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The Cutting Room Floor Episode 3 - "Does the Bible Teach Church Membership?"
Okay, back again, back again, back again, away. All right, let's go. Well, good morning, good afternoon, good evening, wherever you're listening to this. I am Kofi Adhboye and I'm here with Eddie Casillas.
And this is the third episode of the Cutting Room Floor Podcast.
Eddie, how you doing, man?
So far, so good, man. I'm having some good conversations about the podcast, you know, and talking about the church. So I'm excited to continue.
Awesome, awesome. Like we said, this is the third episode of our sort of Cutting Room Floor. It's not sort of, that's what we've called it. But the basic idea of this is to kind of do a brief review of Sunday's message and then to dig in a little deeper into some of the themes and ideas that were touched on.
And as the name suggests, get into a little bit of what I had to leave out of the sermon on Sunday for obviously time and more practical considerations. So with that, I'll turn it over to Eddie and he will be this week's questioner.
All right, thanks, Kofi. Yeah, so sermon is really good, really important considering, you know, where we're at in the United States and the sort of culture of the Pacific Northwest. You know, one of your first points was defining church membership.
And so can you kind of give us a smooth and good idea of what you mean when you say a formal relationship with the church? I mean, I feel like that kind of language might scare some people. What do we mean when we say that?
Well, what we mean when we say that it's a formal relationship is simply that there's commitment involved, that you are making some promises to the church and the church is making some promises to you.
Jonathan Edwards, who I don't quote for everything. I think he was right on this. Jonathan Edwards described the relationship between a Christian and their church as being akin to marriage. Well, that's an illustration we can all understand.
When you get married, both of us are married men. Well, when we got married, we made certain commitments. We call them vows, but we made certain commitments to our wives and they made certain commitments to us.
Now, nobody looks at that and says, oh, that is. Well, actually, let me tell you, I'm sure some radical feminists somewhere think that's oppressive and that's a terrible thing. But for most of us who live in the real world, we have no problem with that.
We generally think that's a good thing. That's to be encouraged, that a man committing to his wife and a woman committing to a husband is a wonderful thing. Nobody complains that that's too formal or it's too much.
You know, everyone's like, no, that's a wonderful commitment. But for whatever reason, when it comes to the church, people get very scared about that. Which is interesting because the Bible describes our relationship to Jesus.
As a marriage.
That we are the church collectively is the bride of Christ and he is the divine husband. So when you think of it, when we talk about a formal commitment, think of it as essentially that kind of a binding relationship.
While, again, we'll probably talk about this later on in the message, but I don't believe that church membership is ironclad so people can never leave for any circumstance. Once you're in, you're in for life.
I don't think any of us are saying that. What we are saying is that if you have made this commitment, it's a serious commitment and it's a particular commitment. You are committing to particular things.
You're not just committing generally to, you know, I guess I'll turn up once in a while and I might just throw some money in the plate or the box or whatever it is you do at your church if you're watching this.
No, you're actually saying, no, there are certain things that I am saying I will do based on who I am. And the church is saying there are certain things we will do based on who we are. And so that's what I mean when I say it's a formal relationship.
Okay, and you said it was a formal relationship with the universal church?
Nope.
So the definition I gave on Sunday from Jonathan Lehman is that church membership is a formal relationship between the individual Christian and, I added a word, the local church. So all Christians, by virtue of their being born of God, their being baptized in the spirit, 1 Corinthians 12, 13, all Christians are part of the universal church.
But not all Christians are part of particular local churches. I'm not a member of every single church that is out there. I may attend various churches, like if I'm on the road or something, you know, circumstances may change, you go somewhere else.
That's one thing. But generally speaking, I'm not a member. I am not a committed part of every single church that is out there. The number of churches that I'm actually a committed member of are very few, as in one.
And that's what we're saying. In church membership, you are entering into a particular relationship with a particular local church. Again, if we can borrow the marriage illustration. I'm not married to every woman in the world.
I'm married to Laura. You're not married to every woman in the world. You're married to Tiffany. Same thing with local church membership. It's not saying that you don't have relationships of varying kinds with other churches and what have you.
Of course not.
But you're saying that this body is the body that I have chosen to join myself to, to serve the Lord in and to be discipled by. That's, again, it's one Christian to one local church. It's not one Christian to multiple local churches.
It's one Christian, one church.
Absolutely.
Yeah.
So just like a marriage, it's like we enter into covenant with one another and before God. And so someone doesn't believe that, I guess, where would you point them to the covenant membership, you know, in scripture?
So this was really just the second point of my sermon on Sunday where I started off by making a case that there's a difference between something being biblical and something only being biblical if you can give a clear chapter and verse that nobody argues about.
Because the reality is, if you say that, there are any number of topics for which we do not have a single chapter and verse that makes the case. And I gave some examples on Sunday. Some of them were a little tongue-in-cheek.
But again, it's trying to demonstrate that if that's the logic you hold to, you're, you know, you're setting yourself up for some failure here. And so can I give you a chapter and verse that causes a covenant and says that you must view judgment?
I can't. What I can do, though, is what I try to do on Sunday is to give you a number of lines of biblical evidence that lead to that conclusion. And so we talked about the example of the early church.
We talked about the, you know, pictures of the biblical pictures of the church. We talked about the reality of church discipline. We talked about the call to biblical submission. All of these lines of evidence all come together.
The fact that, OK, the early church had a number for the people who were part of the church. It says that people were added to them. So there was a specific body that existed. And we looked at just the church in Jerusalem.
And there were people who were added to that body. They could account for them. They knew who was part of that body, and they knew who wasn't. In the case of the biblical pictures of the church, we talked about the three pictures we gave in week one.
The church as an assembly, the church as a body, and the church as a fellowship. All three of those imply some sort of commitment. And then we also added the church as a family. So we all understand that.
Again, I may be friends of lots of families, but I'm not a member of every family. And so we talked about that, the reality of church discipline. And I simply made the point that you can't exercise effective discipline without a rubric for determining, as my pastor back in London would say, those who are in and those who are out.
As I put on Sunday, if you discipline somebody, but you don't have an active membership, what are you disciplining them from? What are you removing them from? What really stops you from saying? And again, I haven't heard from anyone, but I imagine that was probably a, well, depending on the setting, that could be a controversial point.
But the reality is, why are you removing them too? Because all they can say is, well, you guys don't want me here, but I'm not committed here. So I can just go down the road and it is what it is. And as long as that person doesn't tell the other church, they're none the wiser.
