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Hi this is John and today on Theocast we are going to be tackling emotions, affections, and feelings as it relates to your assurance in Jesus Christ.

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A very prominent evangelical recently said to define saving faith apart from feelings is futile.

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It's a pretty strong statement and we're gonna try and do our best to look at scripture, history, and the confessions and answer the question, do we find assurance based upon our feelings or is our security in Christ more than a feeling?

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Welcome to Theocast, encouraging weary pilgrims to rest in Christ. Conversations about the

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Christian life from a Reformed perspective. Today our hosts are

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Justin Perdue, pastor of Covenant Baptist Church, and Jimmy Buehler's with us today, believe it or not, pastor of Christ Community Church in Willmar, Minnesota, and I am

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Jon Moffitt, pastor of Grace Reformed Church in Spring Hill, Tennessee. Gentlemen, specifically

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Jimmy, it's good to be around the microphones today with all three of us.

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It makes conversations a little more lively, especially when Jimmy comes in as hot as he is today. I try my best to keep things spicy.

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Jimmy, we haven't heard from you in a while, so why don't you give us an update? What's going on in the state of Minnesota?

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The state of Minnesota. The classic thing to do in Minnesota is you talk about the weather, so just know that it's still bone -chillingly cold.

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That's all that needs to be said. Jon has experienced that. He has experienced Willmar cold.

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Not minus 30. That's when you called me the other day and told me it was minus 30. I didn't experience that.

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Yeah, that was cold. But honestly, the big thing that's going on just in our life is kind of twofold.

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Our church is up and rolling, which is good news, and it's exciting news.

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We've got home fellowship groups that meet. We have a men's ministry that's meeting.

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We've rolled out systematically catechizing our kids and our families, which is exciting.

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I've also re -signed a contract to come back to the school that I teach at bivocationally to come back next year, which kind of just takes a little bit of that financial pressure off of us as a family.

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It's not without its challenge, as many who listen who perhaps are bivocational or who worship at a church where the pastor is bivocational.

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You're just less available for your people and for your family, which is difficult.

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So pray for us in that regard. But also, just financially speaking, it just takes a lot of that load off.

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It's exciting. The school is glad to have me back and might be rolling out a

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Christian Theology course, which you can only guess what we're going to talk about all the time. Things have been good.

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We've added a couple of families to our midst. We definitely still feel like we're in that very infant stage of finding our footing, getting wording around our message, starting elder training, all of those things.

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A little bit for me is I feel like I'm drinking from the church -planting fire hydrant.

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My wife and I often feel like we're ships passing in the night, so that provides some challenges as well.

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I knew it wasn't going to be easy, but there's a lot of sweetness in the early years of a church being planted, and they're also really hard years at the same time.

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There's a lot that could be said about that. We may do a podcast at some point on the first five years or something, because it's real.

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Jimmy Buehler Honestly, when you're planting a church, often you see the best in people, particularly your core families, the way that they sacrifice and they give and they serve.

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But honestly, being bivocational, which all of us have experienced, what it does for me is it gives me a level of compassion that I did not have before in full -time ministry.

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When I ask somebody to do something, either to preach in my stead or to plan some particular event or to facilitate a group,

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I know what it's like to have that pressure of a full 40 to 50 -hour -a -week job plus a family and then trying to do ministry.

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I'm grateful for all the things that I'm learning. I just wish it would slow down a little bit, but here we are.

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It does give you perspective, as you've already alluded to, and it works on you in such a way that when things do begin to shift and you're able to give more of your time toward the ministry of the church, you're just more grateful for it.

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I think it humbles you, it tempers you, and even in terms of your expectations.

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There's a lot of value in it that I think in refining that happens in that bivocational season.

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I'm not saying that everybody needs to do bivocational church planting. That's not at all what I'm saying. If you get sent out of a good church and you're fully funded, praise be to God.

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But if you do find yourself in a bivocational situation, the Lord will use it. Justin Perdue I will say that, as Jimmy is experiencing, there are a lot of emotional highs and emotional lows.

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Your emotions run rampant when you're a church planter. Yeah. Well, let's just feel it in all kinds of ways, dude.

