That day, I was experiencing a lot of over -emotions, and I was overwhelmed, stressed, and I just didn't really know which way to turn, probably also a little numb, I wanna say, just because I didn't fully believe in that decision, having an abortion, so I was conflicted, and when I went there that day, I already knew that I didn't really wanna go through with having the abortion, and so when I got out of my car, I did go into the office, but it told me that you needed to do walk -in appointments only, and when I got there, they told me you needed to call and make an appointment, so they actually had no walk -ins available, and it was about an hour drive from my house, so I would have to go home and find another way to come back, so it felt, in a way, like it wasn't something that I was supposed to do, and then as I was pulling away, they came up to my car window because there was a lot of traffic, and asked me to roll my window down, and I did, and then we had a nice conversation about why I felt the way I did about having an abortion, and where in life and what it was I was struggling with.