They basically just slid right out from underneath that discipline. I think membership with teeth, as some people put it, the ability to actually make that discipline binding such that if somebody leaves our church and a half, I can actually contact the pastor of wherever they go next and be, so by the way, just so you should know, blah, blah, blah.
Like, again, that implies a formal set membership. And then just finally, just the reality of the Bible, talking about specific leaders who serve in specific churches. And the command is for those who are not leaders to obey and to submit to their leaders.
Again, if you don't have a particular church you're a part of, who are you submitting to? Yeah. So again, can I give you a chapter and verse that says we must view church membership covenantally with all these responsibilities?
No. And I don't find that to be a problem if I'm honest, because I can, I wouldn't even say infer that I can build the case for that from any number of biblical texts being put together in their context.
Kofi. Can't, can't you though, establish a case that God works in the covenants with his people?
No, you can. I wouldn't disagree with that. I would simply be cautious of the fact that generally speaking, that's why I use the term covenantal church membership versus covenant membership. I say that sometimes I can be interchangeable with that.
If I'm speaking too fast, but generally I try to make a distinction between that simply because we want to be very careful that that technical term covenant in the Bible isn't applied to things that aren't called covenants in the Bible.
So it has the framework of a covenant in that it's a binding relationship, but it is not a covenant in the sense that, well, let me put it this way. It's a covenant between men, not necessarily a divine covenant like we see in the Bible.
If that makes sense.
Oh, that does make, I appreciate the distinction there. Yeah.
Yes. This is a binding agreement among people. I would argue honored by God because it's orderly and it reflects the way he does. He's designed the church, but it's not as though this is okay. God is the one making this covenant with us.
The covenant that we have as God's people is the one that he's made in the new covenant that we're a part of. And if you're a believer, you're part of that already.
The horizontal covenant between men. Yeah. I think it's a good way to put it.
Yeah. A horizontal covenant. Yeah. Cool. That's awesome. Yeah.
So I remember you talking about the formal relationship and you talked about the covenantal membership, but there's one thing that you didn't touch on that I'd like for you to get into here. And that was the church and the keys of the kingdom.
What is that? What do you mean by that? I know I've heard people reference the verses and I think I know what it means,.
But go ahead and enlighten me on that. Sure. So if you give me a moment, I will open up Logos and we can read it together. So while that's opening the concept of the keys of the kingdom is Matthew chapter 16.
So really versus 13 through 20. And like I said, I really wanted to hit this and I realized as I was putting my sermon together, I was like, okay, I'm about the usual page count for my sermon. And I'm already going to have to trim some stuff out, which may get a little more technical than I have time to deal with.
And so unfortunately I had to kind of just allude to it and not really touch it in the sermon, but now we can. So I open up my Bible software here. I probably should turn off dark mode so people can actually read that at home.
Okay. I have to restart. That's funny. So Matthew chapter 16, while that's opening, I'll give you the context. So this is the, you know, who do men say this I am passage. And we often read that passage and we remark on, you know, Peter's, Jesus says spirit empowered confession of Christ as the Messiah, Matthew 16, 18.
You know, I say to you that you are Peter. And upon this rock, I will build my church. By the way, I think that the rock that's referred to there isn't Peter. That's a debate for another time. I'm sure.
But I think a good ironclad case can be made that. Yeah, that's not. Peter's being referred to there, but to the profession of faith in Christ. That's what's in view there. All right. Logos open here.
So we can look at this passage. It's a little bigger. And then by the magic of technology, I can share my screen. Share screen, screen two. There we are. So Matthew chapter 16 and verse 13, it says when Jesus came into the region of Caesarea Philippi, he asked the disciples, who do people say that the son of man is?
They replied, some say John the Baptist, others Elijah, others still Jeremiah or one of the prophets. But you, he asked them, who do you say that I am? Simon Peter answered, you are the Messiah, the son of the living God.
Jesus responded, blessed are you, Simon, son of Jonah, because flesh and blood did not reveal this to you, but my father in heaven. And I also say to you that you are Peter. And on this rock, I will build my church.
And the gates of Hades will not overpower it. Here's what we want to get to. Verse 19. I will give to you the keys of the kingdom of heaven. And whatever you bind on earth will have been bound. Whatever you bind on earth will have been bound in heaven.
And whatever you loose on earth will have been loosed in heaven. Okay, let's do some good old fashioned inductive Bible study here for a moment. So Jesus says, I will give to you. And we'll see if I can pull this up in the original languages.
So it's, again, personal. He's speaking to Peter and saying, I will give to you, Peter, and by extension to the apostles and by extension, the church, the keys of the kingdom of heaven. This kind of is an important phrase.
So we're going to highlight that for a moment. This language of the keys of the kingdom of heaven has caused all kinds of debate. If you know Roman Catholics, they would argue that this is one of the proof texts for the supremacy of the Catholic church, because they would say, well, the Catholic church through Peter has been given the keys of the kingdom.
I don't think that's what Jesus meant even remotely. I think the key comes to us in the next phrase, because he says, whatever you bind on earth will have been bound in heaven. And whatever you loose on earth will have been loosed in heaven.
We'll highlight that in another color. The point I believe that is being made here, which I think is critical to this whole issue of church government, is that there is an authority given to the church through its proclamation of the gospel to open up the doors of the kingdom, as it were, to sinners who will repent and believe.
And if sinners will not repent and believe, then on the basis of God's word, the church has the power to shut those doors. This same language comes up again in relation to the church, funny enough, in Matthew chapter 18.
In Matthew chapter 18, we all know this passage as the church discipline one. But again, Matthew chapter 16 and verse 18. I like that. Jesus says, truly, I tell you, whatever you bind on earth will have been bound in heaven.
And whatever you loose on earth will have been loosed in heaven. Well, the context here now is church discipline. And he's saying that essentially whatever decision the church makes regarding what we're doing in church discipline is we're basically saying that this person, until they demonstrate repentance, we're treating them like they're not a believer.
Well, Jesus's point here is very simple, that whatever the church on earth says about this person, if they're doing church discipline biblically, heaven recognizes that because it's in line with what heaven says.
Church discipline is not man's idea, it's God's idea. So if we are agreeing with God's idea, then everything is kosher. And the same thing is with whatever you loose on earth will have been loosed in heaven.