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Yeah. There are days where you feel really good, and there are days that you don't feel good at all.

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As a matter of fact, I know when those days are happening, because I get a text from Jimmy, and it's typically like three words, and I was like, oh no, oh no.

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Better call him. I quit. Justin Perdue There are times you don't feel like a very good pastor.

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Is that what you're saying? You don't feel. There are times that I don't feel very good.

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Everybody's got feels. JP, why don't you use that translation to bring us in?

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We're popcorning it around all over the place. Brothers and sisters, listeners of Theocast, today we're going to be talking about feelings.

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Feelings and faith. What prompted us to have this conversation is a video that was put up on social media in the last few weeks by Together for the

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Gospel. It's a clip of John Piper from 2018's conference, and it's about a two -minute clip from the message that he gave in that conference two years ago.

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He is making the argument that it is futile to try to define saving faith apart from feelings.

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Many people on Twitter, in particular, because that's the platform where I think the three of us are probably most active, many people on Twitter in the

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Reformed world and the confessional world grabbed hold of that clip and were assessing it and talking about whether it was helpful or not.

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The three of us started texting each other pretty much immediately, and I know we had conversations in my own home.

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My wife and I did. I know you guys probably did the same, and conversations even in my local church here in Asheville.

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I trust that Grace Reformed and Christ Community, you guys were doing the same thing. I'm not going to bury the lead here.

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We don't want to do that. We are concerned that the things that John Piper articulates in that particular video clip undermine rest in Christ.

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They undermine assurance, and they put a burden on sinners that sinners, frankly, just cannot bear.

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That's the conversation we want to have today. Not that video. We want to have a much bigger conversation than that one video clip, but we want to talk today about feelings and faith and how it is that we're saved, ultimately, but even how we would go about defining faith in Christ that produces and gives rest.

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Kind of teeing it up that way, John or Jimmy, either one of you guys jump in.

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Yeah, well, we just had a recording today. Today's a Wednesday afternoon, a little bit different recording time for us.

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Today means that Theocast came out with an episode. Today is Radical Faith. We're normally about three or four weeks ahead.

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When we decided to have this conversation, the one thought that came to my mind was,

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John Piper is very clear on how someone is saved. He fits into the evangelical, historical, and I would even say the

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Calvinistic faith as it relates to someone going from death to life.

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He holds to the utter depravity of the human heart. He holds to the absolute sovereignty of God in election and predestination.

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He holds to limited atonement, so he understands that it's specifically paid for that person's soul, their sins, imputation.

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What's hard is that he gets what I would say some of the core foundation issues correct.

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Where Theocast has found our home and where we feel most helpful to the conversations that are happening in the broader evangelical world is pulling the clutter off of the gospel, that which causes weight and confusion.

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I would say John Piper is not preaching a gospel here that is heretical, and much of what he says in that sermon is correct.

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But just because someone may say 75 percent of something that is correct and that 25 percent that they add at the end is so confusing and so deflecting and so different than where the foundation is, that the foundation then crumbles under the very weight that you have put on top of it.

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I would say this whole idea of John Piper, on the front end, he's assuming a proper evangelical reformed doctrine of salvation.

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Then there's the radicalness of Sola Fide. He's almost trying to explain it away.

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To give him credit for the brilliant man that he is and the smart, compassionate, generous man that he is,

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I think there's a side of him that he's trying to explain away the radicalness of Sola Fide.

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I would start there. It's important to remember in this conversation, just for those that are listening, what we're not trying to do is tear down a brother and his ministry and the way that he has served over the course of a few decades.

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That is not at all what we're trying to say at all. We also want to keep in mind context.

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I'm always a little fearful if an outsider listens to something that I say in a sermon.

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You don't go to our church if you're an outsider. You don't attend our church. You don't know the context of the things that are happening in the body, the things that I'm aware of as a pastor that I need to tailor my sermon towards.

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I think there's a little bit still in this evangelical world. Something we like to say is that evangelicalism is a pietistic movement.

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It's the water we swim in and it is the air we breathe. It is just everywhere.

