing for joy in a difficult world with hard times and personal trials by Magnifying your view of the triune God. I Know what you could be thinking. Hey, this is Mary's song. It doesn't say here.

We should sing it. It's true. It doesn't say sing this with Mary. Let me ask you a question if you're asking that question in Ephesians chapter 1 verses 3 through 14. The talks about the blessings of God the Father who's bestowed upon us all kinds of blessings and he chose us in him.

Jesus Died for us and redeemed us the Spirit of God sealed us that praise song in Psalm. In Ephesians 1 3 to 14. Is that a good way to praise God? It doesn't say praise God this way, by the way, if you go back to chapter 1 verse 4.

What's this whole book about every verse and every chapter in this book? Stems from this purpose that you Luke 1 for may have certainty concerning the things you have been taught. Mary is certain that she is going to bear the Son of God and Luke wants you to be certain.

That's why he writes Mary responds to this certainty with joy. God wants you to respond with joy. This is not just we analyze what Mary says and we leave it there. No Luther was right. Our goal is to sing with Mary.

Luther said this the songs about quote the great works and deeds of God For the strengthening of our faith for the comforting of all those who are of low degree and For the terrifying of all the mighty ones on earth.

We are to let the hymn serve this threefold purpose for she sang it not for herself alone. But for us all to sing it after Her. Let me give you an outline today and it's how to sing for joy with Mary in spite of your trials.

We're going to look at four Ways to learn how to sing but probably not all for today probably a few today. Several today. How's that? Hey if we get all four, that's fine. Essentially she is going to say remember Her state who she is.

Remember who God is remember what God has done. That's essentially this great praise song. So how to sing for joy number one remember your loss condition. Dear Christian when things are difficult and you want to put the magnifying glass on your problems real problems.

Number one remember your loss condition. How can we sing for joy? We're you going to see hints of all this in this poem in this hymn of Mary verse 47. She says in my spirit rejoices in God my Savior. We talked about it last time.

Mary needed to be saved because Mary was a sinner. She doesn't say my spirit rejoices in God the Savior. She doesn't say rejoice in God a Savior. She says I rejoice in God my Savior. She Mary like all of us have been born in Adam.

The only one who hasn't been born in Adam is the Lord Jesus who we just read earlier is Overshadowed by the Holy Spirit to keep that egg to keep that baby pure and to keep that baby sinless and to keep that baby One who would be our representative and substitute as a sinless lamb of God.

Mary needed a Savior she needed a deliverer and that word Savior can mean preserver protector Savior. When Luke uses this word Savior, it's not about Jesus. Somehow rescues Israel out of Egypt, and it's just a temporal salvation.

It can be used that way, but not in Luke. Listen to what Luke says in Luke 2, but the angel said to them do not be afraid for behold I bring you good news of great joy. Which will be for all the people.

For today in the city of David there has been born for you a Savior. Who is Christ the Lord? And in Acts Luke also writes Acts 5 he is the one whom God exalted to his right hand as a prince and a Savior.

What kind of Savior to grant repentance to Israel forgiveness of sins? You can't take this Savior language and just say she understands that God is just a deliverer and a rescuer of people out of Egypt.

Acts 13 from the descendants of this man according to the promise God has brought to Israel a Savior Jesus. And so Mary's got a heart full and a heart Magnifying who God is because she knows she's a sinner she remembers who she was.

Romans 5 therefore justice through one man sinnered sin entered into the world and death through sin. So death spread to all men because all sin. Does that mean Mary sinned yes? I'd like you to take your bibles and turn to Ephesians chapter 2 an all-time classic.

But I just want to remind all of us including me. Lowest state before we were saved because when you remember your lowest state and you remember your Savior. Then you say Oh magnify the Lord with me. One of the keys to seeing with joy is to remember where you came from in terms of pre salvation.

Could there be darker words in Ephesians 2 1 2 3 and you were dead in trespasses and sins? Trespasses when you Go someplace. You're not supposed to sins when you fall short. I mean you put that together that covers everything you missed the mark or you set the line.

In which you once walked following the course of this world following the prince of the power of the air Spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience. Among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh.

Carrying out the desires of the body and the mind and were by nature children of wrath like the rest of mankind. You want to know what our resume was like before we got saved. This is the resume. We were children of wrath wrath like the rest of mankind.

And if it wasn't for God who intercepted a God intervened as pastor Steve prayed a God who caused us to be born again. Where would we be today? And where would we be eternally? And so what Paul does in Ephesians chapter 2?

To show the comparison of how great God's saving is verse 4 and following. He shows how how bleak the situation is. How much we owe the Lord. John Calvin said to bring home more affectionately to the Ephesians the general doctrine of divine grace.