If we see repentance, according to what the Bible says, we welcome that person back. That binding decision is now loosed and the person can return. Not a problem. And so this language of the keys of the kingdom refers to the authority that is vested in the church, and I would argue specifically in the local church when it comes to the proclamation of the gospel and the practice of discipline.
It's a reference to the authority that the church has to open and to close, to welcome and to remove. And so when we think about church membership, one of the critical things in church membership is the act of membership, when a church accepts people into membership, we can rightly understand that as the exercise of the keys of the kingdom.
Again, no individual carries those keys, sorry Roman Catholicism, that is given to the church. Because again, the church is the only entity that God recognizes in that way. And so when I talk about the, or when I allude to the keys of the kingdom, that's a whole teaching in itself, and maybe someday I'll get a chance to do that.
Where we can kind of unpack how this works itself out even in the early history of the church. So yeah, like I said, that's a, we need like a whole other show just to get into that, but that's kind of a basic introduction to that.
The power basically to receive and to remove both in the preaching of the gospel and in the exercise of discipline.
All right, well, thanks for that Kofi. And just to comment on that, like that's a pretty big deal when we hear words like authority, sometimes people have a negative connotation to that, but this is actually a really God glorifying good thing.
And in regards to church discipline, that's what the end goal of hopefully restoring a person as well.
So can you talk about that a little bit? Like people have so many misconceptions and I think it's because the culture doesn't like, you know, authority or discipline and those kinds of things.
I'll save the authority discussion for the next episode because the next message is going to be how the church is led.
Okay.
So I'll save the authority discussion for that. I will talk about the discipline part for a moment. In fact, what I will do is, since I have Logos open, I'm going to read a section from, I want chapter 26 on the church.
So this is a 1689. Again, a very helpful summary of any number of Christian doctrines. And so there's a particular section I'm looking for. Okay, that's not the one I'm looking for. Shoot, shoot, shoot.
There's a particular section I'm looking for where it talks about the nature of discipline in the church. I read it just this afternoon in my paper copy. I should have brought that in there with me, but.
I did not.
Let's see.
Live podcasting folks. Let's see here. Okay, this is about the work of pastors. Okay, that's not the one I'm looking for.
Is it?
I'm looking at the right one. It may be, man, turning up a blank on this one, but it's either 1689 or was it? There was a booklet I recommended in this week's study guide, The Glory of a True Church. It might have been that I was reading just as we were preparing for today.
But in one of the two, in fact, let me put back our regular. I will stop sharing for just a moment. Ah, my mouse is going nuts. Ah, there we go.
Stop sharing.
So there's this language that is used of the discipline of the church and the fact that where you have sin in a local church that is not dealt with, that is basically, you've got somebody who is sinning and does not care that they're sinning.
The church has an obligation for the sake of the purity of the church. This is going to bug me now. Give me a moment. See if I can search this here. You know how I get if I can't find things that bugs me.
Yes.
Well, come on now.
Hmm.
That really is going to bug me now, but be that as it may. When we talk about church discipline, church discipline is not done capriciously. It is not done with a desire to basically ruin the lives of people at will.
That's not the point. So Matthew chapter 18 that we didn't get to look at. In fact, I will put the screen back on so we can read that. I know that's definitely in the Bible. Share screen. Screen number two.
Share. Right.
In Matthew chapter 18. Oh, it's right here. There's a process that Jesus himself. This is important, by the way. Church discipline doesn't start with men. It starts with our Lord Jesus. In Matthew chapter 18 verse 15.
It says, if your brother sins against you, go tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have won your brother. But if he won't listen, take one or two others with you so that by the testimony of two or three witnesses, every fact may be established.
So let's pause for a second. You've got a process where sin takes place. You have the individual. This is step one, if you will. The individual goes to the person who sinned and makes plain what they've done.
If the person genuinely repents, you leave it at that. Nobody else needs to know about that. It's not. Let me say, let me be careful when I say that, actually. Depending on the circumstance, nobody else needs to know about that.
I mean, if there is a crime that has been committed in some way, shape or form, of course, the authorities need to know. Like, I'm sorry. That's not for the church to determine. That's why the legal,.
How should I say,.
The legal powers have their role.
But if it's not that and you go, you speak to individual and it's sorted, this doesn't need to go anywhere else.
Verse 16.
If you won't listen, you take one or two others with you. And it's not you do this one time and then you move to the next step. You might have to do this a few times. So you might have to go individually a few times.
If they won't hear you, take one or two others with you so that, and this is a quotation from the Old Testament, as you can see there, Deuteronomy 19, 15. You take one or two others with you so that by the testimony of two or three witnesses, every fact may be established.
I will simply point out that Deuteronomy 19 is in the legal context. So whatever this is, this is not just some sort of formal or informal, I should say. We've got a problem. No, at this point, now you're, as it were, you're building up a case.
So that's why you take one or two others with you so that they can see for themselves, oh, okay, this isn't just we heard something is wrong. Like something's actually wrong. Let's go on. If he doesn't pay attention to them, now we're in step three.
You tell the church. I would argue that that's primarily you tell the leadership of the church. And if they choose not to listen after that, then you, again, before the whole body, which is the next step.
If he doesn't pay attention, even to the church, let him be like a Gentile and a tax collector to you. That's where you get up.
Before the church.
And you announce to the church, this is what's happening.
That's the final step. That's okay. Now we've crossed from a discipline situation to a. Now we are kicking you out.
And again, this,.
This is not we do.
Step one. I did step one once at this date,.
Right?
We are moving on to step two. Now you might have to be patient with this process. This is not something to be entered into lightly.
And again, in God's providence, I have heard of cases where it got stopped at step one got stopped at step two. It may be even get stopped at step three when the person goes to the elders and they're like,.
You know what?
Yeah, that happened. I need help. Praise God. That's what we want.
This is not. Let's come back to our regular screen here. Area. This is not the church trying to basically load it over somebody or to just be capricious because we can be.
Capricious.
Right.
Every fact needs to be established more importantly than that. We're doing this.
For two reasons.
We're doing this for the purity of Christ Church. This is not about, you know, how can I.
Basically.
Get my own back on this person, so to speak. That's not what we're doing here. This isn't even, this should never be done.
In anger.
Like you,.
You may not be happy about the situation and always saying you should pretend not to be happy.
When you.
Or pretend to be happy.
When you're not.
None of us are saying that. But again, we don't do this out of anger. We don't do this out of frustration. We don't do this in terms of.
You know,.