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What I mean by that is, in a pietistic world, the focus so often becomes the interior of the

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Christian, what is happening in your feelings and your affections. That was a buzzword for many years.

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There's this heightened sense of trying to weed out those who are perhaps faking it or who perhaps are among us, but they're not of us.

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It's this overly acute desire to have a pure church, which

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I think all of us want. However, often what happens there is the wheat and the tares parable, or the wheat and the weeds, if you will.

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We see that there's weeds among the wheat, which is clear. What we want to do as an overzealous farmhand is we just want to start cutting it down.

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What does Jesus say in that parable? Well, don't do that. You're My fear and my concern is in a short clip like that.

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Not only is it ripped out of context, so we need to be mindful of that, but also when it was tweeted out, it was tweeted out in sort of this authoritative, this is truth, you should listen sense.

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What happens, unfortunately, is people will listen to that, and where does it point them ultimately?

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It's this navel -gazing interior focus. It's me, me, me, me, me.

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What do I feel? Don't hear us trying to vilify feelings at all, but it was such this authoritative, strong statement that saving faith without feelings or a particular set of feelings was futile.

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I don't know if you guys want to jump on that, JP, if you want to jump in and discuss a little bit more.

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I want to piggyback on a couple of things that you said. I do feel what you were saying about the fact that this is a two -minute clip of a probably 50 to 60 -minute message.

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One thing that I would say about that in trying to be reasonable here is that the video clip was tweeted out for the entire world to see, and it was promoted as like, hey, here's why you should come to this conference even, because you're going to hear things like this.

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You even said, there's an authoritative tone and feel to the thing.

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We wouldn't be interacting with this at all, at least this particular video clip.

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This idea of faith and feelings, we want to interact with, of course, but we wouldn't be talking about this particular video today were it not tweeted out for everybody to see.

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That's just one observation, that when you make things public, and you're going to say things in such an authoritative fashion, then for others to come in and evaluate it biblically, and then even according to the rule of faith and the history of interpretation that's existed in the church for 2 ,000 years is fair game.

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That's what we're trying to do today. I want to say a couple more things about pietism before we maybe move this conversation forward.

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Pietism really, in its beginnings, it really essentially was an obsession with feelings and affections.

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It was a hyper -emphasis on feelings about Jesus and affections for Jesus, and those things being the emphasis and the center of attention in the

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Christian life. As we've said so many times, and you already alluded to, Jimmy, you even talked about this with respect to this video, where is the

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Christian pointed ultimately in this? The Christian is pointed inward to examine his or her heart, to examine his or her feelings and affections.

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The concern with that, not that we should never examine ourselves, and not that introspection is bad, but when that becomes the emphasis, it's very concerning.

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I'm sure I'm going to quote some of this stuff later, but I'm just immediately thinking about how my own feelings, and this is true for everybody, feelings vacillate by the moment, and they ebb and flow like crazy.

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This is why God's people through history have always found great comfort in the fact that our assurance and confidence and our security is found in God, not us.

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It's found in the sufficiency of Christ and not our sufficiency. It's found in the fact that though my emotions change all the time,

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Jehovah never does. That's the thing that's hard here, is that it seems to be undermining the foundation of Christian confidence altogether.

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I put out a tweet last week or two weeks ago that said, every breath you take is riddled.

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It's filled with sin against your Father, which got a little bit of traction.

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Some people were struggling with that. Even when you're preaching, I was like, absolutely. Even when you're praying, yes.

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It doesn't matter. Here's where we struggle, and this is where, thank the

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Lord, Luther was able to bring some clarity here about the differences between us as a saint, that which is filled by the

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Spirit, and that part of us that is still waiting for glorification. We don't live in glorified bodies.

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Because of your nature, you can't love God with all your heart, soul, and mind.

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You can't love your neighbor as yourself. You can't do that perfectly because within our nature, we still have selfishness, and we still have ambition, and we still have pride and arrogancy and laziness.

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The question, which has always been the one thing we've always thrown back to some of the confusion,

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I feel that Piper clutters this assurance area, is how much emotions need to be tilted.

