Like shut the books down, shut the website down, the material you put out when you were doing this kind of thing, it's all sus, that's I think the proper response to this, shut it down and you have such a deep character flaw here, like start at the bottom, man, like you're not fit to lead at this point, your character must be shown, it must be proven and that takes time, you don't just retain your positions, which is the problem I see and I think it goes under the guise of this like Christian grace and mercy and forgiveness and it's the wrong category for it, it should be in the category of trust, you ask yourself, do you trust this person, is this the kind of person who has this mired past, you want leading of all places, an institution that trains pastors, like we're thin on institutions, we need good institutions, we need, I actually have tons of respect for guys who are willing to start an institution for that but if we're going to have like rigorous institutions that train pastors, then we have got to make sure that we have qualified men leading them, we've got to make sure that they're gonna be able to go toe to toe with those who contradict the good doctrine and this is the kind of thing that gets laughed at in the secular arena and for the right reason, it's not because of any like an antiquated moral code, it's because they still retain the same moral code that we should have, they think stealing is really bad and people, there should be huge disincentives for those in leadership positions, especially in academia where that's like you had one job, right and like you just can't be known, you can't have that as part of your character, so that's really all I wanted to say and that's my explanation, people have been emailing me all or messaging me all kinds of stuff like I know this guy, he's such a good guy, he's so nice, on one side and then I got guys on the other side who are emailing me like did you see this about this pastor and did you see what he did here and it's bad and like here's the thing, like I don't care about any of that really, I'm not saying like I don't care like in this sense, like I'm glad he's nice, like I'm glad you know and if he's got all these other issues, like I hope he gets those resolved, I hope the best for him, I hope he repents, I hope he has repented if that's the case and like is truly, but it could be severe ignorance too, it could be just like someone's leading a seminary who just does not understand the level of like egregious behavior that he's been conducting himself in, I don't know but all that stuff is so secondary to me, the main thing is I realize especially in my book Against the Waves, Christian Order in a Liberal Age, I wrote about this that we have a leadership class that must be replaced by virtuous men and it's not going to be replaced by virtuous men, we're not going to have people leading the institutions that need to be there if we are light on this stuff, doesn't mean you don't forgive people, it doesn't mean in the future they can't even have a chance to start getting back into leadership positions but this is something that you have to really keep an eye on and it's a matter of trust, it's not a matter of forgiveness, it's not a matter of taking someone's repentance seriously, I can take that all seriously, I mean I do have questions about like what are you thinking, to what extent are you repentant if you are still like you've stolen so many things but you're not like you can't even remember what you've stolen and where it is because it was such a part of your character but you're not shutting stuff down, that does make me wonder like where's your head at but like I want to take things in the most charitable light I possibly can, let's just say this person has ignorance and that is a he is repentant, he's a good guy otherwise like he's growing in the grace, if that's true some real Christian brothers need to say this is not the institution you want, this is not the kind of pastoral leadership you want right now, you got to take it, take a break you know, go do something else to support your family while trust can be built up again, real trust and we should have honestly I think standards that match or go beyond where the secular arena is on this stuff if we're going to have rigorous and a good education system, so that's where I'm coming from and maybe some of you think well that's John and he's he's you know got the sort of academic bug and he's bringing that to this and yeah that could be but I feel strongly about it, I mean this is stuff that was drilled into me for good reason I think and it's one of those, it's a tradition that we've had for such a long time that we should retain, it's one of the vestiges of a Christian past that I'm afraid if we lose it we've lost a lot more than just it, so hopefully that helps you guys, I got to make this summit, God bless.