We ideally just want to make someone's life a misery. That's really not our aim. Like the aim of this is.
That.
We want ultimately for the purity of Christ Church to be maintained.
So again,.
1 Corinthians chapter 5 that we did read in the service. Remember what Paul says right at the end of that chapter? That you are to remove the evil one from among you. And that's a quotation from the Old Testament.
The Old Testament is actually stronger. It says purge.
The evil.
From among you.
You're removing.
That person for the health of the body. But not only that. You're doing that.
For the restoration.
Of their soul. Remember that's Paul's other point in 1 Corinthians 5.
That you know.
We are basically handing the person over to Satan and that's a strong term. We're basically.
Treating again.
Matthew 18 like you're a non-Christian.
We are handing you.
Over to Satan for the destruction of the body. The idea is that there is this spiritual protection that being part of the body of believers provides you. And we're basically saying you are now leaving the bubble so to speak.
Again, that's a frightening thing. No church should do that lightly.
And when churches.
Have done it badly. I want to be honest I think that's a stain.
On.
The Church of Christ when it's done badly. Because if it's done well I like how Mark Dever calls it.
Restorative.
Church membership. Church discipline, excuse me. What you're doing is ultimately to see.
The person restored.
And to see the glory.
Of God preserved.
That's what we want. And if that doesn't happen.
Well.
God is still glorified because his people have been obedient to him even if now the church is minus one person.
So here's kind of like a side question that's kind of scrambling in my mind.
Right now.
Say a church doesn't have church membership and they don't practice church discipline.
You know.
So that stuff has to happen in some other kind of way. Why are there churches in your opinion that maybe try doing that without those labels?
Because they read their Bibles and if you take your Bible seriously you can't ignore that stuff is there. Even if you don't. More often than not people don't want to be formal about things which I'll be honest is one of these weird things about.
The church.
That I don't really claim to understand like we have this like especially in the West this fear and this is what it is it's a fear of formality almost as though if something is too formal God can't be in it.
We genuinely function as though God can't be in something.
If.
We've put structure.
Around it.
In a lot of ways it's kind of a I want to say it's kind of a reflection on just our culture in general which doesn't value.
Order.
And.
Structure and that which is done well. By the way I was still searching for that thing.
Because it bugged me.
Ladies and gentlemen I am somebody who is what's the term who has OCD. In fact I don't think most people who say they have OCD actually have OCD but it does bug me when I try looking for something and I can't find it.
That was actually the Westminster Confession. I haven't forgotten.
Your question.
I'm going to come back to my point about structure.
And our dislike.
Of structure.
So.
The Westminster chapter 30 actually has a section.
Called.
Of church censures in other words.
Of church discipline.
So it says the Lord Jesus as king and head of his church has in the church appointed I'm modernizing.
As I go.
A government in the hand of.
Church officers.
Distinct from the civil magistrate. So the church has as they would understand it a governmental.
System.
That's why go back to Matthew chapter 18 which we can do right here through the power of technology. It sounds.
Very legal.
Step one you go talk to them personally.
Step two.
You now go take witnesses so that the thing can be established.
Step three.
Tell the authority step four. If the authority tries to deal with it and it's not listening to you you remove them. There is a system of government a structure if you will that God has appointed in the church and it's different from the legal sphere.
That's why.
You probably.
Heard the.
Uproar in recent months regarding.
The Southern.
Baptist Convention and a report on abuse that was released where basically there was a ton.
Of cover-ups.
And I know.
There's lots of.
Discussion and debate about all of that.
But let's first second.
Take a deep breath and take a step.
Back.
Why are churches trying to obstruct the civil magistrate as the Westminster puts it from doing its job like I'm sorry if you find out that there was abuse happening. Yes the church should obviously do its spiritual side of things but guess what you pick up a phone you call the police that's what we that's the arm of the state excuse me the arm of the state that is there to investigate crimes and to prosecute the offenders to rip off.
Law and order.
Um.
Let's carry on to these.
Officers.
So the church those officers. Bearers in the.
Church the keys.
Of the kingdom are committed.
By virtue whereof they.
Have power respectively to retain and remit sins to shut.
That kingdom.
Against the impenitent both by the word and censures.
So again what.
We talked about the church has the ability to open up the kingdom through the preaching.
Of the gospel.
And through restoring indiscipline and to open it unto penitent sinners by the ministry of the church. So again this is why.
We do this.
Like we do this because.
We love our brethren for deterring.
Of others from the like offenses.
For purging.
Out that leaven which might infect the whole lump. What does that sound like. Sounds like first corinthians five. Doesn't.
It.
For vindicating the honor of christ and the holy profession of the gospel and for.
Preventing the wrath of god.
Which might.
Justly fall upon.
The church if they should.
Suffer his.
Covenant and the.
Seals thereof.
To be profaned by notorious and obstinate offenders for the better. And let me.
Actually. Pause.
There for a.
Moment.
I think the west minister. I think the west minister got the drop on the 1689. On this one again i don't believe in the baptism of infants so i think the west minister.
Is dead wrong on.
That one but i think on this. They're on the.
Money.
We do all.
Of these.
Things.
Because we.
Want to see brothers restored. We want to deter others from doing this again. In all punishment there is both the element of active punishment and also deterrence. The whole point of why you. Well let's get.
What. Let me not talk about the death penalty.
Because that will.
Really get us in trouble we might get kicked off.
Youtube.
Suffice it to say i think the death penalty is 100 biblical for one reason. Among many it's a deterrent chances are.
You're not.
Going to go do something stupid that.
You had no.
Business doing.
If you lose.
Your life over it and just trust. The spin is kind of like that again we don't use it as a threat to keep people in line.
But when it.
Happens it should cause all of us you know in god's providence um i have never been in a congregation where somebody was disciplined. Like even my church back in london didn't have their first discipline case until a good time a good while after i left.
So i i've known it. Oh thankfully i've only ever known it by kind of second hand knowledge and.
The other thing.
Is that if you don't take sin seriously people in the pew. May not. You may not specifically say this but.
The.
Indwelling sin that remains in all of us hears this. You know what. They're not going to deal with that so we can get.
Away with that.
And actually.
Discipline serves to stop the.
Church from.
Going to through that. Yeah. And in fact they know that it's for preventing the wrath of god which might justly fall upon the church. This is where this gets serious for me. Yeah if a church doesn't practice discipline when it should.