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Is it a 50 -50? Is it a 60 -40? At what point do you say, okay,

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I can have assurance because my emotions and affections meet this level?

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I also want to say, where in Scripture will you point me to that will create that watermark that I have to hit?

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I'm going to point you to some confessions, which is derivative of Scripture, but I'm going to have a hard time looking at Scripture saying,

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I can find the watermark of my emotions and my affections without finding assurance. We're excited to announce that we have a new free e -book available at our website called

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Yeah, so that's really good, John. I remember when I was kind of coming up in the

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Young Restless Reform movement, and one of the favorite verses to be thrown around was

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Jeremiah 17 .9. The heart is deceitful above all things, desperately sick, who can understand it?

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In the context that I was in, that verse was being lobbed against a more, dare

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I say, charismatic, feely -based sort of faith and trying to bring people back to rich doctrinal truths.

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Yet, what was so ironic is that the Young Restless Reform movement, particularly that I was part of, we would quote this verse.

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We love Jeremiah 17, and we loved Romans 9 as well, but particularly

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Jeremiah 17. We love to throw this in people's faces. We love to throw this out. Yet, the way that we quote -unquote discipled people, the way that we ministered to people, we pointed them to the area that we told them to hate or to not trust.

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We pointed them to the area that we're telling you is sick, in need of healing, in need of saving.

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We're asking you to look there for some sort of comfort. Let me just share an analogy.

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Yesterday, I spent a good chunk of the afternoon after work in urgent care with my son.

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He had got a nice little stubbed toe, and it turns out he kicked his nail in, and it was all sorts of gross, all kinds of nasty down there.

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It would be like me telling my son to look at his toe, which was all bruised and bloody and just kind of gross, and just say,

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Hey buddy, see how healthy you are? Look at that toe. Isn't that just a wonderful sign of health?

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It would be like, Dad, you're insane. He was limping so bad, and yet this is often what we do.

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We talk about this all the time. In one hand, we will tell people how desperately sick they are and in need of a

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Savior, and then often the medicine that we give them is to go within. Go deep dive within your own soul and within your own heart and try to find some sort of comfort.

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The enemy loves that. He's like, Great, this is my territory. I'd love for you to come to my camp.

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I don't know if you guys want to speak to that a little bit more or perhaps take it on a different angle. We've already alluded to the saint -sinner reality that has been articulated by many people through history.

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Martin Luther is perhaps most noted for it. The phrase from the

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Reformation, simul justus et peccator, at the same time saint and sinner, justified and sinner, has all kinds of ramifications and implications for this conversation.

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I think every redeemed person through history would acknowledge that because I am born again,

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I am a new creation in Christ, yet at the same time, I'm still battling the corruption that I inherited from Adam.

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Those things are true of me. So, in my inner man, I'm thinking about Romans 7, of course.

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I'm thinking about Galatians 5 .17. In my inner man, I delight in the law of God. There's a feeling word.

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I delight in, I love God's truth, and I want to do all these good things. I think every

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Christian ever would say, I want to love

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God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. I want to love my neighbor as myself. I want to be filled with gratitude toward God, love toward God, affection toward God.

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I want to be humble before the Lord. We could keep saying, I want to feel all of these things toward God.

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The problem is, we battle the flesh, and we battle our inherent corruption.

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So, to use the language of the Apostle Paul, we do not always do what we want to do.

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We do not always feel what we want to feel. The flesh waging war against our spirit keeps us from doing what we want to do, is what

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Galatians 5 .17 says explicitly. That reality is so critical for us to hold here, that intention with what we're talking about with respect to affections.

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So, if Piper, for example, were to say that any Christian wants to, but yet we often struggle to,

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I would be like, brother, absolutely, I completely agree with you. The problem is, we don't feel what we want to feel, and we don't feel what we should feel.

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Then the question is, as we've already alluded to, where in the world is our hope, and our confidence, and our assurance?

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Because if you're pointing me to my feelings, the authenticity of them, the realness of them, the level of them, how much is enough?