He reminds them first of their former condition. We are to wallow in our old lives. We aren't to want to be going back to our own lives. We don't want to be crushed by them and be nostalgic, but it's good for us to be reminded.

He even says that in Ephesians 2 11 remember used to be a Gentile. Remember you were far away from God. I mean for me to think okay if the Lord wouldn't have saved me. How long's eternity? How awful is hell our statement of faith says from this original corruption?

That's Adams corruption whereby we are utterly indisposed. Disabled and made opposite to all good. Wholly inclined wh to do all evil do proceed all actual transgressions. In other words We're darkened in our understanding.

We're excluded from the life of God. We have hard hearts callous hearts. Giving ourselves over to sensuality impurity greediness. We're dead dead dead. I wonder if there could be any help for us in the midst of that.

I mean who could rescue us. John Gerstner said is God going to come to the rescue of people who are in Ephesians 2 1 2 3 world. Gerstner said that's preposterous. It was against him. We've done all this.

It was his law. We violated it was his commands. We disobeyed it was him his image. We had ruined. It was under his wrath that we now are it was his awful judgment. He's a just God. We must fear. How could there be any hope for us.

And then what are the next two words in Ephesians chapter 2 verse 4? Probably summarizes the gospel you ought to listen to that sermon by Martin Lloyd-Jones on Ephesians 2 for but God. This is the summary of the gospel, but God.

Here comes the good news. You can see remembering your former condition. Mulling on that a little bit ruminating on that a little bit spurs you into saying yes the Lord. But God here comes the good news.

And he doesn't say therefore God judged and God said therefore here's my justice. No he says but God. It doesn't matter how much guilt there is how much corruption how much sin? The answer to our need is there.

First John 4 herein is love not that we love God, but that he loved us. We love him because he first loved us. And so what Paul does is he says I can elicit praise from you by making you recall your former condition.

So when you hear words like this you're excited. This is the promise that he has promised us even eternal life. Christ was delivered for our offenses and was raised again for our justification. Unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord.

When you realize how sinful you are and then you realize how great God is then you think my sins washed. Pardoned forgiven. I can't even get those all out of my mind my sins, but they're clean. They're gone.

No wonder William Tyndale Said the word gospel signifies good. Merry glad and joyful tidings that will make a man's heart glad and make him sing. Dance and leap for joy. I promise I won't dance up here, but in my heart.

I'm dancing. I mean, what does he go on to say, but God who's rich in mercy. I mean we're rich in sin. We're dead in sin, and what does what does God do. He didn't have to do anything. The angels sin.

He didn't give them anything. But judgment we sin, but God being rich in mercy because of that we've got great sins. But because of his great love with which he loved us even when we were dead in our trespasses.

What does God do make us alive together with Christ. And by grace you've been saved. You've been raised up with him. Seated with him in the heavenly places. So in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace and kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.

For by grace you've been saved through faith, and it's not your own doing it's the gift of God. Not a result of works that no one may boast. Back to Luke 1, please. I Hope that's worth singing about for joy in your heart knowing our former condition.

She calls God Savior, but there's more that makes me think she recognizes her condition. She's in a humble estate. Look at verse 48 now. This is certainly temporal for her. He has looked on the humble estate of a servant.

She's not a big shot. Her parents aren't a big shot. She doesn't live in a good city a big city. She's in a humble state. Pregnant teen from Nazareth engaged to most likely. The poor carpenter and It says for behold from now on all generations will call me blessed.

Pastor Mike what's your point? My point is for Mary to magnify the Lord. She's remembering who she is. She needed a Savior. She's in a humble estate and of course her humble estate is temporal and physical.

It doesn't take that much for us to say well. We had a humble estate as well even spiritually. Ray Pritchard said isn't that just like God to choose the most unlikely girl for the greatest privilege any woman would ever know.

The answer is yes. Humble position humble state. She eat. Would even know if you look at verse 49 about God's holiness and how she's not holy and she is before this great Holy God. What is the verse 49 say.

And holy is his name. You realize how holy God is and you realize how sinful you? Are you realize? I'm thankful for the Holy One who knew no corruption and became my representative. Because the world is unholy.

I'm unholy and God is holy. How do you sing for joy with Mary in spite of your trials. Number one remember what you're like before you're a Christian. Number two? Pastor Steve said he uses alliteration last week, so I'm gonna do the same thing.

Number two rehearse the truths about who God is. Remember your lost condition. Rehearse the truths about who God is who our triune. God is father son and spirit. So the first one was kind of more implicit kind of see what's going on as her heart is Revealed.