The unspoken implication here is if you don't practice discipline the way you should you're bringing upon you the wrath of god man. And i have to be honest i have to sit there wonder about some churches that i know personally where discipline wasn't done.
Well and then chaos broke out and you sit there you just think to yourself for a moment again we're not in the place of god. So we can't determine when judgment happens or when it doesn't. But you sit there you think oh was was that because you mishandled that.
And god said okay i've had enough. And now he disciplines because again god disciplines individual believers. But he disciplines churches too. Yeah revelation chapters two and three if you don't believe me.
And so finally the confession says for the better attaining of these ends so for the best way for us to achieve all of this the offices of the church are to proceed by admonition suspension from the sacraments of the lord supper for a season and by excommunication from the church according to the nature of the crime and demerit of the person.
So again when we talk about this thing of discipline it's not just a and this is the question coming back to your original question about okay churches that won't call it that. Or try to do something like that.
Okay that's fine. But i'll be honest even if you don't call it that. My bigger concern is if you don't practice it period. Yeah if you just let people sin with impunity you know i've often call it the evangelical heresy.
We'll sit there and say well you know god forgives. And we want to be gracious. And we don't want to be too harsh. And you know not give people room to repent. Nobody's saying they can't repent. What we're saying is they can't continue on in the church as though nothing has changed.
And that's again that's a whole other set of issues to get into. But honestly if a church says we're not going to take the exercise of discipline seriously. I think that church is opening itself up for some pretty.
Problems down the line. Yeah i really appreciate that. Um just i kind of like i just wonder about that if a church doesn't have the membership the world and they can't discipline and how they get around the issue like what are their the methods are they pragmatic you know are they whatever it might be.
So it just gets my mind turned and going. Absolutely yep. Um so in regards to that you know tell us a little more about the fact that membership it's it's mutual membership even in the case of discipline and authority that we're doing this together with one another.
Not in like an isolated corner somewhere. Absolutely. So in fact what i'll do is i'll pull up my slides from sunday because i'll read that definition again. Where are we. Simple church three. Nope this is okay.
That is weird. I didn't save my slides which is very weird. I have it it.
Might be butchered a little bit. It's it's there. You want me to read it. Yeah go ahead. So i put down. The church invests in your discipleship and the believer invests in the church. Commitments to and from each party it's a binding to live out the one and others.
Okay yeah that makes sense. So when we say it's a mutual relationship it's again it's not just you join the church and the church gets all the benefits. No there are benefits that accrue to you as well as a member of the church.
You have the oversight of the leadership of that church who again are tasked with shepherding care. You also have the benefit of basically locking arms with your brothers and sisters in your discipleship.
Actually i can open this up. Let's open up my sermon notes. Um folks are about to see what i carry with me into the pulpit. This is a scary time. Um that's it. Here we go. 2 .3. Uh so where is my definition.
There we go. So ladies and gentlemen world exclusive. Uh this is a sneak peek at the manuscript that kofi carries into the pulpit. Um this will may never happen again. But we're here now. Um colorful.
Yes i do like it. Colorful. It helps me to see what i'm doing. So i will point you to this. I can get my cursor back here. Here we go. I will point you to this blue section over here. So this is the definition of church membership we gave.
Church membership is a formal relationship between a local church and a christian characterized by the church's effort church's affirmation and oversight of a christian's discipleship and the christian's submission to living out his or her discipleship in the care of the church.
So the church says we're going to give first of all affirmation. We are acknowledging that you are indeed a believer which again is part of the to the church. So so affirmation and oversight we're going to take responsibility.
That's what the concept of oversight means responsibility. We are going to look over your discipleship. And the christian in turn says yes i'm going to submit to this body as the sphere in which god would have me to be discipled.
And so this mutual relationship we might as well scroll to that part in my manuscript since we're here again like i said on sunday it's the church saying we recognize your profession of faith and the desire to follow jesus.
And the believer is saying i want to follow jesus together with the people and leadership of this church. So again it's mutual. It's not just the church takes from you and that's that no the church gives and takes just as you get to give and to take certain things from the church as well.
So it's a mutual relationship. And again it's not just a relationship to a church's leadership. It's a relationship to the members of the body as well. Yeah so the giftings and the ministry that god has given every member you get to benefit from.
And the ministry and the gifting god has given you they get to benefit from. So it's mutual on all levels. Which is again what we read in first corinthians chapter 12. How god.
Has designed the church to be absolutely kofi. How have you benefited from church membership.
How long do we have. So i'll i'll be brief about this. Um first of all in church membership um i've benefited just spiritually having that. You know this is a family this is my family. The as we gather on the lord's day as we gather in the week as we gather at other times like i'm getting to build spiritual spiritually strong relationships with the people of this body which is a beautiful thing.
I'm also i've also benefited from having the you know blessing of the leadership of the churches i've to pursue ministry. I'll be honest i don't understand guys i really don't. I don't understand guys who say they want to go into ministry.
You ask oh where's your local church. Well i don't have a local church. I haven't found one that i can join myself to. And i'm just like seriously who is going to affirm your belief that you are you know that your aspiration to ministry is valid.
That you are called to the ministry when you use that language like who's supposed to actually give credence to that because you just told me you're not part of a church. So who are the elders who will one day lay hands on you and affirm you for ministry.
Who are the elders who are tasked with training up doing that second timothy 2 -2 ministry of seeing you're a faithful man and entrusting the sacred deposit of the gospel to you so you can pass it on to others.
I mean i'm thankful for the fact that i had pastors who gave me opportunity for ministry and didn't just give me opportunities. They were hard on me in terms of is your life in order. Is everything okay have you.
And there were moments where i had to be like well what was i had to be honest. And moments where they were like okay brother think long and hard about this. Your life's not in order right now. Yes uh okay like it's not end of the world but go go sort that out.
And i'm glad i'm glad i had that. And then do we really i i wish we had time for me to just tell story after story after story of how individual members of the individual people in the churches that i've had membership in helped me out at really tough times.
Um you know were there for me both spiritually and materially as the need arose like i could multiply stories about that. I mean when one of the reasons i'm so passionate about this is because i've seen it done.
Well not perfectly. Because guess what people do this which means they're not going to be perfect. Yeah so i have long abandoned expecting people to be perfect. But i do believe we can do things well.
And i will say to anybody who's watching this who's skeptical about church membership. If you see it done well trust me you'll become very dissatisfied with anything less because you would have seen like i did for a number of years up close what it is when our body says we take life together seriously as god's people both spiritually and materially.