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How could I ever know that I'm feeling a sufficient amount of these things? Because, again, it's going to be different tomorrow than it is today.

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I can't even explain that to you as to why that's the case, because I wake up some days, and I'm thinking,

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I am just not feeling it today, like I even was yesterday. I think that's the normal experience for the believer.

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If you look at the Apostle Paul, and he writes to the Corinthian church, who, historically speaking, all three of us would agree that they were very confused in their affections.

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They were running after the wrong gifts. They were running after the wrong sexual pleasures.

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They were running after money. I mean, it was all kinds of... They had misunderstood Christian freedom.

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They think that they're celebrating sin. But yet Paul does not write to them in such a way where he's trying to shake them in their assurance.

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He actually uses the gospel and says, it's the gospel that I want to preach to you, and then uses the love of God for them as the way to correct the issue.

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God's affections towards you, God's consistent emotional affection, but we'll say the affections of God towards you, which are constant, ever -flowing.

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According to John 17, it is the same affection that he has for the Son. He says that he loves us the way that he has loved the

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Son. It is there that we, as the believer, find the true sense of our foundation.

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Let me just read to you, Justin, I know you have something here in a minute, but I'm going to read to you the LBC Confession 1689.

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It's 18 .4, and these confessions are important because we have, when it comes down to, if we were to take all of the

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Reformed confessions, and when it comes to assurance, and when it comes to proper understanding of justification, we're going to agree here.

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Point four, it says this, True believers may in various ways have the assurance of their salvation shaken, decreased, or temporarily lost.

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This may happen because they neglect to preserve it or fall into some specific sin that wounds their conscience and grieves the

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Spirit. What they are making room for is the frailty of the believer. We are frail creatures.

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This is why we reference things like Galatians 6, because we as believers, our affections and our emotions can absolutely be captured by the temptations of sin and pulled away at a point to where faithful, loving

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Christians have to come and rebuke us and pull us out. We could say

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Mr. Piper is correct in that if the Spirit lives within you, you will have these newfound affections, but they aren't a constant flow that is ever unmovable.

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If he doesn't mean that, then of course Desiring God and some of his other books and his well -known sermons, he kind of needs to create that simulius et peccator feeling in there, but it doesn't really feel that way.

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That's not the feeling I'm getting from most of his material. Jimmy, are you okay if I jump in with a little bit of 1689 while we're here, and then we can move forward?

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Go ahead. I've got a couple things after that, but go ahead. Excellent. I'm going to try to do this quickly.

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I'm reading portions of two or three different paragraphs from chapter 13 on sanctification and chapter 14 on saving faith as they articulate it.

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This is 13 .2, talking about sanctification and just pointing out the realities that we have highlighted.

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This sanctification extends throughout the whole person, though it is never completed in this life. Some corruption remains in every part.

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From this arises a continual and irreconcilable war with the desires of the flesh against the

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Spirit and the Spirit against the flesh. They go on in paragraph three to say, in this war, the remaining corruption may greatly prevail for a time.

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That's huge. The war of the flesh against the Spirit. The flesh may prevail for a time.

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Certainly that would mean that our affections are not right. They go on. Yet through the continual supply of strength from the sanctifying

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Spirit of Christ, the regenerate part overcomes. So the saints grow in grace, perfecting holiness in the fear of reverence of God.

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They pursue a heavenly life in gospel obedience to all the commands that Christ has had and King has given them in his word.

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But that acknowledgement that the flesh may prevail for a season is critical. And then finally, this, the definition of saving faith, chapter 14, paragraph two, this is a portion of it.

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These words are excellent. The principal acts of saving faith focus directly on Christ, accepting, receiving, and resting upon him alone for justification, sanctification, and eternal life by virtue of the covenant of grace.

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So there you have that. Directly on Jesus, the words used are accepting, receiving, and resting on him alone and for everything, justification, sanctification, and glorification, eternal life, all by virtue of the covenant of grace, not works.

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And so it's very helpful that that's defining faith biblically is as looking outside of yourself completely to Jesus alone for everything that you could ever need in order to be finally saved.

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Jimmy, go ahead, man. Well, I mean, I just want to speak a little bit from my experience.