This one's super explicit. This is you see this passage, and you recognize two things. She knows who God is and she knows what God does. So let's focus on what God is. What he calls himself his names his attributes if you read through this on your own.

And I said to you in a Sunday school class how many names of God can you find here? I hope you would find things like Lord in verse 1 and of course when you read Lord in the New Testament you ought to be thinking Yahweh Kourios is the Greek word for the New Testament English word Lord and that's From the Old Testament.

Personal covenant name of God if you're looking for words that talk about who God is and his name his attributes. I think you see Lord in verse 46. Don't you see God in verse 47 this great creative God that God who is sovereign over everything?

Don't you see Savior in verse 47? It's harder with The ESD in verse 49, but the literal it says for he who is mighty. It's talking about mighty as a title there the mighty one literally the mighty. Everywhere you go.

Holy is his name. She begins to say I'm rehearsing who God is. I'm magnifying who God is. Yes I remember where I came from and now I remember who I am remembering who God is he's the Lord. He's God. He's Savior.

He's mighty. He's holy. Let's look at that the mighty one for a minute because I think that's interesting. We talked a little bit about Lord and some about Savior, but that mighty one. He's mighty by the way.

He's so mighty that he can cause a virgin to be pregnant. That's how mighty he is. When I was a child I Remember a song about the might of God. Can you remember any songs about the might of God? Why does it even matter if he's mighty?

Well it matters because he's all-powerful and when you pray he can accomplish it. He's mighty enough that you have an unbelieving spouse our children. He's mighty enough to do the work in their hearts.

It's not like their will versus. God's will. God's will always wins. He's mighty enough to help you get through the trial. He's mighty enough to sustain you until the day that he's designated for you to die.

He's mighty enough to cause Relationships to get back together and the list could go on and on and on and on and on my problems are magnified. I'm supposed to be thinking about this mighty God who can do things.

And when I was a kid I used to sing that song even in my Lutheran Church. What a mighty God we serve. What a mighty God we serve. Angels bow before him. Heaven and earth adore him. What a mighty God we serve.

Don't read the second stanza because it has some bad theology, but that first one's fine. I want to know if there are extra stanzas there were but no wonder we didn't sing them. Mighty is his name. This is just Old Testament over and over and over you need to know how mighty God is we forget.

Who is the king of glory. The Lord strong and mighty. The Lord mighty in battle. Psalm 24? And you just think about your problems through these verses as I read them. Psalm 45 gird your sword on your thigh.

Almighty one in your splendor and majesty. Psalm 89. Oh God of hosts who is like you. Oh mighty Lord your faithfulness surrounds you. Zephaniah 3 could there be a verse like this in the Bible. The Lord your God is in your midst.

A Mighty to save warrior. He will exalt over you with joy. He will be quiet in his love and he will rejoice over you with shouts of joy. Jeremiah, there's none like you. Oh Lord who are great and you're great and great is your name in might.

Mighty to sustain you mighty to help you. And you think if God is like that I should probably sing with joy. That's the point. He's the Lord. He's God. He's Savior. He's mighty. At the end of verse 49 and holy is his name.

Can you see how she just fills this song with who God is by his name and his attributes? Holy is his name by the way, how holy is God? He's holy enough to keep the Sun perfectly pristine and pure in the womb of Mary.

He's that holy. But he's different. He's above he's pure. Mary is not magnifying her problem. She has her mind on the Lord Jesus. She reminds me of my mother when she got lung cancer. I think she's been dead maybe 15 years now.

Who knows? She's just started going through the attributes of God when she was in a problem in a trial. She's thinking about the lung cancer. But she's thinking about you know, I feel like I'm drowning in my own fluids.

And I remember she'd always say I just started doing the ABCs the alphabet of who God is in his names and his attributes. And she'd begin to think okay a he's almighty. Think about okay. He's powerful.

You think about B. I don't know what she came up with B, but he's bold. He's beautiful. He's brave C he's compassionate D. He's a deliverer E. He's eternal F. He's a fortress G and off you go and by the time you get to X you don't care.

I'll give you a hint. Z is zealous. Rehearsing rehearsing rehearsing because otherwise I'll tell you what I do. I get the magnifying glass out on web MD. That's what I do. You know, the stupidest thing in the world now is is like I can get the charts of my tests.

Results before the doctor can I just go to my chart. There it is ding test results. I don't have a doctor to say yes. I know it says you're almost dead, but you're pretty good shape. I Need a filter and every words highlighted and and mulled over and like severe.

Extreme life-threatening. Paralyzing all it's like by the way.