So yeah i have personally benefited just from my own personal growth growth as somebody who is aspiring to serve the lord from individual believers of from all walks of life being able to pour into me.
And the opportunities to serve my brothers and sisters in a number of ways like all of those things come together for me. I'm like you know i can never go back to believing that church membership is either unnecessary or unbearable.
I'm sorry i've just seen too much at this point to kind of throw all that away. Yeah.
Sounds like a major blessing to be a part of a family like that. And to yeah accountability to stir one another up to love and good works and to practice the one another's together. Yeah for you saying that church membership it's not giving up your personal independence and non-spiritual matters.
100 percent. Like as i said on sunday and i'll reaffirm here i have no interest to govern people's personal lives. Governing my own personal life is hard enough. Like like governing my own life. Talk less of like being the head of a home.
That's hard enough. I'm not trying to take on individual decisions in your life. No. And there are some pastors who love it. I'm not gonna pretend like it doesn't happen. I said that because it does happen.
You know there are some pastors who are they love being in everybody's business. You know. Hey you shouldn't work there. Go work over here. Don't take this job. Take this job. Don't go here like i'm sorry that's not your job.
Yeah you know that that's where you're in. Like that second corinthians 1 24 not that we lord it over your faith or first peter 5 not dominating over the floor. Like that's where you're kind of crossing off into that territory again.
God alone is lord of the conscience. I think i mentioned this last week god alone is lord of the conscience. And he's left it free from the commandments of man or from anything that is not necessarily contained in his work.
And in fact to demand obedience to such things goes against reason and conscience. So no i i don't believe that when you become a member you basically give up your independence and you basically now start being told and dictated what you can and can't do.
Now as elders and leaders we may be able to say brother i don't think that's wise. Um but unless it's a sin issue and at that point okay if i tell you brother this is like falling foul of god's standard and you just decide to do it with impunity anyway.
Well that's what matthew 18 is for. Yeah. But that's very different from i don't like you buying a house in that neighborhood. You need to buy a house in this neighborhood so you can benefit the church.
Sorry not my place. Yeah. No. And you know i made a point on sunday that you know i can't make people attend things at church. Which i can't you know i can't doorstep people and just be like hey didn't see you on sunday.
I'm gonna need to fine you for that. Like i'm not the police. Yeah i don't have the power of fine enforcement. Like you know there comes a point where i can advise i can say okay brother this is. And then after a while like if you know you're not listening to me unless he on that particular front which is biblical.
Okay fine then i need to again begin the process of trying to reach out to you and what have you. But that's very different to basically i'm pitching up my spiritual tent in your home and basically telling you what you can and can't do.
There was a whole movement with this in the 60s and 70s the heavy shepherding movement where basically you know and there were some prominent names who are part of that. Um basically you can do anything without going to the person who was shepherding you.
I don't see that in the bible that that to me is the definition of lording it over someone's faith. You can't make even the most basic decision without talking to me first and again that's a very dangerous position to be in.
So that's what i mean when i say that the church doesn't assume you know or take away your independence in non-spiritual matters. I know what my remit is and i don't know i can only speak for me. I try very hard not to overstep that remit.
Because the reality is when i do need to step in on a situation i'd like to step in for the right reason not because i just felt like meddling in something that wasn't my.
Business. Yeah you have to exercise a lot of wisdom as to circumstances and situations probably and pray for yourself to go through those things in the right way. Yeah and yeah you know i've had.
Situations even in our own church where i've had to tread carefully and i'll be honest sometimes i haven't always done a good job of that. Um again this is where there's grace in the gospel and we're all learning you know.
So there have been moments i'm like yeah didn't handle that. Right. Yeah that could have been handled a lot better than it was. Um. But there've also been moments where you know i've been able to say you know what this i don't need to intervene and it either resolved itself or was no longer an issue.
And we'll just leave it alone. So you're right there's so much wisdom that needs to be exercised. And of course james 1 5 if you lack wisdom which i know i do regularly that's what prayer is for. Like lord um this is your church.
I pray this prayer often. Lord this is your church. Here's the situation. Give me the wisdom to deal with it as you would like. Yeah. And he's surprisingly fair to answer that prayer because it is his church ultimately.
Yeah oh absolutely um yeah i like what you're saying that you know like if you miss a sunday or something one time you're not just going to show up at the doorstep which um implies that it's not necessarily and i like the term to use it's not an iron clad agreement.
Um and so with that in mind i guess um i know we've talked about this a little bit before but i guess what is the process. So our members know about attendance and when you would actually be concerned and then you would say something well what is the process for that.
Good question. Um so this is actually laid out in our church's constitution um which when you become a member you get to copy um and granted i'm just saying up front our constitution will be going through some changes.
Obviously this is a podcast for our church family. You all know that we are in the process of ironing out some stuff with redeemer gilbert which we're very close to. Um and so we will be adopting a new constitution and all the members will get a copy of that.
But our constitution as it stands i think on the new one has this as well. I'll have to double check it. But essentially what we say is you know we're not going to like kick somebody out for missing one sunday like things happen like i'm going to miss a sunday not this sunday the following one i'm gonna be out of town like we're not saying you can never go out of town.
You must be here 52 out of 52 sundays even if you're sick. Even if like something happens like no that that would be one hypocritical because i'm not in church every single sunday of the year. Um i know for a fact you missed one because there was one of them you were with me when we traveled.
Oh yeah. Yeah if we went to shepcon so like the reality is like you're not going to be there every single sunday. I think we talk about our constitution uses the language of willfully absenting yourself.
So it's not you're providentially hindered. That's the phrase i like to use. Something happens in god's providence that you can't be and i would i would put vacations and stuff like that in that category.
But there's a difference between okay those things that you can't help it and the things where you probably could have tried harder and you chose not to. Now our constitution says that after about three months of that we step in and even then it's a very gentle just hey we haven't heard from you in a while.
Everything. Okay. Can we help. You know we're not trying to bludgeon anybody at the first port of call. Yeah that's not. The person may get back to you and say hey we you know. Oh this was happening this was happening.
Okay. Great. Um are we gonna see you sometime soon. You know that sort of thing. If the person doesn't get back to you in that period um another three months elapses. So now this is a full six months and at that point we will reach out to the person again and just be like hey we've not seen you in six months.
You know we've not heard from you or like anything like that. You know if we don't hear from you by this certain date we're going to have to unfortunately remove you from our membership roles now that doesn't mean that the person is no longer welcome at redeemable fellowship.