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I remember severely battling through all of these things in college, being part of that specific context.

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And I just remember asking the people who were kind of influential in my life, and this is nothing against them, they were very helpful for the season that I was in.

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And I do think that they loved me, that they cared for me, that they wanted what was best for me. But I mean,

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I just remember reviewing these conversations years later where I would ask, how can

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I know? I mean, how can I know that I am feeling the right things or that I'm saved?

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And the response that I typically would get is, well, they respond with the question, do you feel that you love

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God? Do you feel this? Do you feel that? Well, sometimes. And they say, well, then we're just looking for a pattern.

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Like, is there a pattern? Which in my brain, I'm like, yeah, is there a trajectory of onward and upward?

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And my response to that was always, well, how much? How much trajectory am

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I supposed to have? And finally, it wasn't until one of the,

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I remember one of my friends, he sent this to me a few years back, and I was like, where has this been all my life?

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And shout out to our denominationally Reformed brothers and sisters that hold the three forms of unity.

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But the Heidelberg Catechism, question 60, is so weighty and good and something that I return to time and time again, where the question is this, how are you righteous before God?

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And the answer is only by true faith in Jesus Christ, so that though my conscience accused me that I have grossly transgressed all the commandments of God and have kept none of them and am still inclined to all evil,

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God, without any merit of mine, but only of mere grace, grants and imputes to me the perfect satisfaction, righteousness, and holiness of Christ.

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Even so, as if I had never committed any sin, yes, as if I had fully accomplished all the obedience which

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Christ has accomplished for me inasmuch as I embrace such benefit with a believing heart.

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Again, when I was asking these questions of how can I know what if I don't feel these things,

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I wish somebody would have just pointed me to those truths, things that you can bank and rest on.

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One of my deacons, I know he probably will listen to this, I can remember early on.

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He's a very new believer, and he kept hearing me talk about the glory of Jesus Christ.

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We were in Ephesians at the time. He finally got up enough courage and said,

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Hey, John, I'm just going to be real with you, man. When you say the word Jesus, it does nothing for me.

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I don't know who he is. I don't know anything about it. I believe I'm a saint.

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The sweetest, the joy, the kindness, none of that. It does nothing for me.

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To which I could then say, well, then maybe you're not a Christian. I could have said, because you are trying to have these affections for Jesus.

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What I begin to help them do is understand that through time and through exposure of the gospel, you're going to have, one, a knowledge base of trust, which then in the midst of pain and suffering, you will then understand what does it mean to rest in this absolute foundational rock solid love of Christ for you.

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I'm reading the tweet again. It says to define saving faith apart from feelings. Are there people in history who have these emotional experiences where they go from it could be a horrible life or could just be a massive struggle with doubt to this overwhelming assurance?

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These feelings and affections come flowing out of them. Yes, but I will tell you this, and every guy around here has probably experienced those overflowing emotions at points in their life.

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Every day doesn't feel like that to me. The other day it did, two weeks ago. Justin, remember when we did the podcast a couple weeks ago?

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We were just talking about how you had read Jeremiah, and I had read this idea about the glory of Christ. It was last week, and there was like this emotional high

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I had, but I don't live there. As a matter of fact, most of the time I don't live there. Most of the time

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I've struggled to find my hope in Christ because my emotions are elsewhere.

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The good news is the fact that we are saved by Jesus, not our feelings about Him.

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I think we can all agree that that's a good news. Agreed. Resolved.

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Yeah, the reality like John just depicted, and I alluded to this earlier, and Jimmy, I know you agree, is that there are seasons.

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There are moments, there are days, hours, and seasons of our lives where we do kind of have those waves of joy just washing over our hearts and souls.

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Where we're joyful, we're satisfied, we're thrilled, we're moved, and those moments are fantastic.

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I know that we all wish we had more of them, but then for every one of those moments, we probably have several where those waves are just not washing over our soul.

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The tide has gone out. It's like, man, I don't know where my feelings for the

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Lord are today, but I can't find them. In those moments, often I'm prompted, like you brothers are, to pray and ask the

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Lord to work and move in my heart and the rest. I want to be fair to John Piper.

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He did write a book called I Don't Desire God, but he had to write that book.

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Seriously, though, he had to write that book because of the things that he had written and said in so many other situations.

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He paints a picture of the only way that you're legitimate is if you treasure

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Jesus above all things. Humbly, I would say, bro, if I want to treasure Christ above all things, if you're saying you want to treasure

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Christ above all things, okay. But if you're saying that the only way you're legitimate Christian is if you treasure Jesus above all things, it's like, well,

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I guess I'm going to hell and everybody else that I know is too. He's put himself in a position where he has to clarify what he means.

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It's like, look, I don't desire God with all my heart all the time, and so I'm not saying what it seems like I'm saying.

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I could say more about that, but John Piper does not mean that you always feel perfectly about God, but what we're asking and pressing for is clarity and precision of language so that you don't confuse people.

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Jon Moffitt And I know on YouTube, we're going to get comments and on Facebook, and people are going to come to his defaced and say, you're not listening to what he's saying.

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All I have to say is that Theocast is not the only one making this observation. This has been a criticism of Jonathan Edwards.

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This has been a criticism of John Piper for many, many years. I will tell you this right now, to this day,

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I credit John Piper for this amazing joy

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I have in the sovereignty of God. The way he described it, when I was coming out of the

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Armenian pit, he just created so much affection and desire.

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I loved his passion and his patience and his kindness. So please don't think that this is a

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Piper -bashing moment. But I will say, let's go back to Scripture. Let's go to Scripture and just say, on a broad level, the imprecatory psalms that are in there, even the songs of struggle.

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You just go read psalms like Psalm 5, or even David when he writes

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Psalm 51. David went for a very long period of time.

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You have to think about it. It wasn't a 24 -hour period from the narrative that David went from the desire to killing the husband.

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Even to the point where the prophet Nathan finally had to come up and say, apparently you aren't seeing what you're doing, so I'm going to have to tell you.

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What does God say after that? What does God say about David? He's still a man after his own heart, meaning that David didn't somehow prove himself to be an unbeliever.

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So there's just a side where what I think ends up happening is, and we have this, where people look at the failures of their life and instead of looking to something outside of themselves and repenting to it,

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I believe a lot of people hear this kind of message from Piper. I know this for a fact because we get emails and phone calls and Facebook messages about this.

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It causes people to stay longer in sin and longer in not pursuing restoration and longer in doubt because they don't feel like it's achievable, like it's an unachievable goal.

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I would add to that that there is no better way to avoid loving your neighbor than spending all of your time in your prayer closet trying to sort out your own emotions.

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Just to be really honest, that is one of my big complaints.

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Maybe complaints is the wrong word, but one of my big assessments of that whole feelings -based if you will, hedonistic movement is that it has overgrossly become an individualization and privatization of the

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Christian life, where it is an intense focus on the individual and his or her feelings rather than rejoicing and resting in the objective truths.

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I think something we can perhaps talk about in the members podcast is we're not even considering the fact that I just know people.

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They're just not emotional. They are non -emotive people, or they perhaps have some sort of condition hormonally, physically, mentally that just does not allow them to feel things that, dare

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I say, average normal people feel. What are we supposed to do with that?

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Maybe that's something we could talk about later. The good example to that, Jimmy, is one of the former hosts, Ryan Haskins. I've known him for eight plus years now.

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He's like, I don't know if I've ever seen him cry or show any other emotion than just what we call is

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Ryan. I'm like, well, maybe

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Ryan's not saved. Jimmy Buehler Yeah. There you go, Ryan. Hope you're listening, boy.

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Ryan Haskins Two thoughts real quick, and then I'm probably gonna have to quote my boy

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Horatious Bonar before we do go over to the members podcast. I'll do that at some point in a minute.

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Two thoughts here from me. They're not exactly related, but they were prompted by things you guys were saying. Jimmy, you were talking about how

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Christian hedonism and being in your prayer closet, obsessing over your own feelings, really hinders love of neighbor.