Right. Because we're not excommunicating them. Yeah. But what we're saying is given that part of what you agree to a membership. And our church has a membership covenant which is fairly detailed like part of what you agree to is to attend the meetings of redeemable fellowship.
And so if you're not regularly attending and you're not contacting anybody to let us know we're gonna have to assume that your membership just lapsed. Yeah. And we can't have people on the membership roles who aren't attending again.
There are exceptions to that. If somebody is sick or shut in like we're not gonna keep them out of the church for that. No they're again providentially hindered. Yeah. But if you're not providentially hindered and let's just call the spade a spade.
For some people i'm just speaking generally now for some people you know when you're providentially hindered and when you just couldn't be bothered. No let's not beat around the bush let's not dance around the thing like no you know you could be there.
And you're not now. I am not the holy spirit. My mother-in-law says she is not people's holy spirit. I think that's a good way to put it. I am nobody's holy spirit. That quota is already filled. So i can't like force you to think about that.
But think about that if you can. Yeah. And honestly a lot of just the ebb and flow of church life is spelled out in our membership covenant. You know it's um in fact i'm in google docs let me see if i can open this real quick.
So we have a membership covenant that is fairly boilerplate. There's nothing um unusual about it. Open it up here. Membership archive today a covenant. Here we go. And one more time. So that's our membership covenant.
And it says having been led by the spirit of god to receive the lord jesus christ as our savior and upon our profession of faith having been baptized in the name of the father and of the son of the holy spirit we do now in the presence of god angels and this assembly most solemnly and joyfully enter into covenant with the other believers of redeemer bible fellowship as one body in christ.
To submit to the authority of the scriptures as the authority on all issues of faith and practice to seek the lord jesus christ and deepen my knowledge of him through regular bible reading prayer fellowship and the practice of spiritual disciplines.
And to teach our children the same. To follow the command of an example of jesus by participating in the ordinances given to his church by being baptized after my conversion and by regularly remembering and celebrating the personal work of christ through the lord's supper.
To actively again this is the part that we're thinking about to actively participate in the life of this church by attending weekly services living in community with others participating in members meetings and serving both within and outside of redeemer bible fellowship.
So like that's there. Yeah. And i remember when we were kind of formulating this back in 2020 um there was some pushback about this particular language. Oh really both this and in our constitution some folks felt that this was a legalistic addition that has always bothered me.
And at the time i was unusually vocal and saying again and you know me i try my best not to be vocal unless i need to be. But on this one i spoke up and i was like look the bible commands it it doesn't treat it like it's an option.
This you know this reference here our final week i'm going to spend a good bit of the sermon on those verses especially 24 and 25 people. You know it's interesting people like to talk about community in churches and all of that.
Again i'm not big on the word community. I prefer the biblical term fellowship. But that's for you know for argument's sake community. But the bible assumes community by that definition. Yeah. It also assumes that the community doesn't happen on your own.
It happens as people gather together. And in fact it says you're supposed to do that hebrews 10 25. All the more as you see the day of christ approaching like we shouldn't be taking our foot off the gas when it comes to church attendance as the statistics tell us if anything you know as anything if we as we see the day approaching like we should be putting like foot to the floor here in trying to create and attend opportunities for fellowship because we're gonna need each other as times get harder.
Yeah and so that's i think in terms of you know church membership i think that's just a crucial one just the most i call it the baseline requirements of attendance. The most baseline thing you can do as a member of a church is just be there.
Yeah. Even if you don't do anything. Which okay that's not great. But even if you don't do anything just your presence as the member as a member of a church is invaluable because prose 27 17 says it iron sharpens iron.
So one man's countenance is brightened by another. Yeah can't again um my one of my pastors back in london pastor ross um he put it like this in a sermon that stuck with me talking about fellowship from first john one he said listen you can't have fellowship over a smartphone.
Which at the time i thought that's just cheeky. But it's true like you can't like if you think a little bit hard about it. Yeah. I mean i can like have a great conversation with you eddie. But there's something about when we're in person and gathering together like at the risk of sounding really mystical.
Which i'm not god seems to bless that a little more than when we just do things over the phone. Or you remember 2020 when we were all like zoom and stuff. Oh my gosh it was horrible. I'm never doing that again.
Still got ptsd from that. I mean trauma.
Boy um yeah i used i used to i used to send ptsd for that. It was horrible. Never doing it again. They can declare like covid 10 million in like five years. But nah we're good. Um if i die uh trust it in the lord's hands.
But no i'm not giving up going to church again. No that was horrible. I'm not doing that again. Why. Because there's something about when we gather together when that spiritual reality of being gathered by god becomes physical.
I think there's something beautiful about that. Oh yeah. And again it's to our detriment that we don't.
Take it as seriously as we should. Yeah. And we don't get to enjoy the fact that we're all walking testimonies of god's grace absolutely to be with one another and just the different lives that we have.
And what god's you know. Um so yeah that's a major blessing and i love the church for that. That's always just a good reminder. Um let's see what else do. I have here almost covered everything i guess.
Um you know your second point was demonstrating church membership biblically. And before you did that you wanted to talk about the difference between being biblical and biblicist. I know. You touched on that a little bit towards the beginning.
Um did you want to go.
Over that again or no sure. Um so real quick now let me put an asterisk by that word biblicist. Yeah because there's a sense in which all of us are biblicist and i'll be honest i struggle with how that word has become an insult in recent years in some sectors.
Um i think we should all seek to be biblicists radically rooted in the text of scripture. Like it's not that i don't care again i i've quoted both the 1689 and the westminster. I have a healthy respect and almost yeah i can say reference from a human perspective for those documents they're where they're faithful to scripture.
I think they're very faithful. Summaries. Yeah um i love again in our services once a month we we do a catechism together. Why. Because there's value in these statements of faith that god's people had to think long and hard about crafting and putting together at the same time they are all subordinate standards.
Yeah the thing that is the ultimate standard oh i took my bible out of here and put it in the um living room was reading earlier. But the thing that is the ultimate standard for all of us is the word of god like the word of god is the final standard.
And so i say all of that because there is a kind of maybe i should add a word here an unguarded biblicism or a sort of wooden biblicism that basically says we can't talk about anything unless there is a specific chapter and verse right.
That i think is an unhealthy biblicism because what you've said is only the explicit statements of scripture have found and like i said on sunday if you want to if you want to go there there are some certain big doctrines that you have to basically get rid of.