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I'm gonna make a more broad statement about pietism. I think pietism, this hyper focus on our affections or our obedience, our performance, and the unachievable standard that that sets for the

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Christian, that kind of thing, pietism kills honesty in the church in relationships.

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We're told to confess sin to one another. Well, James 5 .16 is gonna be destroyed by pietism because nobody's gonna tell the truth about themselves because it's like, if I did, what would people think?

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Pietism kills honesty in the church, and I would say it's interesting that pietistic contexts are obsessed with sanctification, and pietism hinders sanctification because it is all about me.

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I'm less likely to confess sin to my brothers and sisters. I'm less likely to lean into the church and the fellowship of the saints the way

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God designs. I'm not calling it like it is. I'm painting a false picture of my own reality, and so our real true sanctification is hindered by that nonsense.

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The other thought I wanted to say, and I'll kick it over to you, John, Piper's famous tagline is,

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God is most glorified in us when we're most satisfied in Him. I might want to rephrase that somewhat and say that I'm not gonna say most glorified because I'm not gonna presume on that piece.

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I will say this. God is tremendously glorified when we are most mindful of our need of Him, and in particular, when we are most mindful and aware of our need of Jesus.

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So, we want to glorify God, one of the ways that we can do that in our daily lives and certainly when we gather as churches is to confess together the fact that we are sin -sick wretches who are absolutely desperate for Christ and His work in our place.

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I am confident, based on Scripture, that God is very glorified in that confession. I would wager to say that He is more glorified in that than He is in us being satisfied in our relationship with Him.

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Justin Perdue I mean, the confession of sin, and even corporate confession of sin, which Paul says, confess your sins to one another, which

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I guarantee you, I grew up in a church context where that only happened when you're in intense counseling moments and you're confessing it to the pastor to get help.

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But we do this as a confess before our neighbors to each other the absolute need of forgiveness.

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Prayer is also a moment of dependence because you're opening your heart and your mind and your soul to request something.

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But I will say for those of you, if you're new to Theocast, and if you haven't downloaded Faith vs. Faithfulness or Primer on Rest, this is,

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I would say, 10 ,000 -12 ,000 words, something like that. This is what we're trying to get at.

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In the middle section, Justin does a great job of explaining the difference between a pietistic context or church and a

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Reformed or, we would say, a restful confessional perspective. In the end,

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Jimmy does a really good job of pulling the clutter off of the gospel to say, listen, if you want to know what brings you rest, this is it.

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So, just go read that last section. Justin, you actually were answering a question

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I think we should jump into the members' podcast. We actually have a Facebook group that's growing. If you want to go over, just type in Theocast and you'll see the

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Facebook group. Once in a while, we'll jump in there and let you know what we did today. We received five or six questions.

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One of those was, in light of this tweet by Piper, what are your overall thoughts on the whole premise of Piper's ministry?

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We'll talk a little bit about that and some of the other questions that we received. If you want to join us over there, you can.

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Can I throw a Bonar quote out there from one of his hymns really quick? Yeah, absolutely. Why don't you close it down?

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I probably cite about one out of every 10 episodes, but I'm just going to for the people that are new, I want to cite it.

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So, Horatius Bonar, Scottish minister in the 1800s, is more famous for his hymns and his sermons.

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The guy is absolutely spot on about basically the reality of the sufficiency of Jesus and the safety that we have in him.

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He's got a book called God's Way of Peace, a book for the anxious that I would commend to everybody. In his hymn called

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I Hear the Words of Love, the last two verses go this way, and they're very short. My love is oft times low, my joy still ebbs and flows, but peace with him remains the same, no change

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Jehovah knows. Then the last verse goes, I change, he changes not, the

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Christ can never die, his love not mine, the resting place, his truth not mine, the time.

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That's an old hymn. I mean, it's a reasonably sweet tune, but it is not like some contemporary jam sesh hymn.

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That song is one of the most beloved songs at Covenant Baptist Church because it's so good in pointing the saints outside of themselves to God in Christ and knowing that we're safe.

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It acknowledges that our feelings will falter, but that God has us, and it's just very sweet.

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