Yeah now none of us want to do that. And so we generally recognize and i will quote the 1689 on this one and i ladies and gentlemen actually do know where this one is. Because i caught it a bunch one six there we are for the um team stand tonight share my screen.
And for the folks at home who are listening to the audio i will read this. So in the 1689 chapter one section six it says the whole counsel of god concerning everything essential for his own glory and man's salvation faith and life is either explicitly stated or by necessary inference contained in the holy scriptures.
So everything that we need to glorify god everything we need to be saved everything we need for belief and everything we need for life that glorifies god all of that is either explicitly stated or by necessary inference contained in the holy scriptures.
I will not have a nerd moment and show you the difference in the westminster which i think is a very important difference. Um we will save that for a future show if i ever need to do it. But for now note that they say that both of those things are the whole counsel of god.
And so we can't just say somewhat simplistically in my opinion. Well i don't see a chapter and verse for this. So it can't be biblical like no you might not see a chapter and verse but we can necessarily infer it.
And so that to me is when you're being truly biblical versus a sort of unhealthy and again key term there is unhealthy biblicism. Yeah i do think there is a healthy biblicism where you know we don't just take the confession for granted.
We don't just take our statement of faith for granted. No we are specific in saying we go back to the scriptures. Does the script to teach this. And if the scripture teaches it that's why i have no problem quoting the 1689.
Because where it agrees with scripture i heartily affirm it. And i would say more often than not there are some areas i would disagree with 1689 but more often than not it agrees with scripture. So i will quote it and not feel bad for doing so.
And i can still say i'm being biblical. Because i can test that confession by the touchstone of scripture if that makes sense. So that's the distinction. I'm making there when i talk about being biblical versus an unhealthy biblicism.
Awesome. Well thanks for that.
Kofi um one more thing on church membership and i don't know if i'll have anything else after that all right but there was one thing in particular that had to do with and i know we mentioned authorities like the police earlier but if you have church membership are you more likely to be protected versus if you don't have it and something illegal happens or do you not have.
Protection. Do you kind of know where i'm going with that. Yes. Um i didn't make this argument on sunday because i wanted to focus primarily on the biblical arguments. But if you want a practical argument for church membership the fact that especially living i'm gonna be honest um i'm as you know and anybody who's listening probably knows or you can pick up very easy just by listening to me.
I'm not from around here. Um born and raised in london. There's lots of love about living in america. I've lived here five years now. But if there's one thing about american society i don't understand it's how easy it is to be litigious.
You know i mean when i use that word litigious no is it like being peppered. No. Um that's a different phrase. Um eddie's been learning london slang from me. That's one. Um yeah. Um no when we say litigious that just means everyone's quick to sue one another.
Like i thought that was a stereotype and then i heard enough people talk about it. I'm like whoa like that's a bit wild. And there have been stories you know i'm not gonna name the examples because i'm not sure if those churches really want that dug up again but there have been stories of where churches have enacted discipline.
The person didn't like the discipline and they sued the church and it became a problem for that local church. That's a big deal. Wow. My father has a saying um it's not entirely true. It's one of those truisms.
You know it's true most of the time my father says men lie women lie. Documents generally don't. If you come into membership and you knew what the like it's on paper like there's no you know that we talk about like gentlemen's agreement.
You know just like we kind of talk about it and shake hands like if you actually have a process that people consent to and they fall foul of that process. I think a practical argument for church membership is you protect the church from somebody who's basically saying like this person's cut me off from my community.
They've caused me emotional damage. To quote the youtuber um like no you knew what happened. You was. It was clearly spelled out to you that if you fell foul of what the bible says in a number of areas you could be excommunicated from this body.
And so i do think on a practical level church discipline protects the church again. This isn't our primary motivation. I wouldn't even say it's a secondary one. It's just a helpful byproduct. But it protects the church from being attacked by malicious people.
Let me give you an example. This might be helpful for us and this is just a speculation of mine but i think there may be something to it. We all see what's happening with the alphabet brigade. I'll be very careful because youtube listens very carefully.
But we all know what's going on with the alphabet brigade out there what's to stop somebody. And this was a consideration my church back in london had and they actually had to put it in their constitution.
What's to stop a church. Oh excuse me a church from being sued by. Let's say a your two guys who want to get married two dudes and they come they call the church and they're like we want to get married and the church says uh no we only do weddings for our members.
What if you don't have that. That's a discrimination suit. Right there waiting for you. Just like there it is. Pick me up on a practical level you protect the church. It all you have to say is well we only do that for our members.
Well can we become members. Well actually we have it very clearly spelled out. Um as to how somebody can become a member and you don't meet that you don't meet that criteria. Nobody can sue you for that.
Well at least not now. Anyway we'll see what happens. But nobody can sue you for that. At least so again that's a again it's not a primary level concern or a secondary level concern. It's a helpful byproduct.
But i do think that churches in this day and age where the society our society's hostility to the gospel is becoming more and more and more pronounced. I think we would do well to think long and hard about that.
Yeah. Well kofi i think that's all i have. Unless you want to add anything else. Um nope. Um like i said on sunday this again i think this is an important subject especially where we find ourselves geographically.
You know the sorts of culture that comes with it. And again for those who heard the message and if you haven't heard it you stumbled across this. Um it will be the video before this one. Um the sermon video will go up first.
And then we'll put this one up. Um go back and listen to that. And again listen to it with an open bible and an open heart and ask yourself. And i made this point on sunday which is more important my own personal independence where i can do what i want unaccountable to anyone or obedience to the lord and submission to my brothers and sisters in healthy new testament church life which is the most important.
And again my prayer is that as you kind of think through these things and talk through these things that the spirit of god will make that play. Well if that's all we've got time for. This has been episode three of the uh cutting room floor podcast.
Thank you for listening. If you have any questions or queries or concerns about anything that's been raised either in this episode or previous ones you can email us at the cutting room floor. Actually no it's not the just cutting room floor at redeemer medford .org.
That's cutting room floor at redeemer medford .org. And we will see you next time take care all right. Then i'll do it cool. Did i cut out or anything at any point.
No no everything else i mean was pretty much addressing the sermon so no i mean i mean the actual like connection today. Oh no at one point you barely got a little bit.
Silly. And then you went back to normal. Okay. So yeah it felt like it held up pretty well on my.
Yeah that's good. Sweet. Well let me end.